mystic fish,

What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age.

“I will never say the things that I want to say to you. I know the damage it would do. I love you more than I hate my loneliness and pain.”

“i’m fragile in your hands but i’m the weakest in my own. i don’t know anyone who can break me like i break me.”

Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.