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btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

"I'm still kicking" is such a funny way to say "I'm still alive". Like lol. I'm still thrashing. Flailing. Writhing even. The violence remains.

Shot 4 of Benlysta done. My left thigh seems to just not work well for the injection, but Im still scared to do it in my tummy. Even though i have plenty of squish for it. I bled for the first time as well. Maybe i should get some fun bandaids to have on hand.

I had an injection site reaction for the first time. It hurts. Feels like the spot is on fire and its sending little zaps in my nerves

maomao’s dedication to ignoring jinshi’s real identity is truly inspiring. the woman who has solved multiple murders based on minor clues in the environment keeps looking at every sign pointing to jinshi being royalty and going “damn, this could add up to something. good thing I can’t do math!”

About to give myself my first Benlysta injection for my lupus treatment. I am shaking. Currently waiting the 30 minutes to let it warm up and have my little injection station set up.

I did it. Burned like crazy, but it wasnt too bad. Ice cream time as a reward

we need to bring back old school tumblr communication and im so serious. sending an ask to a mutual just to say hello. seeing three different asks in your inbox all asking how your dentist appointment went. seeing a post you think one of your mutuals would enjoy and tagging them/sending it to them in the dms. nowadays its just silently liking a post or (if youre feeling extreme) replying under posts. WHAT HAPPENED TO US!! we used to be a proper community!!!! #LetsBringWhimsyBack