Whenever I see your smiling face

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

“you’re such a ray of sunshine!” thanks! one day i chose to act happy and then i kept choosing it over and over and over and over until the neurological pathways formed like desire paths in the thicket. i dug and clawed my nails into the grooves of my brain and carved out joy. i retouch it every day.

maybe I should take my meds cuz seeing this post made me start like actually sniffling and sobbing

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

the reblog map is all of us holding hands btw

Reblog to hold hands

*sniff sniff sniff* ah, i see. you are not an ant.