Psychoanalytic Theory, proposed by one of the known contributors in psychology - Sigmund Freud, suggests that our unconscious desires influence our present behavior and personality. According to this theory, our personality consists of desires, urges, and instincts we are not always aware of. For instance, in a romantic relationship, you may consciously put into actions or words to show your love for a person. However, when asked why you love that person, you may catch yourself not fully understanding why and may even seem irrational. This unexplainable thought that keeps lingering in our minds is the work of our unconscious. This theory plays a vital role in how we construct our personality.
The main actors of the psychoanalytic theory that structures our personality are the id, the ego, and the superego. These three play a huge part in constructing decisions, and most of the time, they play in confusion, as depicted by my chosen learning artifact. The id is the core of our personality entirely in the unconscious that consists of illogical, primitive, and chaotic thoughts and urges. Its role is to feed our pleasure, much like the bad actor of the mind who only wants happiness and avoids suffering. Applying it to my personal experience, the id is the side of me who consistently want to watch Korean dramas while lying in bed with a tub of ice cream on the side for a straight week or two. However, another actor that also needs attention is the superego. The superego is the good actor in the unconscious, very moral and idealistic. It is driven by our conscience (judgment of right or wrong) and ego-ideal (what we want to become). Personally, the superego is the one telling me never to watch Korean drama because I have to study 24/7 in order to be an honor student. Given this dilemma, one has got to mediate; and that is the role of the ego. The ego is the only one with contact with the conscious, our reality. It is the decision-maker that considers the need of the ego and superego. Its job to reconcile both claims is never easy. The dilemma drives us to act humanly, which is to be anxious, and we either suppress them using different defense mechanisms or feel a sense of guilt.
 To achieve harmony between these three is the goal of becoming a psychologically healthy person. As for me, the conflict between my id and superego is answered by the good judgment of my ego. I have first to finish my schoolworks because that is a priority. After finishing my schoolworks, I will reward myself with that little progress by watching my favorite Korean dramas. This is what is ideal, but this is not always the case. There are situations where my id dominates or sometimes my superego. But the quest to be psychologically healthy will never be linear, and that is okay. For now, what is important for me is to create a good judgement that would suffice the needs of the id and superego, one situation at a time.

















