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summary: when taesan gets a new camera and you’re his muse

“han dongmin stop it now!” you squeal as he snaps another picture of you. “i’m sorry. you’re just too beautiful, i have to take your picture.” you roll your eyes and walk away but you can still hear the shutter of the camera. “i’m not gonna vanish you know.” he shrugs and kisses your cheek.

“well how would i know that? what if you explode right in front of my eyes.” you roll your eyes again and he takes your face in his hands and kisses you on the lips this time. “you’re such a dork taesan.” he laughs and hugs you tightly. “yeah but i’m your dork.” you both start walking toward the classroom. taesan had switched from pictures to videos.

he was cheesing so hard behind the camera because you effortlessly looked amazing. the way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way you simply just existed. he couldn’t believe you were his partner. he thanks whatever he did in his past life to get so lucky with you.

he stops his video and now starts staring at you. you feel the eyes burning into the back of your head. “yes my love?” you ask turning around and there are little tears in his eyes. “oh my god! dongmin you’re crying! are you okay?” you rush to him and he shakes his head. “i’m.” he starts but can’t finish without choking up. “i just love you so much. watching this video i took, i just wonder how i got so lucky with someone like you.”

your heart swells, you couldn’t have asked for a better boyfriend.

summary: ni-ki who tries to win you over by showing you music

nishimura riki was walking into his favorite cafe when he saw you with your headphones, reading a book. your face as it lit up when the song changed (or atleast he figured it changed) to a song you loved made him smile too.

he looked at the book you were reading, something named To Kill a Mockingbird (authors note: great book). he had no idea what it was about but he assumed it had to be good if you were so intrigued.

he made his way over to your table and he tapped your shoulder. you moved the headphones from your ears and put them down. “hello?” you were confused why a stranger was tapping you and his face turned into one of softness. “i’m sorry to bother you, but um what are you listening to?” he looks at his feet and you smiled at him.

“i’m listening to mutt by leon thomas” his face lit up and you were taken aback. “oh i love that song! um-“ he paused and then looked at the seat across from you. “do you mind if i sit? i want to compare music tastes.” you nodded and he sat down and pulled his phone out.

“so you like rnb?” you nodded and he nodded. “me too. do you listen to bryson?” you grabbed his arm and gasped. “omg yes! i love bryson!” his jaw dropped, “me too! do you listen to party?” you nodded “what’s your favorite song?” you looked up and pursed your lips. “i think maybe like freak in you? not sure.” he nodded and smiled, “good choice.”

“what’s your name by the way?” you asked, “riki. how about you beautiful?” he smirked when he asked and you did a playful gasp. “why thank you, my name is y/n.”

“beautiful name for a beautiful person.” you giggled and he giggled too. “what do you say about getting out of here?” he asks and you give him a playful look. “is this you asking me out mr riki?” “depends on how you answer.” you lightly slap his arm.

“well then i must accept right? i mean if it’s not asking me out.” he rolled his eyes and gracefully grabbed your hand. “well your highness lets go.”

summary: relationship headcanons with jake

warnings: fem terms

JAKE who was so nervous to go up to you when he first met you, he stuttered and ran back to jay after asking you out

JAKE who on your first date subtly pinched himself to make sure he wasn’t dreaming

JAKE who kissed you after your first date then blushed so red because just likes you so much

JAKE who once you started dating never referred to you as your name, only my wife, my girl, and princess

JAKE who when he’s not on schedule literally waits by the door for you to come home because he’s truly a golden retriever

JAKE who never stops talking about you to his members. before they met you, they practically already knew you

JAKE who always spoils you no matter what you say because he likes making you happy

JAKE who every time you guys are cuddling whines whenever you have to get up

JAKE who hugs you when you’re about to leave to convince you to stay

JAKE who doesn’t believe in going to bed mad and sleeping separately when angry. he will resolve it before it’s time to sleep and will even stay up to make you not as mad if you can’t resolve the problem before it’s too late at night

JAKE who always says i love you and kisses you before either of you leaves the house

JAKE who when you two go out always has his hand on you to keep you close to keep you safe

JAKE who asks you what your insecurities are so he can tell you why he loves them

summary: you and jay broke up, but the thought of him keeps haunting you

warnings: kind of suggestive??, alcohol consumption, both reader and jay are kinda toxic idk, fem reader

park jeongsong, or jay, is a man who you shouldn’t let go. you’ve let him go too many times to count.

you met jay during a party that your friend through. you saw him in the corner listening to the music and drinking. you thought he was cute, so you walked up to him and started talking. “hi there.” he turned to you and smiled. “hey there.” you blushed, he was exuding confidence. he smelt like money and sin. “i’m y/n. what’s your name?” you smiled and he put his drink down. “i’m jay. nice to meet you.” he looked you up and down and you looked away for a second.

“do i make you nervous?” he asked, moving closer. you shortened under his strong gaze and tall stature. “maybe a little.” you trailed off and he chuckled. “it’s okay sweetheart.” he stood above you and then you two decided to talk about other things. the night flew by and it was already 1 am and people were starting to leave.

“wanna get outta here?” he asked and you nodded and he grabbed your hand because the doorway was becoming crowded. he brought you to his car and then started driving. “where are we going?” you inquired and he kept his focus on the road. “you’ll see.” his jaw clenched as he made a turn.

his hands gripped his steering wheel and one hand was slithering to your thigh. your breath hitched and he laughed. he stopped the car at a park. the stars were out and the wind was lightly blowing. he brought you over to a bench and you guys talked until 4 am. he asked you out to dinner the next day. after that your relationship progressed to something more and you were dating for 6 months. you decided to break up with him because you felt you were slowly going different ways in life.

usually, that would be the end. it’s never the end with jay. about 1 month after the breakup, you received a message saying. “baby come back to me please. my head is a mess without you.” you obviously knew who it was texting you at 12 am. “jay. please we’re going to different places in life.” you replied and he replied back. “everything i do reminds me of you. please come back, i need you.” you sighed and replied back, “come over tomorrow.”

you knew this was a bad idea, but deep down you still wanted him. needed him. he was everything you needed, you knew that. you didn’t want to get attached to him too much and him break your heart. he showed up at your door with flowers and a card. his scent flooded your nostrils the second he walked in the door.

you sat yourself and him on the couch. he gave you the gifts and you took them and put them on the table to put away later. “please come back to me. i need you y/n” he said taking your hand in his. you looked down at his hands, adorned with rings. you looked at his face that had the most sincere look ever. you sighed and shook your head.

“i don’t know jay.” he brought your conjoined hands to his forehead and then kissed them. “please.” his voice started breaking. you bit your lip and pondered. “take me out on a date.” you said plainly and he looked up. “i will. let’s go right now, get ready.” his eyes lit up and you ran to your room. you came out with your hair in a bun, black tube top dress, and white strap up heels. when you came out he looked gobsmacked. “you’re so beautiful.” he went in for a kiss, but your hand on his chest stopped him.

“date first, kiss maybe later.” he pouted and you smiled. you walked out to the car and he opened your door. he drove you to this fancy restaurant down the street and opened your door. he grabbed your hand and led you inside. he got you two a table and pulled out your chair.

the waiter came and poured you both red wine. you both ordered and now jay was getting ready to talk. “please y/n. i need you back. it’s not the same without you. you run through my mind constantly. everything i do reminds me of you. please come back.” he grabbed your hands again and licked your lips. “jay.” you sighed and he looked up. you moved in and kissed his cheek. “jay, i’ve been thinking about you everyday. i didn’t know how to come back since i was the one who broke it off. i want you back too.” his face went from sadness to happiness in an instant.

“are you serious?” he asked and you nodded. “would i lie to you?” you moved across the table and kissed him. “jay, will you let me be your girlfriend again?” he nodded and kissed you again. “a million times yes.”

synopsis: the song “white ferrari” by frank ocean talks about him taking a glance of the relationship before ending it

summary: in which jungwon reminisces over your relationship before he decides it’s over

contains: angst, sad jungwon, jungwon’s pov, shitty reader, heavy cursing

a/n: stream blonde

you were his first love. you showed him what it was like to love in the first place. he remembers the first time you guys when on a flower picking date.

“wonnie! these tulips are so pretty! look!” you squealed and he walked over to you and smiled. “they are so pretty baby, you’re right.” you kissed him and he smiled into it. you were always so sweet and you enjoyed so much about this little life you two built.

he sighed to himself as he remembered why he was reminiscing in the first place. you had grown distant no matter how many times he tried to fix it. you always shrugged it off as “you were tired” but honestly he couldn’t take it anymore.

you even stopped planning dates and he had to do all the work. it was always 50/50 never just 100/0. he looked outside as the sky filled up with hues of orange and red. golden hour rays basked ok his face as he frowned and looked at the time. it was 7 pm and you should be getting home from work soon.

he decided he was going to go to your house and tell you in person. he calls you and it rings for about 3 seconds. “hello?” a questioned response since he was usually texting, not calling. “hey, are you home?” he asked and you quickly replied. “yes i am. why?” he announced that he was going to be coming over soon.

he grabbed his keys and got in his car. you only lived about 10 minutes from him, so it would take no time. when he arrived, he knocked on the door. you opened it and slightly smiled, “hey wonnie.” he smiled and looked down at his feet for a second. “can i come in?” he questioned and you nodded.

he walked inside as you moved aside and he sat down on your couch and you sat beside him. he interlocked his fingers together before he spoke. “i want to break up.” he stated and you held a look of shock on your face. “w-what?” you were appalled at this and he looked into your eyes. “im tired of giving this my 100% and you giving it 0%. i deserve better.” he said and you huffed. “i am giving my all jungwon. what’s wrong with you? work and school are fucking draining. i’m sorry im not able to balance it all so easy like mr. nothing is hard for me over here!”

he sighed. he knew this would happen. “i’m drained too, yet i still made time for you. it’s not hard to give the man you’ve been with for a year and a half about 30 minutes of your day.” you groaned. “listen it’s not easy and i don’t know what the fuck you want from me jungwon. i have to make money and support my fucking self.” he shook his head.

“this is exactly why it’s over. these excuses aren’t enough for me. i deserve better and you know that. take care of yourself y/n.” he said getting up and you grabbed his shirt. “it’s not over jungwon. i’m not done speaking.” he removed your hand from his shirt. “well i’m done listening. have a good life y/n.” he said as he walked out of your house.