Nemo

extremely unsexy of adhd to make me both very annoying and very sensitive to the concept of being perceived as annoying

i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer

listened to punish by ethel cain on the way home from the theatre after seeing nosferatu and genuinely almost had to pull over and sit in the emotional turmoil because that is ellen's song

saw someone misspell "stochastic terror" as "socratic terror" so I'd like to clarify that stochastic terror is the public demonization of a person or group resulting in the incitement of a violent act that seems random but is not, while "socratic terror" is what every athenian felt when they went down to the agora in the 5th century and saw an old man with a beard approaching them

sighs but in the way that dogs do sometime

I don't know what heaven looks like but I'm sure that sitting in Henry Winter's lap while kissing him is very similar to that

everyday i wake up and think of Jude St Francis, the figs passage in the bell jar, Francis Abernathy, Henry Winter and every other depressing character i love