occultation.

Having some decorations you like in your bedroom will improve your general mental health btw. Won’t cure you but it’ll make a big difference.

Can i say something problematique for terminally online millenials and people born after that point: I think the seeming lack of ability or willingness to call one another and chat on the phone with friends unprompted or out of the blue contributes to whatever hellish loneliness everyone is talking about feeling these days. Say what you want about boomers and old people but those guys mostly knew how to keep in touch with each other. Idk man call a bitch today

my hands hurt

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

got my lab results back turns out i’m full of rage because i am full of grief

At my big age I’m somehow still surprised and appalled and scandalized when I’m faced with realities like when you don’t eat you are hungry, and when you don’t sleep you are tired

i think we need to abolish subscriptions. im tired of remembering passwords and giving out my email. check out as guest, no you may not know my name. die

OP, this is genuinely a masterpiece, three poems in one, moving and well craft. Please tell me you have submitted it to at least some poetry contests, and if not, please do so.

"DNI: freaks" do you realize how conservative you look

freaks please interact

Love the word "also". I have more things to say

No I genuinely don't think there's any better wording of the last part

“do you really wanna be on that medication for the rest of your life :(?” yes actually I would love that. I know what I’m like off it

no you don't understand. i *get* to be on this medication for the rest of my life :)

'the mortifying ordeal of being known' what about the comforting joy of being understood