I'm hoping one day acting cool will make me feel self assured

If I see you posting intro posts into the stridercest tag/interacting with me saying you're a minor I have you blocked. This isn't my main though so if you can still see this blog thats why. If you don't have any indication on whether you're an adult or not anywhere I'll give benefit of the doubt when it comes to public interactions but won't respond to any DMs.

I'm a system. This isn't an alter specific blog, though Dirk uses it the most.

Bodily an adult and the alters who use this blog are all adults too.

Posting about kinks like incest, age gaps, shotacon, phsyical abuse, intox, rape, self harm, breeding, forcemasc, detrans, snuff, gore, necrophilia, and even abortion kink that one time

I am a necrophile for real and thats the only kind of phile I am

Pro-para, pro-consang, anti-pedophiles being in contact with kids, otherwise neutral-contact

Don't follow back but if you follow me and I randomly spam reblog from you sometimes I consider you my mutual

Alter sign off emojis:🍊,❄️,🌶️, 🖲️

D being straight up annoyed he's gotta stay home and reschedule filming just to babysit his baby bro and make sure he doesn't try hang himself again. Getting forced to confront the fact he's entirely responsible for Dirk's abandonment issues and all the shit that came along with that. Feeling kinda bad about that cause he does love his baby bro he over corrects and indulges in all of Dirk's lantent clingy and codependent tendencies

Or Dave being real uncomfortable with the idea of taking care of Dirk at all but still doing it cause Dirk's got no one. Facing the fact Dirk's exhibiting some Bro like behaviours that he never did before (barely talking, interacting with him through lil Cal). Living through them again fucks with his own psyche, not wanting to confront the fact he's getting some pretty serious evidence his Bro might have been suffering through some severe shit raising him and what that's even supposed to mean for him.

And both of them get to feel like massive fucking creeps for getting swept up and having sex with Dirk while he's getting to visit for a weekend. Is it almost definitely taking advantage of him? Yeah, but it feels so damn good and makes him so damn happy

There's be a plot point where Dirk comes back with some sort of injury from being masochistic during sex. The nurses see it, he has to say it's self inflicted and maybe it was, he can't say it was sexual so he says it like that to not get weekend visits to his brother taken away from him. But they take it away anyways, and Dirk flips out. Full mental breakdown. He tries to escape, he tries to kill himself again, he starts scratching and biting at himself to self harm. When his brother visits him at the ward he just bags and bags for him to please take him out of here but they won't let him leave because he's a danger to himself at the moment

dave and hal sharing snacks of your choice

or

gamzee and dirk staring at each other

or

caliborn dressed up as a pickle

or

drunk or otherwise intoxicated alpha dave

Drawn with a regular amount of lust