thank u to everyone who has donated, i am trying to remain positive about things so i will not be reblogging the gofundme link until around 30.07 to 02.08, since i have to wait for my credit score to rise again to even attempt another few applications to rentals. i am still in south florida in this house but i am attempting to make myself feel happiness instead of rotting in my depression traumas and regrets sooo regular posting will probably happen soon again, so pls don’t worry i havent killed myself i’m alive lol

i miss it here

going down a rabbit hole trying to fully understand the word “supplicatory” lead to me staring at a list of synonyms for “prayerful” with my brain being shat on by entries such as “chaste” “devotional” “consecrated” “faultless” “god-fearing.” that fear continues to leave me nailed here once again. i did learn however that supplicatory means in regards to humble pleading, usually meaning prayer or request to a higher power