Good omens s2 spoilers ahead!!
Arrghh just finished s2 and I have couple of things to get off of my chest..
Yesterday I was scrolling through Pinterest and saw some spoilers about Crowley being so sad, them sharing a last kiss etc. etc. at the end of the season and my immediate thought was 'oh, something terrible happened, Aziraphale must have died and Crowley lost the love of his life oh my god' I WAS DEVESTATED WITH THAT THOUGHT AND MY ANXIOUS MIND DIDN'T EVEN CONSIDER AN ANOTHER OPTION.
Anyways, today, I watched the last episode on the verge of tears, ready to burst any moment, just to find out that Aziraphale, in fact, very much alive at the end and he just made a choice he believed that is for the best. I can not explain the relief I felt when the outro started to play and I, a textbook crybaby, did not even shed a tear -well, that's a lie, I might have shed a couple of tears- . Because even though I would take a bullet for them to be together, knowing that the reason they are not is the difference in their opinions is actually OKAY. This is far better than the catastrophic ending my mind created for me, where Aziraphale dies and even though they BOTH would do anything to be together, they just wouldn't be able to. But in the real version, their ways are just seperated -for now- by their OWN will.
Yes, I want to give a big hug to Crowley, provide him LOTS OF alcohol and tell him everything's gonna be okay; but at the same time my heart is so broken for Aziraphale, knowing that he is aware that a part of him wants to stay with Crowley while doing what he thinks will be the best for him, for heaven, for the whole universe, for Crowley, for THEM.
They are just two silly lovers doing silly things. As long as they are ALIVE -thank goodness-, they will find a way to be together. Or It is almost 2 a.m and I am overthinking and overanalyzing about two fictional characters instead of sleeping.
It's the second option. It's always the second option.
