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TNWM is about losing something that used to be beautiful. Someone who loved you too much. It’s full of memory. There is a sad conclusion, but a conclusion nonetheless.

but now that he's older, what's in focus in this memory isn't the pencil but ivan's face with bruises from his smile training

because till finally realizes ivan was in pain then, too and his annoying him was just his way of seeking comfort

...it's too late now, but if till had realized, he definitely would have comforted him... just give them a bit more time... pls......

On one hand, we have Mizi claiming "I did not love her enough"

On the other hand, we have Ivan claiming "He did not love me in the slightest"

And both of them were so wrong

It was unhealthy,

It was controlling,

It was immature,

It was doomed from the start.

But goddammit, the love was there!

Alhaitham & Kaveh's everyday discussion with each other, and it goes like usual.