š Ellaās Diary Pt. 2
(We are so back! This one is a LONG one, but itās gonna set up a lot of the dynamics and drama that I got planned. Itās gonna be a lot of lore building around our girl Ella, but this helps with everything Mohabbot that will be coming later, I promise it will make sense. Our girl Ella Abbot is going through it! But Samira always got her. Sorry if there are any typos, Iām human š¢)
Ella is a good kid. Well, she used to be. Everyone used to tell her that. She got good grades like her mother did when she was younger, listened to her teachers unlike her father, and had a smile her Uncle Robby would die for. To the world, she was precious Ella. And even though those memories were a blur now, she still liked to remember the way her parents would light up when people talked about her.
āEllaās a dream to have as a teacher.ā
āCouldnāt ask for a better student, gonna miss her next year.ā
āElla is like the perfect daughter.ā
She wondered what they would all think of her now. Precious Ella had really āchangedā. Now sheās just Ella Abbot, who rarely laughs, doesnāt really talk, is already doing poorly in two classes, and worst of all, skips school. Oh, the horror.
Central Mall was only a thirteen-minute skate from Morgan Middle School. Almost like they were begging the kids to leave. Still, Ella was never one of those kids. She never saw the point in leaving school, only to spend the day walking in and out of stores with no money to buy anything. As pathetic as it sounded, she liked school. No one taught English like Mrs. Brown, and Mr. Lincolnās science jokes werenāt that cringey, at least he tried to make it fun. Not to mention, with skipping, there was a high risk of being caught.
Because nothing seemed as torturous as being in Principal Rodriguezās office with your parents on the other end of the phone screaming their heads off. And with a grandmother like hers, it just wasnāt worth it.
But Ella really didnāt have much room to judge the kids that would slip out of the windows in the gym bathrooms. At least they did it with their friends. And Ella, unfortunately, didnāt have any friends. Except for, maybe, Mia Lee. But that was only if Mia was mad at her best friend, and even then the friendship was more just two people who didnāt want to sit alone at lunch. She used to be good at making friends, had a ton in elementary, but like everything else. It didnāt last.
So, Ella ditched the idea of Mia and took her chances with the only other kids in school who skated, hoping something was there. At first, even the idea of going up to them made her sick. Some of them were in eighth grade, making them a year older, official teenagers. And they were different.
They didnāt listen to the pop music that played on loop in TikTok edits; they didnāt spend all their free time in some Twitch streamer's chat. They wore old graphic T-shirts, refused to wear jackets when it snowed, and some of them even smoked. They were cool. And she was a curly-headed freak who would just stare at them at the end of school, tugging at her sleeves. But it turned out it was easier to talk to them than she expected, because one day she literally said fuck it, and took off. All she had to do was skate by them, catch their attention, and the rest was history.
It was nice. To actually joke with people her age that liked the same things she did. She was laughing, smiling, and she even told her dad about them; she obviously left out the fact they stole vapes from their older siblings. But they were chill. The only real issue was that they liked to skip, and they skipped a lot.
Ella was going to say no that day. Like all the other days, just tell them she would catch them after school, and link up at the skate park. Because Ella was a good kid. She didnāt need to see Grandmaās face if she ever got caught. She tried to imagine what her dad would say; would he play the ādisappointment cardā? Maybe get angry? Maybe not even care. That sounded more like him. He was still too busy being a hero to notice if she missed school. Whatever, didnāt matter. All she knew was that she was going to say no. But then he asked her to come.
And is there nothing worse than a crush in middle school?
Reed Foster was the best skater in the whole school. He had long hair, blue colored braces, and since his growth spurt, could beat anyone in any sport. That meant most of the girls had a crush on him, and Ella thought she was the exception; she liked to think she was better than those love-sick girls. Until she was around his friend group, and she noticed how effortlessly cool he was. He skated like he was sleeping, talked about old bands with such insane knowledge, and suddenly, if he even looked in her direction, her face would grow hot. Even making conversation was hard, despite the fact they were both friends. She would pull on her sleeves ten times more than usual if he approached her.
So during that afternoon, as Reed chugged down his blue Gatorade, his eyes fell to her, and Ella lost her ability to speak.
āOh wait, Abbot.ā He flashed his braces at her with a smile. āDid anyone tell you weāre going to Central tomorrow? You down?ā
āUh.ā Ella squeaked before Bryan Allen came skating by.
āDonāt ask her.ā Bryan hopped off his board. āSheās a teacherās pet.ā
Besides the skipping, the other pain in the ass about this friend group was Bryan. Who didnāt seem to like her the second she joined. If it wasnāt for the others, she probably would have backed down, let him talk his crap, and slowly exit. But it appeared that Bryanās whole existence within the group was to be annoying, so she ignored him.
āShit. I forgot.ā Reed said, putting down his Gatorade, wiping his mouth with the back of the sleeve. āWouldāve been cool if you came though.ā
That made Ella almost jump from her board that she was sitting on. Well, she couldnāt say no now. Reed wanted her there, or it seemed like it. Two weeks ago, guys like Reed would pass her by her locker with not even a glance; now he was practically asking her to come to the mall with him. I mean⦠would anyone truly notice if she skipped for one day? Wow, it was scary how fast her opinions changed, but then again, it was Reed Foster.
āI⦠I think Iāll come.ā Ella said, her voice coming out more shaky than she intended. Then she cleared her throat, and thatās when Reed and Bryan turned back to her. āYeah. Iāll come. Weāre not doing much in class anyway.ā
āWait. Really?ā Bryan scoffed, as the last two of the group skated in front of her. āYouāre really gonna come? You know you canāt back out.ā
Hailey Rivera was the only other girl of the group; she wore combat boots no matter the weather, loved to collect blind boxes, and always kept her long black hair in a ponytail.
āAbbot, if you come, I wonāt be the only girl!ā Hailey was grinning. āWe could go to Sephora or something.ā
Bryan rolled his eyes. āGreat for you.ā
āWait, Ella. Youāre actually gonna skip?ā Benjamin May asked, who seemed as unconvinced as Bryan.
Benjamin, or Benji, as they called him, was always kinda there. He was the final member of their little group, and apparently Reedās best friend. Bryan always teased him about his height, cause the dude was tall with long arms, and even longer legs. But it wasnāt good for any kind of sport. He was just good at skating, and thatās all Ella really saw him do. Benji was also pretty nice to her, though she hated the fact that he always tended to baby her. She knew he had a couple of sisters, so she figured thatās why he treated her like that. But she couldnāt shake the irritation when he would look at her the same way the adults used to.
It was the āIām so sorry, Ella.ā look. God, she hated that look.
āYou sure?ā Benji pressed further, just making Ella even more sure about her decision.
āYeah, of course.ā She said, almost too quickly. Her hands went to her necklace. āI mean, it would be fun, right?ā
āYes, it's gonna be so much fun!ā Hailey beamed. āFinally, Abbot. We are going to have the best time!ā
āIf you say so.ā Bryan rolled his eyes again before getting on his board and taking off.
āNice, Abbot.ā Reed held out his fist. Ella tried to calm herself, trying her best to play it cool as she returned the favor, hoping it wasnāt obvious how badly she was blushing. But she did catch Benjiās expression; he kinda did that thing where he opened his mouth, ready to say something but ultimately let it go. Whatās up with him?
So that is how Ella got here. Skating up to the mall's entrance at ten am, when she should be in third period.
āCome on, Abbot!ā Bryan called as he swerved past a mother and her son leaving the mall. āWhy you skating so slow?ā
Why was she skating so slow? Ella blinked as she tried to stay balanced. She didnāt even know how she was skating at all.
From the second she agreed to this, Ella felt her stomach turn, her hands constantly at her necklace. It lasted all night, from the second she woke up and hugged her dad goodbye, to the second she got into first period and took attendance. It got worse when the third period came, as she found herself becoming numb. She couldnāt even remember asking to use the bathroom, or getting her skateboard out of her locker, or even meeting with Hailey, who led her out the window. All she knew was that one moment she was in school, and the next she was a block away waiting at a crosswalk for the boys to make their escape.
Ella turned beside her. It was Benji, because it always was Benji. She saw the other three already far ahead, excited to head inside as they threw open the mall doors that led to the food court.
āIām good.ā Ella shrugged. Not knowing why he would lag behind just to ask her. She wanted to catch up to Reed.
āOh, okay.ā Benji nodded. āYou got money, right? For lunch?ā
āYep.ā The cash in her pocket that her grandmother had given her was now feeling heavy in her pocket.
The two of them caught up with the others quickly, all meeting by a Wayfinding map to figure out where they were going first. Ella had been to this mall a handful of times. Obviously never without an adult. She knew this was the place most kids came to hang out, whether they were in middle or high school. But being finally in it, just her and her friends. The nausea in her stomach began to turn into something else.
āPop Mart!ā Hailey pointed at the map screen; the happiness in her voice made Ella giggle a little. āWe are going there first!ā
āYou canāt spend all your money on a blind box again.ā Bryan sighed. āYou wonāt have any for food, and Iām not sharing!ā
āYeah, I know, big back. You always hog your food.ā Hailey stuck her tongue out. āI just want to look.ā
āWe can head there first. I wanna look at some stuff there too.ā Ella piped up, making sure she saw Bryanās face as she agreed with Hailey.
āYeah. Letās go there, itās in the middle of the mall, so not a bad place to start.ā Reed nodded in Ellaās direction, and Ella could feel her heart do a backflip.
She hated to admit it. But Ella was having a lot of fun. They stayed at Pop Mart for a while, looking at almost everything. They had to physically pull Hailey from spending all her cash by the Skullpanda section.
But the real fun began when they got to the other stores. They sniffed through almost every candle at Bath & Body Works, got Bryan to eat a free dog treat at a pet store, and they even went to Spencer's, completely ignoring the workers' faces as they laughed their way through. They were about to head to the food court when Ella stepped out and felt her entire body freeze.
āOh, no.ā She muttered. Her eyes locked onto the familiar face. She was in the next store over; Ella didnāt even see her as she made her way into the store. Of course she was here. The one fucking day Ella decided to skip school was the one day Samira Mohan decided to come to the mall.
āShit!ā Ella cursed as she grabbed the nearest person and pulled themselves back into the store.
The entire group stared at her like she was crazy, cause she did look crazy. She was breathing hard, eyes wide as she stared, clutching onto Benjiās arm.
āOwā¦?ā Benji looked down at his arms, then looked back at her. āElla?ā
Ella only let a small breath out. āOh shit.ā
āWhat?ā Bryan stepped forward, his tone annoyed.
āThat woman, at the other store.ā Ella gestured with her head at the shop across from them. āThe one that just went in. She knows my dad.ā
āHuh?ā Hailey blinked, her face also going into a slight panic. āLike for real?ā
āYes, they work at the same hospital.ā Ella nodded so fast her neck hurt.
āYou think she would recognize you?ā Reed stepped forward, and suddenly she felt like an idiot. She was probably being so weird in front of him. But the question he asked was unfortunately a loaded one.
Weeks ago, Samira probably wouldnāt have recognized her, but ever since Aunt Lin had the baby, Grandma had been spending more time at her house to help out. Which left Grandma late to watch Ella for the night, so Ella was at the Pitt more than usual. And she would have hated the entire experience if Samira wasnāt there. It didnāt matter if she was leaving by the time they walked in, or if she was on night shift (those nights were Ellaās favorite); Samira always talked to her.
And they talked about anything they could. Ella finally got the names of all the hair products she used, and Samira (being an angel) went through her routine with Ella, adjusting some steps to fit Ellaās style. Ella managed to get her on a skateboard about twice. Samira only managed to wobble for about five seconds before asking to get off. And Ella lived for the moments Samira was able to sneak away to the break room when things werenāt going too fast in the ER. Ella told her all about the shows she was watching; Samira told her about some of the gossip that was going around, and Ella had even told her about Reed. It was just so easy to talk to Samira; even her dad agreed, considering how many times she caught them laughing if they shared a shift.
Ella sighed, letting go of Benjiās arm. If it was any other coworker of her father's, she could have tied her hair up, put on her hood, and passed by. But not Samira, definitely not.
āShe will 100% recognize me.ā Ella tried to look at her friends but found her gaze at the floor.
āWell, then maybe we should head back,ā Benji said. He pulled out his phone from his back pocket. Checking the time before clicking it off. āIf we head back now, it will be lunch. It will be like we never even left.ā
āWhat?ā Bryanās jaw dropped. āWe are not going back because of her.ā
āOkay, fine.ā Benji suddenly stood taller, his voice rising. āIāll go back with her. I have to pick up my sister anyway.ā
Ella turned her head toward Benji, everyone was looking at him. Her mind seemed to split. It was a good plan for the moment. It would be like the whole day didnāt even happen. After lunch, most students got so jumbled that teachers barely noticed who was in the earlier periods. It could work. But as much as that was the easy way out, she didnāt want it.
Ella looked to Reed, who looked as though he was also getting annoyed at the situation. She didnāt want loose the fact he thought she was finally cool enough to skip.
āItās fine,ā Ella said finally. The attention left Benji and was now on her. āLetās just head to the food court, and Iāll make sure she doesnāt see me.ā
Benji just stared at her. It wasnāt that look she hated; it was something else. Ella couldnāt meet his eyes.
āIām fine, really.ā Ella turned to the rest of them. āIāll be careful. If I see her, weāll just go in the opposite direction. Come on.ā And Ella pushed her way out of the store, her eyes closely watching across from them.
Looking back. She should have left with Benji.
It was easy for the others to get back into having fun. But Ella was on constant alert, looking over her shoulders whenever they were not in a store, checking her phone like crazy for any text, and to make sure that her location still said she was in school (Hailey taught her a hack to use). Benji wasnāt talking much either, but she couldnāt focus too hard on that.
They got to a Five Below that was at the back of the mall toward the exit. From the second the five of them came to the store's entrance, the security guard that was hovering by the back doors approached them.
āHey,ā The guard snapped his fingers at them. āNo skateboards in here.ā
Bryan made a face. āOkayā¦and?ā
āEvery other store let us bring our boards.ā Reed pointed out.
āBut not this one.ā The security guard's voice got a bit rougher. Ella pulled on her sleeve. She didnāt like a second of this interaction. She wanted to suggest that they go to a different store, or better, just leave.
āIf you leave your skateboards here, Iāll watch them.ā The guard continued. āGet what you need and leave.ā
āHow can I trust you?ā Bryan had a smug grin. He waved his board in the guard's face. āMy mom is gonna be real pissed if you steal my board.ā
Reed and Hailey laughed at this; Ella did too, though she wasnāt sure why. Toward the left side, she saw Benji, staring down at his shoes, looking like he would rather be anywhere else in the world.
āLeave the board or get out.ā The security guard said calmly. Chills instantly went up Ellaās arms. They should go. This wasnāt worth it.
Reed put down his board first. āFine.ā
Hailey followed suit. āDonāt try it out. I donāt want the deck to snap.ā
That got a laugh out of Bryan, who also dropped his board. Ella found the grip on her board became tighter; she almost looked to Benji. He seemed the only one with common sense, as he still had his board. But then he dropped it without a sound. And Ella found herself letting go of the board.
She didnāt understand the hype around this store, why Bryan was desperate to get in here. It was just a bunch of cheap things in poor condition. Even the workers behind the cashiers looked more miserable than the other stores. Yet, if there was one thing Ella learned about these guys, they took nothing seriously. They ran up and down the aisles, touched everything they could, and laughed at a volume no other customer would appreciate. Ella tried to get back into it, but with Samira still in the mall and not having her board, it made her fidgeting only worse. It didnāt help that Benji was walking around like a sad puppy.
I should say something. Ella swallowed as she saw him by the posters, watching the other three play with Nerf guns.
āHey,ā Ella said, her voice shaking. āYou okay?ā
āYeah,ā Benji said, not even looking at her.
Thatās when her head began to spiral. He probably was still thinking about the way she reacted when he just wanted to be nice. Sure, he was being annoying, but he was still nice. And Benji was an alright guy, she should haveā¦
āIf youāre re mad about when I didnāt want to leave, just know that Iāā She started, but Benji turned his head.
āWeāre good, Ella.ā Though he wasnāt showing much emotion, Ella could tell he meant it. āTrust me. I just wanna go home.ā
She wanted to press, wanted to say āme tooā, when Bryanās loud chuckle made them both turn their necks.
āYo, Benji!ā Bryan called. āCome look at Reedās dumbass.ā
When Ella and Benji approached, they saw Hailey holding her laughter, as Reed, with the biggest smile on his face, told them to be quiet. Ella was confused at first when she saw them, only to watch Reed pull up his shirt to reveal a pair of headphones hidden in his waistband. Ellaās eyes got wide.
āYouāre not gonna do that.ā Benji sighed, understanding instantly.
āChill.ā Reed got defensive. His whiny tone throwing Ella off. āItās just headphones.ā
āThat are five bucks.ā Benji groaned. āDude, they have our boards.ā
āCan you relax?ā Bryan hissed. āIf we get caught, then we will pay.ā
āWhy not just pay now?ā Ella pointed out. She heard Bryan whisper āteacherās pet ā as she looked toward Reed, who gave her a disappointed look. Like she was in the wrong.
āCome on, Abbot.ā Reed shook his head. āYouāre better than that.ā
Really? She wanted to say. But Benjiās voice cut through. āReed, what about the detectors?ā
āWe go at the same time, trust me, it wonāt go off,ā Bryan said like it was obvious. āPlus those things never work. I do this all the time with my brothers.ā
Benji looked as unconvinced as Ella felt, but Bryan and Reed were already turning away with Hailey right behind them.
āWe should stop them,ā Ella muttered to Benji as they followed.
āThey wonāt listen,ā Benji mumbled. He looked like Uncle Robby during handoffs, or her dadās after a crazy shift.
They got to the exit, Reed, Bryan, and Hailey all giggling as they approached the detectors. Benji and Ella stayed close behind them, though neither one of them was smiling. Ella saw the security guard standing in front of the store, over their boards like he said he would. She could just grab her board and go home. Her heartbeat was pounding in her ears as the five of them stepped through. Her breath hitched as she watched Reedās body cross the line.
And for a second, nothing happened. And Ella almost smiled with relief.
But then the alarms went off. Her hands went to her ears. Benji cursed, and Reed looked like a deer in headlights as the security guard came marching over.
āI knew it!ā The guard was close to screaming. āEmpty your pockets, come on! You first!ā
He pointed a finger at Benji, who only threw his hands up. āMe first? Really?ā
Ella felt her face grow hot, she was still clutching her ears, before she could even register the other two security guards by the exit, now alerted and heading in their direction. Reed, the idiot, got a grand idea.
āFuck that,ā Reed said, as he grabbed his board and quickly ran off. Skating before the others could even process what he did. The guards all turned in his direction, the first guard yelling something which gave Hailey plenty of time to grab her own board and dash.
Ella wished she was a fast thinker, or at least faster than Bryan, who also took the guards' distraction as time to get not his board, but Ellaās. She barely was able to yell out to him before the first security guard was towering over, she saw two more security guards on Benji. One grabbing him by the arms, the other rushing to pick up the remaining boards.
āHey, listen, kid, call your friends and letās get this fixed. This doesnāt have to be something big.ā
The security guard was looming over her, and Ella had to take a step back. She was breathing fast, her eyes stung, as she heard Benji try to fight those that had a grasp on him. She wanted home. She wanted her dad. She didnāt know how she even got here. Fuck this, all of this. This would never happen if momā¦
Ella didnāt finish that thought. She looked back at Benji. Let him go. Ella wanted to say, but her throat felt stuck. Benji didnāt do anything wrong; they didnāt even want to go in. She should have just stayed in class. Should have left when Benji offered. She should have never said yes to Reed fucking Foster.
And whether it was stupidity or panic. Ella took off. Running with tears streaming down her face as she heard the footsteps behind her. She wasnāt the fastest in her grade, and she knew she wasnāt going far without her board, but she was faster than them. And thatās all she cared about.
She only looked back once, barely making out what she was seeing because of how she was crying. It only took her one look back to completely be thrown off balance as she ran right into someoneās chest, feeling arms wrap around her. Confused, sobbing, and wanting nothing more than to disappear, Ella looked up. Blinking away tears to see who she ran into.
Never in her life was she so happy to see those brown eyes looking down at her.
āEl?ā Samira said, completely baffled, she bent a little to Ellaās level, noticing her tears. āWhy are you..?ā
Thatās when Ella lost it, she wrapped her arms around Samiraās waist, pulling her tightly.
āIām sorry.ā Ella cried. As she felt Samira hug her back.