lost causes are my speciality!

you can't live in the light all the time. you have to take whatever light you can hold into the dark with you.

ind. sel. priv. multimuse rp blog. written & beloved by bean.

THEY ARE RIGHT TO FEAR YOU; to quiver at the knees. The love pulsing through your body with every beat of your open heart could rock the stars from the dark of the sky. How do you hold it all inside of you? Every bit of feeling RUNNING WILD under the tender of your skin? The world was never READY for a love like yours. Look at you. LOOK AT THE BIG OF YOUR HEART. Even the trees shake for you.

“hawke this, hawke that.”               why does everything fall to me?

Emergency! You’re my boyfriend.

Ding dong! Okay, brilliant.

No, no, you’re not actually my boyfriend. 

So, I may have accidentally invented a boyfriend. 

I just need you to come for dinner. Just do that for me. Come to dinner and be my date. 

I emailed you some instructions. 

No, stop, stop, don’t move. Don’t do anything. 

And please, just learn how to use iPlayer. 

So why haven’t you just gone down there and had a look? 

Anything you have to say to me, you can say in front of her.

Actually, would you mind waiting out here, please?

Remember. I want you back in one hour.

You got bored one night, didn’t you?

My eyebrows are just delicate.

That wasn’t quite what I was meant to say! 

Maybe it’s just nice here. I almost hate to find out what’s wrong.

There you are. What took you so long? 

I knew. I always knew it wasn’t over. 

Okay, is that it? Are you doing a clever thing?

No. Don’t you dare. No, no!

Don’t you move one step further.

Don’t be cool. Cool is not cool!

Does this mean you’re leaving? 

You tricked me!

I saved you!

You didn’t even say goodbye!

Hey, after all these years, I’ve finally found somewhere that needs me to stick around. 

You can do it. You’ve got it in you. Come on, just hang on in there. 

Why did you send me away?

If I hadn’t sent you away, I’d have buried you a long time ago.

Have you been paying attention? 

I had vanity issues at the time.

Change the future. 

Every life I save is a victory. Every single one. 

What about your life? Just for once, after all this time, have you not earned the right to think about that? 

We shouldn’t be having an argument.

Everything ends. And sooner than you think.

I’m not interested in changing history. I want to change the future.

Why didn’t you call me? I could have helped. 

Well, you’d better kill me, then. Go on. 

Give me those big, sad eyes. Look at me so I know you’re not lying.

Tell me you will never send me away ever again.

I will never send you away again. 

I might leave tomorrow. Or the next day. Or the day after that.

Other fish in the sea, that’s what I’m saying.

I’ve got a suggestion, that’s all. I’ve got a list of suggestions. 

I’d seen him before, lots of times, but he just looked so beautiful standing there. 

I wanted everything to stop. I wanted nothing to change ever again. 

He shouldn’t die alone. Go to him.

Were you always so young? 

No. You’re going to stay here. Promise me you will. 

I’ll be keeping you safe. One last victory. Allow me that.

Thank you. And goodbye.

If you love him — and you should — help him. Help him. 

It’s started. I can’t stop it now. 

It all just disappears, doesn’t it? Everything you are, gone in a moment, like breath on a mirror.

Any moment now, he’s a-coming. 

Times change and so must I.

We all change, when you think about it. We’re all different people all through our lives.

We all change, when you think about it. We’re all different people all through our lives. And that’s okay, that’s good; you’ve got to keep moving, so long as you remember all the people that you used to be.

I will not forget one line of this. Not one day. I swear.

Please don’t change.

We’re probably crashing. 

i’m the SUN SUMMONER. it gets dark when i say it does.