cris garcia

i was ready to like someone, anyone, so much and move past you and it's just always a b*tch slap in the face.

i know better than to fill my mind with fantasies, but alas i fantasized and now i'm sad. not because of you, or you, but because of me. i'm disappointed in me.

how dare i do this to myself over and over again

y es porque creo en amor

my mind is in shambles. maybe it's an overreaction, pero i had to let you go in order for you to let me go.

the hold you have always had on me, even when i thought i got over you... this love will always be here.

i hope you find what and who you're looking for. i hope nothing for you, but happiness.

te voy a superar otra vez... dame tiempo. i need to lose you to love me.

it may not even mean anything to you, but i cant keep doing this to myself.

should i ignore you if you ever reach out again?

should i block you, even if it fucks with my equilibrium?

i hate that i'll love you forever. pero siempre seré tu casi algo, siempre never.

💔

porque me infectas mi mente. mis pensamientos.

this late at night, i should be sleeping, but you... ugh you just know how to get under my skin. truly an infection. 🙄

i'm too grown to be dealing with this. i know better. i will end up in the same position as before.

casi algo.. siempre nada

Te borré, te quité.

It didn't matter. I still reached out, knowing I shouldn't have... and I may still again. Como una niña pendeja. Porque asi me haces sentir.

Palabras de ayer. Palabras escritas. Nada de acciones... un pinche abrazo. The audacity.

& i still lay here rotting, dying...

i know i've been on your mind. as you have been on mine.

but maybe not the same way as i think of you. you could have been the one. my one. pero yo nunca iba ser tuya.

todo me recuerda de ti. la musica q oigo. las telenovelas q veo. los libros q leo. los videos en mi social.

yo me quedo aqui pensando, muriendo, y tu sigues. y lo peor de todo es q yo quiero q triunfas. yo quiero verte feliz. me vale q sea conmigo... pero me vale mucho q si sera conmigo.

one day