Making Sense, or trying

LIGHT UP THE DARKNESS

Many a blog I do can take me hours, sometimes days till I am sure it is right, this blog I thought about for a few days now 🤔 Last night for NO REASON I cried for my kids, all 4. I could feel their loss, their emotions, like they had shared them with me. It was a darkness as well as a light. My own Mother says “Shaun I think your blog is a lot of shyt” but I ask nobody to read my ramblings, I am…

🙁 Fighting my own mind on a daily basis 🙁 Same as a LOT of others 🙁

  Fighting sadness is a daily thing for many of us, I always put it on here. I can’t show it to anyone, I have to hide it from my Daughters because it’s is not their fault. Back in the 1970’s and 1980’s it was a different World being a kid, a better World too! We used to go looking for Frogs and jump into water and off roofs and stuff. Today kids if we are not careful can get addicted almost to…

🥰 Happy to remember Dawn and be single for life 🥰 – But I MUST get my Girls all the way through this! 🥰

So as you know, if you read my rubbish, I always tend to offload how I feel right here, and only right here 🤔 In terms of how I feel etc. 👀 Look Dawn passed away 30 Months ago, I still miss her, I can’t get over her, and I think I am going to be single for life now 🤨 Now look! Everyone has an opinion, everyone THINKS they know what is the right thing to say, not to say, right answer, wrong…

💝 TWO LITTLE GIRLS 💝 POEM

After being ill at Christmas We thought it wouldn’t last Two little Girls very ill I kept them calm and still They woke up one morning The day was just dawning I had to tell them Mummy was in heaven They didn’t expect the rest to be leaving Two little Girls aged eight and nine As the months went on they started to pine They were in hell with Daddy And it was getting worse sadly The people they…

30 Months since Dawn passed – I pray everyone is ok 🥰

  Above are these so called ‘Stages of grief’ and I hit every single one, in this order. 30 Months sounds still close, but say 2 and a half years and it seems longer, reality is, we are all still hurting. I have totally gave up trying to talk to my sons, I told my sons wife last night “I can’t keep hurting myself waiting” so that door closes, but my Mum, Sister, Brother, my 2 sons, the door is…

PEOPLE TAKING PICTURES OF SELLING MIRRORS 😂

PEOPLE TAKING PICTURES OF SELLING MIRRORS IS NOW MY MOST FAVORITE THING ONLINE Tell me your favorite picture PLEASE. People trying to hide n stuff… oh my ribs As ALWAYS, and I mean it 👀 I REALLY DO MEAN THIS PART! 😁 MORE LOVE – LESS HATE CHANGE THE DISABLED SIGN!!! VERIFY EVERYONE ONLINE! ✔️

#PETITION – Why only Famous people verified online? WE SHOULD ALL BE VERIFIED! ✅ It makes sense, here is why!!

Sexual Exploitation of Children Racist Comments Sectarian comments Are just 3 reasons why I think we should ALL have a blue tick everywhere online. Now I know the argument incoming at me, and it will be from people who didn’t read or presume I am into some ‘Orwellian’ existence. I ask simply, go back and look at the main 3 reasons above, but there are MANY reasons we need to have a look at online…

MUSIC HELPS US SEND AMAZING MESSAGES!! That is all 😁 ▶️ PLAY ME ▶️ Faint [Official Music Video] – Linkin Park I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact That everyone can see these scars I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel But it’s like no matter what I do, I can’t convince you To just believe this is real So I,…

The worst and stupidest drivers on EARTH! 😆 Fun Images 🤣

A FUN BLOG! 😁 Some funny stuff from me today 😆 So I steal images from other places, who cares though right? I mean everyone does it right? 🤔 Did you make, take and create EVERY IMAGE you have ever shared online? 🧐 Of course not 😆SILLY😆 So this was titles “Idiots on the road” and, well Enjoy 🤣 As ALWAYS, and I mean it 👀 I REALLY DO MEAN THIS PART! 😁 MORE LOVE – LESS HATE CHANGE THE DISABLED…

Getting over grief – FINALLY! My Girls have a room each, and mine is re-done 😁

This IS NOT my house Well I was first asked “Daddy, can we get a room each” by my oldest Daughter some time around early 2020. I was in a real bad place, I just couldn’t get my head around the whole idea of removing Dawns clothes, half our furniture, but at some point we MUST let go. I had all Dawns clothes in a huge walk in wardrobe and I didn’t want to let them go. Grief is a strange thing, you…

🎶Forget what we’re told Before we get too old🎶

Please talk to me In a moment my life changed I opened a door and and seen hell I kept it in for my kids and hid in a shell I hope over time we can be well I seen two little Girls suffering My gaze wouldn’t change direction I am only one man, a guy called Shaun There is nothing else to do, she is gone Grief can send people to hell I was there for a spell I know you were too Put your foot in the…

Emerging from end of grief to happy – And knowing the grief cost you more than your wife

(Google Image) – Representing my two Daughters Dawn lost the most, she lost her life, it was nobody’s fault. I blamed EVERYONE, then I blamed myself, then I started to wake up (For whatever reasons) The family that still accept me and the Friends I had, and have made in the last almost 2 and a half years now have helped me and my Girls through all of this. Friends helped me build them a new…