When you live in a world of fault you lose the ability to feel joy.

I would rather be alone forever than to be verbally assaulted any given day. If someone tells you that you are inconsiderate and selfish because you did something you thought was considerate for them that ended up inconveniencing them, run. Don’t walk, run. Don’t let yourself get financially abused. Run like the wind.

So tired of getting the message that my thoughts and feelings don't matter, are stupid, or are unjustified. Just because a person may not agree with what I feel does not give you the right to tell me I'm wrong for feeling any way.

“Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering.”    —Nicole Krauss, The History of Love

You'll never see this. I pushed you away so hard because you hurt me so bad. You didn't see that so you don't know. Now that I've let you in you aren't trying. I guess it was all about the challenge. Maybe they are right. You're just using me. I still love you. That never went away. You're different now and so am I. Am I too far gone to be loved? I just want to run.