ali’s darkside

I just want to feel loved

I just want to feel cared

I just want to feel happy

I just want to feel everything

But this pain

A face that says “ ask me if I’m ok”

Hoping that someone would ask me

“Are you ok?”

So I can cry and say “No!”

“Please help me, I’m dying inside”

I’m always the problem

I do anything, it’s a problem

I say anything, it’s a problem

I tried to be somebody else

& its still a problem

Everything I do is a fucking problem

Confused why I was put on this earth

If all I’m good at is causing problems

The thoughts are back & its worse than before

I feel like a junkie in rehab

Fighting to get clean (probably for a love one)

But occasionally relapse

See a junkie do drugs

I just burn

I burn my skin till there’re blisters ready to pop

Help me