supernatural, playthings [2.11]

spn fandom: dean is such an uwu softie towards sam ♡ he’s just an innocent vulnerable cutie pie hopelessly simping for his brother

sam winchester if you're out there

psychology BA (and future psychologist most likely) here! also an incest shipper! my very valid and scientific theory for why we ship incest is that we desire a love where we could never ever be left by the other because we're connected in more ways than romantic. it's very similar than the soulmate trope but for people who like a bit of spice (i don't mean smut here btw). in the soulmate trope you're thrust together with someone new, the incest trope has more of a friends to lovers vibe. the idea of strangers meetcute falling in love is very Straight and Neurotypical, friends or enemies or siblings first offers a less conventional story structure. the incest trope also deals with shame. a lot of people have shame about love and sex! especially religious people and queer people. incest is a metaphor!!! it's not about wanting to fuck your literal family! it's just about liking a strong bond. what we ship does say something of us but it's not usually the most straightforward explanation. also, this is just my theory, there are probably more reasons for liking incest ships. but i beg, BEG antis to look beneath the surface when screaming about brotherfucking pro shippers.

Sam, I’m a monster. You don’t have to be. We can find a way, alright? I can. I’m gonna save you. You tried, I know you tried. But this is all there is left. Help me, Sam.. I want you to do it. I want it to be you. I can’t. I don’t wanna die.. I don’t. But I can’t live like this. This is the way you can save me. Please.. I’m asking you to save me.

a rumination on transfem sam, shame, and jess

supernatural, hunted [2.10]

This is the longest I've ever been hyper fixated on something. I'm also not usually a rewatcher, but guess who's sacrificing her sleep schedule for the blowjob brothers (it's me)

omg your an actual saint @sammyluvr