Fuji Kiseki

Hello, as you may know me I am cig fish or aerosa.

I am here to talk about the multiple accounts of the hive mind (opedoto) now if you’re a opedoto shipper but you’re not part of said hive mind. This isn’t about you.

I’ll have you understand my POV.

I have been in a toxic relationship where I was constantly told if I didn’t stay I could get hurt or doxxed. I have luckily escaped that but for WEEKS after I was stalked. and luckily he’s gone for all I know. I am safer now, I’m in a healthy relationship with my girlfriend and still recovering from everything. I didn’t speak up for awhile because I was scared that he was gonna come back. But I am now in a safe space where I can open up.

Now that you understand where I am coming from, I’ll get to my actual topic.

THE OPEDOTO ACCOUNTS OR THE HIVEMIND ARE ALL TOXIC. FORCING OPEDOTO AS A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP.

as an ACTUAL VICTIM much like many people across the world, they are romanticizing what I went through. And it wasn’t fun. Imagine sitting around on tumblr and seeing someone treat the trama YOU went through as something normal. it was a stab in my gut to see.

I went MONTHS thinking I was disgusting, shameful, and all of the above for trying to escape something.

To just have something. to feel like I was safe. That’s all I wanted. But I never got that. he made me feel unsafe.

so to those opedoto people.

Stop romanticizing toxic relationships. I went through the real thing, seeing what happened to me be what you think is ok and Normal. is fucking disgusting. I don’t wish any harm apon any of you. But you need to stop. it’s not okay to treat the trauma of many, and the reason people took their lives, as some cute thing. It wasn’t cute when I couldn’t leave my room and couldn’t take care of myself because of him.

Goodbye. Take care.

Please read this for other context.

Fuji ( @shootingstarrevue ) is my wonderful and amazing wife! She has supported me through everything that has happened. I enjoy spending time with her and putting on performances with her by my side. I do wish there is more I could do to show her my appreciation, so I have been trying to learn how to cook. If I were able to cook, then I can cook a meal for her!

Maruzensky ( @hotrodmaruzensky ) is very kind to me. I love her very much. Even through the toughest times, she has assured me that everyone would always be there for me. I am grateful for all the support she has given me. I do not regret meeting her.

Rudolf ( @pathoftheemperor ) is an amazing umamusume! Ever since I have met her, I have seen her as an inspiration. I believe she has been a strong leader and is someone I can rely on. I am glad I was able to meet her and wish to be able to spend more time with her.

Brian ( @beastinshadows ) seemed like she would not be someone I would get along with when I first met her. I had been apprehensive of talking with her, but she has shown that she is someone I can trust. I was able to speak to her about some of my own issues and she shared her own with me.

El ( @thephantombird ) is someone I am close to! Sometimes I go with her to have tea with McQueen! I quite like El's energy and I am always entertained by the things she does. I am intrigued by her flying companion, Mambo. I have never seen such a creature before, but I was talking about El was I not? I believe El is someone I like.

Hishiama ( @queenofamazonshishiama ) is a good person. I enjoy spending time with her, but I think she should be careful with what she says sometimes. I still trust her and sometimes I will sit and talk with her about some other things. What those are, I cannot say. That is a secret for only us to know.

Grass ( @nobleandgallantphoenix ) can be a little scary when she is angry, but she is someone I trust dearly. I find her to be someone I enjoy speaking to. Sometimes we sit down and have tea together. I was surprised that she is from America. I would have thought she lived here her whole life. I would love to introduce her to my mother properly!

Taiki is dear to me! I enjoy spending time with her! I remember she had... she had been close to Doto. I do not know if they have spoken since... since the events that have occurred. I hope that the things that have happened between myself and Doto have not negatively impacted her. If they have, then... I should try to find a way to make things up to her. It would only be right.

Air Groove is someone I find comfort in. I can rely on her and trust her with anything. I like being around her and I know that she cares even if she does not always say it. Hmm... I recall Taiki had told me that she thinks Air Groove is a tsundere. What does that mean? Perhaps I should ask someone else.

Daring Tact ( @purewhitetiara ) is a kind umamusume. When she first joined, I think she was confused with everything that had happened. But she has been someone I have become fond of. I am glad she has joined all of us.

McQueen ( @frontline-elegance ) is a dear friend to me! I enjoy spending time with her and would love to be able to have tea with her again. I should see if I am able to arrange for a time when we can meet and do so! But... I do not wish to overstep. She does have some... some other relations.

Teio ( @peak-joy ) is someone I trust. I do feel bad for burdening her with some of my troubles... I had not wished to give her this much work to do. I will do my best to help with the student council work I had not been able to do when I was resting. I hope that Teio will not have to deal with any more of my problems.

Pokke ( @strongestroaringgirl ) is an interesting umamusume. I remember she had beaten me in the Japan Cup. I applaud her for her victory. I would love to be able to spend more time with her and to get to know her better! Of course, that is only if she wishes to.

There are also some others I would also like to mention!

My dear trainer, Hana-san ( @teamrigiltrainer )! She is amazing and has been a great help to me during my career! No matter what has happened, she has done everything to make sure I was able to continue down the path of the overlord.

Tazuna-san ( @tracen-academy-pr )! I am very grateful for everything she has done for me and every student of Tracen Academy. I believe without Tazuna-san, many of us would not have been able to achieve our dreams. So I wish to be able to thank her for being there and to thank her for supporting me.