T. W: cussing, angst, breaking point.
A. N: part of this chapter was written from Jake's pov but I failed to keep up with Jake's wordings yk๐ญso I got on with MC 's instead๐๐ป๐๐ป
I haven't deleted it though so if you are interested let me know and I will scrapp it up and post it and only hope you like it!๐๐
I had a comeback to Kyle's sudden cussing no sooner than the car made screeching sounds and completely stopped.
"You needn't cuss after you have had the feul light warning on almost since this ride started. " Jake voiced at him in calm tone,
spontaneously my eye darted to the machinery ahead of Kyle and got Jake's point.
Kyle though seemed irritated with his right leg batting nervously and I instantly recognized Jake's tone was actually his too calm tone.
I looked at Jake and almost regretted my last interrogatory move.
He looked out the window to nowhere in the darkness around us and he was near seething despite his face showing little to no emotion at all.
Well it's obvious it's not just the car.
I sighed and rested back in my seat.
"It doesn't always mean that gas is actually low."
Kyle answered Jake in muffled tone that has no way to compete with Jake's. I saw Jake give him a look that is worse than murderous.
He was choosing flight mode over fighting Kyle and I understand why.
Jake's flight mode is less favorite than his final executed action. But I think I was alone in such case.
I decided to interact "where have you got to with the drive, Jake?"
"It checks out right with mark's statement." He paused and finally answered.
Now he had already chosen the flight mode with me alright.
To think of how much confused and weary he left me feeling with all the secrets of his past, not just the lie about mark? How good would it be to try anger as feeling now?
Anxiety though would always have the win over the anger.
I would rather be just anxious than angry and using My flight mode with Jake because it would involve actual flight โ๏ธ.
I shake my head in a bitter smile.
"What statement?" Kyle asked.
I managed to reply this time.
"No Kyle. This right here and Now is recesse for setting things up and straight and at this point, I can't get my head around to even trust you. "
His fist clenched around the now disabled steering wheel.
" I can't decide to trust in anything either of you say to me. "
They both turned to me. Both in disbelief but Kyle was very defensive and jake in subtle anger but some concern.
"In fact now we all have literal miles to walk so whenever you are ready to tell me where exactly we are heading give me a call." Feeling close to tears I opened the door beside me and exited the car.
The fresh air hit me with that smell of the woods as I walked headlessly, not even looking back to answer Jake's abrupt and miffed question.
Was that how Hannah felt? Alone and lost but somehow a bit hopeful as the dawn nears down..
But at least she had a car then,
I could rather be as much lost as Jennifer.
I must have tuned out Jake getting out of the car and maybe him calling out for me before he grabbed my arm and made me face him
One look at the car dead by the side of the road and a discreet figure of Kyle in the driver's seat brought me back to the presence.
"I guess I just needed some fresh air." I told Jake as he freed my arms.
I looked back at him and I saw the apple in his throat wiggle as he swallowed and I felt my senses all spring to life.
"We should talk about what happened Tonight."
"Okay." I answered managing a smile.
"what Kyle did, I don't see how we can trust his motives anymore." He started to share.
I must have too late realized he was waiting for me to say the next line. So he recalibrated
: "not for the sudden sister kidnapping situation or his allegiance with us altogether."
What sudden situation?! Kyle let us know mark has his sister from the sister.
"Why are you saying sudden? He told us at the start?"
" No." He replied calmly. "it's because there is no proof of it. is there?"
"This is not his proof to present" I countered.
Mark did the kidnapping or did Kyle kidnap his own sister?
"Was he sent a picture of his sister in captivity ?Did you see it yourself?" He asked in assertive tone, emphasizing each letter.
I just realized I made a mistake. " I believed him." I was tensed by all the suspicious questions but I can't be too surprised by it.
" But that is no where near enough to convince you, is it? " I bickered.
Stiffling back as much as possible erupting disheartenment at him for telling me half truths all the time.
A long pause on Jake's side made me pay attention to him. He looked at loss of words. That is big for Jake.
"I am sorry I missed that sort of detail."
I apologized and explained
"at the time we hardly managed to convince you of our plan,.." "You never had." He interrupted. "bargaining with your safety is something I am never able to get past." I listened and let his words wash over me.
"however, with your will into it, I am necessitated to take precautions and be extremely careful." He continued shaking his head expressively in bewilderment.
I looked down trying to hide my smile as I remembered I always only read his words over and over.
Hearing him now was as mesmerizing as a beautiful melody. He voiced everything, his power and assertion along with honest emotion. Warmth along with honor filled me as I remembered I am one of few select that he could talk like that to.
"But even that I cannot accomplish while you don't let me in on important unfoldings."
Through my infatuation, I looked at him. Carefully checking out if he is upset.
"do you always actually speak like this?" His head turned in something like disappointment and I instantly scolded my everly overbearing curiosity
"like very smart but not too smart to understand." I explained.
"I recognize my own phrasing can take a little getting used to." He muttered.
"I rather always liked it." I told him with a smile.
I extended my hand to feel his.
It was comfortably colder than mine: "now even more so."
He returned my smile oh so shy and sweet.
"thank you for always having my back." I reclaimed line of our conversation.
I realize it even more now I cherish him so much I decided to protect him from the least uncomfortable feelings.
He nodded as he looked towards the car.
"Why did you not tell the news about Kyle's sister?"
"because that would have made you change your mind about going with Kyle's plan." I answered him. Subtly apologetic again.
I went solo with Kyle's information but doesn't he keep me in the dark about countless things?
"Maybe but we certainly would have reached for decision together." The blueness of his eyes now darkened and tainted gold by the faint car light.
Bitterness erupted into me right as I thought of how much under his spell I am.
I felt my heart beats in my throat as the question slid out and off my tongue: "will you ever tell me the truth about you and mark?"
"Right so," I bit back a snap at Kyle for his interruption "just in case neither of you seen it coming, spoiler alert, we have to walk to a motel I found near on the maps."
"What if there isn't?" I asked
"Then, we hitchhike of course"
"fantastic!" Obviously sarcastic.
Dissonance showed in Kyle's movements as he averted his gaze ahead of us:"I will lead the way."
"when we get to the motel. I will explain everything."
He kissed my forehead and my eyes burnt despite the cold.
When he got beside me to walk on the edge of the road, my feelings all became hopefull and serene.
He gave me his signature heart melting smile as I held his hand and walked by his side.
Not long after we were relieved to see the motel sign that a phone rang.
Kyle realized it's his own phone so he checked it.
We saw Kyle suddenly stop staring, fixatedly at his phone screen.
Jake and I looked at each other and I spoke up:"anything wrong?"
"Mmmm, I think maybe.." he stopped.
"what is it Kyle?!" I snapped at him.
His answer was fast although incomprehensive
" It's mark saying: 'apologies, we got the wrong sister' "
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