❌Bonkable 🔪

When Dirk approaches him and confesses he's in love with him, Dave can't kiss him fast enough, can't get on his knees fast enough.

Dave blinked, looking back at his brother on the roof, the setting sun staining him in bright oranges and reds. His back was straight, his spiked hair perfect blond, strong and capable and he looked just like--

Bro.

It was impossible to deny, his spitting image. It was right in front of him, Dave could reach out and touch him, could strife with him and actually keep up. Times had changed, and wasn't that just like his aspect? To change, and maybe he had too, maybe things weren't like when he was a kid, but one thing didn't-- couldn't ever change--

Dave loved him, his soul screamed out for his big brother, howling out to a yawning void that couldn't be filled. Death had separated them for good, but now the universe had righted itself. He had created a universe where they could be together.

But not like that.

"'Sup?" Dave leaned back against the tower, where countless crows used to roost. They were gone now. "You know I gotchu, Bro."

"I love you." He said it with certainty, his brows furrowed and mouth a firm line, like he just laid down the gauntlet. "I can't hide it anymore."

His Bro looked away, as if resigned to rejection but holding himself up, braving the unknown anyway. "I understand if you can't look at me--"

Dave didn't wait another second, throwing himself into his brother's arms, pressing his lips to his Bro's in a kiss so desperate, he could barely keep himself from sobbing. Dirk's arms wrapped around him, solid and firm and inescapable, and he melted.

• I was born to please cock

• I am nothing more than 2 tits and 3 holes

• My body is for Men’s pleasure, not my own

• It is not my place to have shame or dignity

• I am free use

• I am porn

• My feelings don’t matter

• I’m an inferior cunt

• Men always come first

• I don’t deserve to cum

• It’s my place to do anything a Man wants

• My opinions don’t matter

• Everything is my fault

• I am disposable

• I am Male property

• It’s a Mans right to do anything He wants to me

• I deserve endless rape and abuse

• My only purpose is to please and entertain Men

So what if Roxy pets his hair while he sucks? So what if she guides his hand into her crotch so he can feel how wet she is from it? So what if she sometimes unzips his pants and starts touching him while he "nurses"? Dave is in a bit of denial about it truly being a sexual thing, but he is aware enough that he knows not to talk about those last two.

Everyone else can see right through it. Even Roxy herself is completely honest that it is a sexual thing, so long as she's asked while Dave isn't around. If given the chance to talk about it, Roxy could go on and on about how much she enjoys it and how cute Dave is around her.

Dave frantically asking Rose if it would actually, like actually actually be weird for Dave to leave some nudes for Dirk to see whenever he stumbled upon the more adult stuff in the apartment. Would autographed nudes for Dirk mean that Dave is too full of himself or would Dirk actually appreciate that? Will Dirk even care about Dave? Maybe Dave should just hide the autographed ones a little more thoroughly so that Dirk only finds them if he really upturns the whole apartment looking for mementos of Dave.

Dave writing about a hundred versions of a letter to try to say that he loves Dirk, but being entirely unable to figure out how to word what he feels without coming off as skeevy or overly sentimental or weird. Dave breaking down and asking Rose to take a look at what he's written to see if she can figure out some way to word it that doesn't paint Dave as a creep or a sap.

Dave trying to turn it into something more subtle at Rose's suggestion, where it'll only make any sense at all if Dirk is really reading behind the lines and digging into every word of the letter. But that would mean Dirk would find a completely pointless letter around the same time he finds the other adult items, and, according to Rose, Dirk is going to be crazy smart so chances are he'll know something is up with it and analyze it even if he's started to get grossed out by Dave and his antics by that point. And Dave can't set it up to be found earlier because then he'd be giving what's essentially a love confession to a child and that hits him the wrong way, but he also can't wait too long and make it seem like a weird letter from an absent father more than an expression of affection. No version of the letter still exists by the time Dirk gets to the apartment, which is a shame because he would pore over them like religious texts if he knew they ever existed.

dave and hal sharing snacks of your choice

or

gamzee and dirk staring at each other

or

caliborn dressed up as a pickle

or

drunk or otherwise intoxicated alpha dave

Drawn with a regular amount of lust