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Imagine Youâre the Pregnant CFO of a Successful Company
Hello! You can call me Ros B. First time posting a story here! Feel free to follow me over at @rosbar6678 if you'd like. Hope you enjoy my fic!
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You shift in your chair, fighting the urge to let out a sigh. You're 41 weeks pregnant, almost 42, and extremely uncomfortable. Your back has been hurting all day, your massive stomach feels rigid and tight, and there's a strange growing pressure in your hips that makes it really difficult to sit comfortably at all.
You're in a board meeting at your company, and your husband, the CEO, is currently presenting on the last quarter's product line. What had started as an illicit affair between two executives just over a year ago had unexpectedly resulted in you pregnant and married. You still couldn't totally believe it. It was just supposed to be a bit of fun between you two, something to help blow off steam at the end of a hard day at work (almost quite literally â there was a non-zero chance that your baby was conceived in this very meeting room), but you somehow managed to fall for each other.
You almost roll your eyes at how sappy and cliche it was, thinking about it now. Both you and your husband are very practical and logical people, it's part of the reason why you both have had such successful careers, but being with him threw all that practically and logic out the window. While he was stern and stoic at work, he was actually a very sweet and thoughtful man outside of it. And when you discovered you were pregnant, you two didn't even hesitate to go straight to the courthouse to make everything official. You both knew this was jeopardizing your jobs, but neither of you cared. And while you got sternly reprimanded by the board, they ultimately decided to keep you both on. The company had become hugely successful since you both started working there, after all.
And now, your husband was presenting on exactly how successful the company had become, particularly in this last quarter, and you were to be presenting next.
You adjust yourself in the chair again, trying to ease any of the discomfort in your body, but it's pretty futile. Your husband's eyes dart over to you for a moment, narrowing imperceptibly as he spoke. He has been trying to get you to go on maternity leave for weeks now, but you've refused. Even this morning, as the two of you got ready for work, he tried to convince you to stay home.
"It's not going to happen, love," you said loudly as you hefted your now much larger breasts into a bra, pulling the straps on to your shoulders and hooking it around your back.
You heard your husband grumble from the walk-in closet.
"You're overdue by almost two weeks," he called out into the bedroom. "The baby can come basically any second. And I swear your stomach has dropped since yesterday. You really should stay home."
You've managed to don a pair of sheer black pantyhose, pulling them up your legs and over your belly, before shimmying into a dark gray pencil skirt.
You certainly couldn't deny anything your husband has said. All of what he said was true, and then some. For the past few days, itâs felt like more and more weight had descended into the bowl of your pelvis, and your belly definitely hung lower and lower. Despite itâs size, it had always been a fairly âperkyâ stomach, but that had changed significantly in the last few days. Plus, you had been dealing with your fair share of Braxton Hicks contractions lately, too.
But you wouldn't be caught dead telling him that.
"I tell you what, my dear husband," you replied, as you zipped up the back of the skirt, drawing it tight under your belly and around your hips. You turn to look in the mirror, admiring how it hugged your curves. 9 months pregnant and you still got it.
"I will go on maternity leave when you go on paternity leave.
More grumbling from the closet.
"I'm sorry, my love, what was that?"
"I said," he shouted, clearly annoyed, "that I don't want to go on it yet."
"Well, neither do I."
He stepped out of the closet, wearing a sharp navy blue suit and a gray tie with gold diagonal stripes.
"Oh, darling, now, really?" he demanded.
"What?"
"That skirt? Those stockings?"
You rounded on him as you finished buttoning up your white collar maternity shirt. "What's wrong with my skirt and stockings?"
"Can't you wear sweatpants like a normal pregnant woman?"
You felt anger flare in your chest. "I don't want to wear sweatpants," you snapped. "Why are you suddenly so hung up on my clothes?"
He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.
"I justâŚwant you to be comfortable," he muttered, dropping his hand and looking away from you.
You softened a little at his admission, and approached him.
"You're always so uncomfortable and I just wishâŚthere was something we could do to help with thatâŚ"
Once you were close enough, you wrapped your arms around his waist and pulled him as close to you as your baby bump would allow.
He still wasn't looking at you. You could see the tension in his jaw and shoulders.
"You know I could never be comfortable in sweatpants, love, especially at work," you said as you reached up to adjust his tie.
He sighed again, closing his eyes and tilting his head down to rest against the top of yours. "I know, darling," he said, resigned, his hands coming up to cradle your stomach. Your baby gave a solid kick against his palm.
"Look,â you began, smoothing his tie back against his shirt, âI promise I'll go on maternity leave tomorrow."
He pulled away a little in surprise, and you looked up at him, smiling.
"Really?" he asked, relief on his face.
"Yes." You leaned up and gave him a quick peck on the lips. "I just really want to present at the board meeting today. I worked so hard to leave the company in a good place before we left! Let me just have this victory lap."
"I know, I know." He kissed you again, running his hands from your stomach to your hips and back again. "And you deserve a victory lap."
"You're goddamn right I do," you said, grinning, pulling away from him. "I mean, who successfully negotiated the merger with Equiva?"
"You did."
"And who saved the company almost 20 million dollars in the last three months?" you asked, pulling on a suit jacket to match your skirt.
"You did."
This conversation continued in much the same way as the two of you gathered your things to leave for workâŚat least until, much to your husband's chagrin, you put on your 3 inch stiletto heels.
That was several hours ago, but it felt even longer than that. Your husband has been watching you like a hawk all day and even in the middle of his presentation, his attention wasn't totally diverted from you. You try to keep your face neutral, idly tapping your pen against your cheek.
He finally looks away from you, and you let out a small exhale of relief. You would not put it past him to stop this entire meeting in a heartbeat if he thought something was wrong.
The minutes tick past. You try to not squirm and shift around so much, but you can't help it. You're so uncomfortable. The pain in your back is getting worse, and so is that incredible pressure in your hips. Your stomach has been cramping and tightening over and over again, intensifying that pressure. You attempt to spread your legs to ease some of the discomfort in your pelvis, but that pencil skirt you insisted on wearing doesn't allow for much of that. Are these more Braxton Hicks contractions? Or are theseâŚrealâ?
You quickly push that question out of your mind, huffing.
You try to pay attention to the meeting, but you can't help it, your focus is turning more and more inward, the more and more your body tenses and twists against your will. Even your baby seems to be against you, kicking up a storm against your ribs. You try to keep your breathing steady and even, and you cup your hands underneath your belly and press up, weakly attempting to lift some of the weight off your straining back and hips.
Maybe your husband was rightâŚmaybe you should have stayed homeâŚ
You don't know how much time has passed when you suddenly hear your husband say your name, startling you out of your thoughts.
"...our amazing CFO, who will now report on last quarter's record earnings."
Everyone applauds as you stand up and your husband heads over to his seat opposite yours, never taking his eyes off you. You just barely manage to suppress a groan as you haul yourself up on unsteady feet, a hand still cupping your heavy stomach.
You force a smile as you approach the front of the meeting room. It almost feels like your baby's head is already wedged in between your legs, and you vainly try to not walk so bowlegged. You stand behind the podium, looking out at the two dozen other executives and board members, and begin your presentation.
You're incredibly thankful that you practiced it so much that you could basically present it in your sleep. Standing has made your back pain even worse, and it feels like gravity is slowly pulling your baby deeper into your hips. You keep trying to spread your legs, but again, that damn pencil skirt keeps your thighs much closer together than you'd like.
You can feel sweat break out along your hairline, and you keep compulsively running your hands through your hair to try and subtly wipe it off. Your stomach feels like it's permanently seized up, gone completely rock hard, and it seems to hang lower than even this morning.Â
You can see your husband out of the corner of your eye. He's leaning back in his chair, his arms crossed, his lips a hard line. You know that face. That's the face he makes when he's trying to figure out if something is wrong.
You swallow hard. You get a little flustered and you stumble over your words a bit, but you keep going. You are going to finish this presentation, dammit.Â
You shift your legs again, trying to find some measure of relief. God, the pressure is getting so bad, it's making the whole lower half of your body shake, and now you're cursing your stiletto heels along with your skirt. You have one hand holding the remote to flip through the slides, but the other is gripping the edge of the podium so hard that you wouldn't be surprised if you crushed the cheap wood in your grasp.
A terrible spasm shoots through you, making your voice catch for just a moment. It sends pain radiating up your back, down your thighs, and makes your vaginal muscles clench involuntarily. You almost groan at the sensation, as it felt like they were clenching down onâŚsomethingâŚ
You're now flipping quickly through the last of your slides, just going over the very basic points for each one, and another sharp pain rockets through you. Your voice wavers as you resist the urge to moan. It takes all of your willpower to not just tear off your skirt right there and drop down into a squat behind the podium, to push your knees as far apart as they can go, to try to make some space within your pelvis to ease some of this maddening pressure.Â
Fuck, this is all getting to be so much that you almost feel like you need to pushâŚ
You can't help but notice that your husband is shifting around in his seat almost as much as you were. He knows this presentation almost as well as you, and he knows you're rushing through the end of it. He looks like he's about to jump out of his chair right when you shoot him a pleading look. Please. I'm almost done. Just give me a few more minutes. Please.
Your legs are pressing so hard against the sides of your skirt, you're surprised the seams haven't ripped. You're so hot that you're simultaneously both frustrated that you left your suit jacket on and grateful you did, otherwise everyone would be able to see you sweating straight through your white blouse. Your stomach has never felt heavier, and itâs hanging so low that the underside of it is peeking out from under said blouse, and you are confident it was definitely not doing that when you got dressed this morningâŚ
"In conclusion," you say, your voice straining slightly.Â
The pressure inside you is climbing, climbingâŚyour muscles are spasming and it feels like your babyâs head is so deep inside you it's already trying to force your legs apart. You clear your throat, and take a breath.
"In conclusion, I â"
The pressure reaches it's apex. You almost cry out from the pain. But instead, you feel something break inside you, and to your horror, fluid gushes out from between your legs to splatter audibly on the floor.
There's a moment of shocked silence. You're visibly shaking as you look down at the puddle beneath you.
"I â I think my water just broke," you say softly.
There's a moment of commotion from your colleagues, but then your husband is on his feet.
"Out!" he shouts. "Everyone, out!"
The small crowd of people quickly head towards the door as your husband rushes straight at you, looking furious.
"You're in labor, aren't you?" he demands. "God dammit, I told you that you should've stayed home!"
As soon as he's close enough, you reach for him, barely paying attention to what he's saying. You pull him close and press your head to his chest, gasping and moaning. The pressure is now the worst it's ever been, becoming completely unbearable, and without hesitating, you grit your teeth, grab fistfuls of your husband's jacket, and push.
That heavy weighty feeling deep inside you slides even lower, and you let out a guttural groan, almost of relief, as you finally give in to your body's demands. You can barely hear your husband speaking to you over the blood rushing through your ears and the desperate noises you're making (he's saying something about getting to the hospital), but then realization seems to strike him and he demands, "Are you pushing?"
You can only nod in response as you stop for a moment to catch your breath, before wincing and taking in sharp inhales of air between clenched teeth as your stomach somehow tightens even more.
"Don't! Don't push!" he yells, panicking.Â
"I can't!" you grit out. There is so much pain and pressure and weight inside of you, wedged tightly inside your pelvis, and you need to get it out now!
"I can't, hnngh, god, I can't, oh god, oh, oh!"
You gasp, feeling something new... You let go of your husband's jacket to reach under your skirt, and you cry out in shock as your fingers brush against your completely soaked stockings. Your labia is bulging out from you â the baby's head is right there!
"Help â!" you cry breathlessly, releasing your husband to reach behind yourself, fumbling with the zipper of your skirt. "Help me get this off!"
Your husband starts to object, but another contraction grips you, making you wail, cutting him off.
"There's no time!" You grab his hand and force it underneath your skirt, between your barely parted legs. Your husband curses in surprise, his fingers pressing against your opening as it distends outwards from your child's encroaching head. "The baby is coming now!"
He quickly reaches around to try to unzip the skirt. You fall back against the podium, still desperately trying to separate your legs to make room for your baby. He's yanking on the zipper, but it doesn't move.
"Fuck, it's jammed," he mutters, but before you can say anything, he slides his hands quickly up your thighs, rucking the skirt up your hips and underneath your enormous belly, allowing you to finally spread your legs. That action alone makes it feel like your baby drops several inches, almost like it was about to fall right out of you, but was caught at the last minute by your seizing vaginal muscles, the sensation making you yelp in surprise.
You're leaning back against the podium now, gripping the edge of it, in as wide a stance as you can manage in your heels, bending your knees slightly. You're panting and whimpering, and all your muscles start to tighten and clench again in another contraction. You throw your head back with a groan, feeling your body heave against the hefty mass of your baby as it slid forward a bit more, and you quickly join in with a desperate push of your own.
You groan even louder as you feel yourself start to spread wide, your parting lips brushing against the fabric of your underwear as your baby's head starts to crown.
"Oh god, it's coming, it's coming!"
You suddenly realize that you still have your panties and stockings on, but your husband is way ahead of you, already trying to tug your leggings down.
"Shit shit shit," he mutters. The stockings aren't budging â you hiked them up over your stomach when you were getting dressed earlier this morning, but your pencil skirt is cinched tightly around your hips, preventing them from easily sliding off your legs.
"Oh, get them off, please!" you beg, voice straining from your efforts. They're so tight against you that they almost feel like they're pressing the baby back in at the same time you're trying to push it out.
Your husband lets out a noise of frustration, before dropping to his knees and bunching the stocking in the inside of your left thigh in both hands.
You stop pushing for just a moment, just to take a breath, but your pantyhose immediately drives the baby back into you, and you wail in anguish.
âGet them off, get them off!â
Your husband seems to be trying to rip them open, his nails digging into the fabric, but theyâre sliding in his grasp from their sheerness and from being doused in fluids.
Another contraction takes you, hard and fast, and you can barely gasp in a bit of air before youâre pushing again, struggling to force the top of your baby to stretch out your skintight nylons.
âPlease get them off!â
"I told you you shouldn't have worn these!" he shouts, before finally ripping them apart, tearing a hole up towards the crotch. You jump when you feel him hook his fingers into your panties and tugs them to the side, the cloth once again brushing against your most sensitive parts.
"Holy shit," he breathes. All the anger in his voice disappears instantly, replaced with shock. He stammers out your name, looking up at you. "I â I can see the head!"
You try to respond, but all you can do is nod. You can definitely feel the head, hard and unforgiving, causing a terrible pressurized burn between your trembling thighs as you try to maintain the push, shrieking and crying out in agony.
The contraction mercifully ends, but you whimper in despair when you feel the baby slide a little back inside you, even without the stockings. You pant, your eyes sliding shut, trying to catch your breath in preparation for your next push.Â
God, everything hurts. Your stomach hurts from the intensity of your contractions, your back hurts from the straining weight of your belly, your hips hurts from your baby filling the space between them with it's seemingly massive body, your legs hurt from having to keep them so far apart, your feet hurt from those stupid high heels, even your throat is starting to hurt from all the noises you're making.
You suddenly feel your husband's hand gently rubbing the outside of your leg, startling you. You look down, and he's gazing back up at you, eyes wide, his other hand still between your legs. Your normally calm, stoic husband looks uncharacteristically scared and excited at the same time.
"The baby's almost here," he says. "It's almost here. You're doing so great, darling."
You can't help but give him a shaky smile, but that quickly turns to a grimace as your uterus tightens painfully inside of you. You gasp as you feel the baby slip out of you a little more, even without you pushing, and you take a deep breath and bear down.
You almost immediately throw your head back, biting back a cry of pain. You're being spread and stretched and pulled apart, and god, god, it burns so much. You want to stop, you want all of this to stop, but your body bears down anyway, indifferent to your suffering, forcing your huge baby through an opening far too small for it.
"Push! Push, darling!" your husband shouts.
"I can't! Oh, god, I can't!"
"Yes, you can! Push!"
You grit your teeth and do as he says, because what other choice do you have? Shutting your eyes tightly, you push with everything you've got, the burning sensation magnifying with every centimeter of ground your baby makes.
"Nnngh! Gah! F-fuck, oh god, it hurts!"
"Keep going, love!"
You take a deep breath and heave against your baby as hard as you can, when the burning spikes suddenly and horribly, and an anguished scream is torn from your throat.
"The baby's crowning!" your husband yells.
You barely register what he's saying as another sharp spasm immediately shoots through you, triggering you into another involuntary push. You almost instantly regret it, as your baby lurches down and a sudden lancing pain, the worst pain you've felt so far, jolts up from between your legs, feeling as if you were being cut open with fire.
"The head's halfway out!"
You scream in sheer agony, arching your back, tossing your head, and standing up on your tiptoes in your heels. The contraction fades, but to your horror, the searing, stinging pain from your baby's skull remains, splitting you so impossibly wide that you're sure that at any moment, your sensitive flesh was going to tear right open. You can vaguely hear your husband yelling at you to breathe, but you can only let out another ear piercing scream and push, desperate to get the head out and end the agony.
Your inner muscles clench and spasm around your child's enormous head, trying to find purchase, as you struggle to expel it from your tortured body without the aid of a contraction. You're howling mindlessly from the pain, almost bucking your hips as if to shake the baby free, and for one terrifying moment you think it might be stuck. But then there's a sudden popping sensation, like a cork from a bottle of champagne, making you gasp. Fluid sprays your inner thighs, and a sudden merciful release of tension and pain floods your system.
You slump back a little against the podium, releasing the edges to catch yourself on your elbows. Your legs are shaking wildly now, and it's a small miracle you're still standing up.
"The head's out! It's out!"
You try to lean forward to see, panting and gasping, but your stomach is in the way. Your husband has both hands between your legs and you can feel the backs of them brushing against your skin. Something heavy dangles uncomfortably from your body. You're trembling from exhaustion and effort, you're drenched in sweat, and your vaginal walls throb painfully against your baby.
"Check â" you manage to stammer out, remembering something from one of the many books you read in preparation for the birth. "Ch-check for the c-cord."
Your husband grunts in acknowledgement, and you inhale sharply as he slides his fingers between your battered, sensitive lips and the baby's head. You adjust your stance a little and feel your thigh brush against it, sticky and hot.
"Shit â" he mutters.
You gasp, feeling a contraction start.
"Shit, god dammit â" He says your name sharply, immediately grabbing your attention.Â
"What?
"Don't push."
Panic grips you, almost as hard as the contraction.
"D-don't?"
"I think the cord is around the baby's neck, don't push!"
You feel your husband's fingers fumble around, and the pressure inside you starts to grow.
"Ah!" You pant, rocking your hips back and forth, but your husband stops you with one firm grip on your upper thigh.
"Hold still."
You freeze, your inner walls pulsating and tightening around your baby's heavy, squirming body as it rotates within you. The sensation is overwhelming, and you tilt your head back, mouth hanging open as you pant desperately.
"Hurry," you manage to gasp out between breaths.
You're fighting, fighting against that growing wave of unbearable pressure, with everything you have, but it's not enough. Your muscles seize up, almost violently, and push against your will, and with the aid of gravity, you feel your labia start to spread apart again.
"Don't push!"Â
"I'm not, I'm not!" you cry breathlessly. "I swear I'm not â I â oh! Oh, god!"
Your body crushes down on the baby again, inching it out of you.
"Oh no, god, please â"
"Hold on â"
"Please, I need to â"
"Ok â"
"I need to push!"
"OK, push!"
And with a great guttural yell, you bear down once again, thrusting your hips forward. Mercifully, your baby starts to slide out of you, one shoulder popping out â
"Oh!"Â
â and then the other â
"OOH!â
You shudder, your baby hanging halfway out of you, your body still gripping onto it stubbornly.
"You're so close, darling, just one more â"
You push your knees apart, drop your hips into a slight squat, and give one final desperate push. There's an incredible rushing sensation, startling you and making you shriek, followed by a torrent of liquids gushing out from between your legs, and suddenly, all of that pain and pressure is gone.
You're still somehow standing upright, gripping the podium behind you for dear life. Your head is still tossed back, looking up at the ceiling, mouth hanging half open as you catch your breath. Your vaginal muscles are still weakly clamping and twitching around nothing, sending small shudders through your aching body.
Suddenly, you hear a cry.
Your head snaps down to look, and you see over your still enormous belly, your husband, kneeling on the floor in a puddle of milky pink fluids, the whole front of him completely soaked.Â
But there, in his arms, is a baby.
It's bright pink and wailing, kicking it's little legs and flailing it's little arms. Your husband looks up at you, looking completely shocked, and says, in a shaking voice,
"It's a girl."
You blink, the words slowly filtering into your mind.
"A â a girl?" you stammer, breathless.
He nods, holding the baby â your daughter â up to you, and as if on instinct, you quickly unbutton your blouse. Once it falls open, you gather your baby in your arms and cradle her against your skin, as she continues to cry in protest.
Your husband falls back onto his butt, resting his arms on his raised knees, his head hanging down. His shoulders are shaking, and you don't know if he's laughing or crying. As you watch him, dazed, you vainly attempt to comprehend the magnitude of what just happened. You just gave birth during a meeting at your job, and your husband delivered the baby. You're standing in 3 inch pumps, your stockings are torn open, your skirt is bunched up around your hips, and your breasts are completely out on display (although still in their bra). Your baby is wriggling against you, wailing loudly, still covered in blood and amniotic fluid and who knows what else, the umbilical cord dangling between you. You're completely out of breath, your head is spinning from exertion and shock, and you suddenly say out loud to your husband, without even really realizing it,
"I ruined your suit."
Your husband snaps his head up to look at you, looking absolutely incredulous.
"What?"
"I â I ruined your suit â" you say again.
He bursts out laughing.
"I really liked that suit â" you add, weakly.
He scrambles to his feet, still laughing, and as if in emphasis, wipes his hands on the back of his sleek wool pants, before bringing them to rest on your hips as he leans down to kiss you.
"I love you so much," he says.
You start to respond, when suddenly the doors to the meeting room burst open and a group of EMTs rush in. Someone must've called 911. They all descend upon you and the baby, helping you onto a stretcher, examining the baby, and interrogating you with a myriad of questions (including one EMT, a woman, demanding in shock, "You gave birth in those shoes?!")
You lose your husband in the chaos for a moment as you lay down on the stretcher with your daughter still resting on your chest. Panic grips you, and you call out his name. He's suddenly there by your side, your hand in his, looking at you as if you're the only person in the room.
"Don't leave me," you say, feeling uncharacteristically vulnerable.
He kisses the back of your hand fiercely. "Never."
"Hey, hey, Mr. Midwife!" one of the male EMTs says jovially, holding out a pair of scissors to your husband. "You did so well delivering the baby, we thought you might like to cut the cord!"
Your husband smiles brilliantly as he takes the scissors with his free hand. The EMT directs him to cut the cord between two clamps, just an inch or so from her belly button, and with a few quick snips, your daughter's body is separated from your own.
They drape a blanket over you and your baby and wheel you out of the meeting room, past all your shocked colleagues and coworkers, into the elevator and then outside to the ambulance, your husband staying by your side the whole time. Your baby is still mewling and crying, and that same female EMT from earlier suggests that maybe she's hungry.
Once in the ambulance, you shrug off your shirt and undo your bra, freeing your breasts, and you bring your daughter up to one dark nipple. She instantly latches on and begins nursing, and you gasp in surprise and joy.
You look up at your husband excitedly, who laughs and kisses the side of your head. Now that the shock has started to wear off, an overwhelming sense of love and protection for your daughter has replaced it. You can barely take your eyes off her, you count her fingers and toes over and over again as she nurses. You smooth her little wisps of hair back, the same color as her father's, as she blinks up at you with eyes that match yours. Your husband traces the curves of her little cheek with his finger, before pushing that same finger against one of her palms, and her tiny hand closes around it.
He kisses you again, his hand stroking through your hair, as he says softly to you, "You were amazing, darling. You were so amazing. I love you so, so much."
You turn to kiss him on the lips. "I love you, too." You tilt your head forward to press against his, closing your eyes. "You were pretty amazing yourself. I can't believe you delivered our baby."
"Hey, I just caught her. You were the one who did all the work."
At the hospital, your daughter is quickly whisked away for tests as you deliver the placenta. The lovely staff were kind enough to lend your husband a set of clean, dry, hospital green scrubs. When your daughter is returned to you, she's all swaddled up, and given a clean bill of health, coming in at 9lbs, 13oz.
"Nine pounds?!" you exclaim as your husband takes her from the nurse.
"And 13 ounces!" the nurse adds, cheerfully. "22 inches long and a head 15 inches around."
"Oh my god," you say quietly, completely stunned. "No wonder that hurt so muchâŚ"
"You can say that again! Can't believe you delivered her with no pain medication!"
Your husband sits down in the rocking chair next to your bed, cradling your daughter close as he starts speaking to her, not paying attention to your exchange with the nurse.
"Hey, sweetheart," he says in a sing-song voice. "Hey, you gave us quite a scare today, showing up when you did."
The nurse checks a few things before leaving you with your new family, insisting you get some sleep.
You lean back against the pillows as you close your eyes, your hands resting on your slightly deflated stomach, listening to your husband speak softly to your daughter. You're exhausted. There are muscles in your body that you didn't even know exist that are already starting to ache. You want to stay awake, to watch your husband interact with his first born child, but you can already feel yourself drifting off. Bits and pieces of their "conversation" filter in as you start to doze, but it's his comment of, "...now that you're here, Mommy is finally gonna take some time off and relaxâŚ" that grabs your attention.
You rouse yourself from sleep as best you can. "Not yet," you say, your words slurring together.
"Hmm? What was that, darling?"
It takes you a moment to respond as you drift in and out of consciousness.
"'m not taking maternity leave yet."
You hear your husband laugh.
"...didn' finishâŚmy quarterly reportsssssâŚ"
"You're kidding, right?"
"...need to finish 'em tomorrowâŚ"
He laughs again, but he sounds much more uncertain this time.
"You'reâŚyou're kidding," he says. When you don't respond, he repeats more insistently, "Darling, you're kidding, right?"
But you don't reply, finally falling into a deep, dreamless sleep.
This was just fun to write. It's pretty much just a continuation of this story. Written by @pregnancyismykink :) Hope you enjoy!
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âLuke, leave your brother alone!â
Leo watched as Luke side stepped Jamie, Jamieâs little legs trying hard to keep up. Luke didnât stop running though, coming straight for Leo and slamming into his legs, making him grunt.
âPapa look! I got the ball!â
Leo reached down, lifting Luke up into his arms and wrapping his little legs around his waist. It was getting more complicated now to pick up the kids. His belly was bigger this time around, only 5 months pregnant and yet he looked like 7 months when he compared his pictures from his last pregnancies.
âYou need to share with your brother, Luke. Heâs too small to play like you do.â
Leo took the ball from his hands and tossed it back to Jamie, watching him toddle after it with a toothy grin.
Luke squirms and whines, wanting down and Leo lets him, not willing to fight him on this right now.
Jason comes out onto the porch soon after Luke takes off into the yard again. He wraps an arm around Leoâs waist, pulling him in for a kiss, putting a large hand on Leoâs belly.
âHowâs everyone doing?â
Leo scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest but still leaned into Jasonâs side. âMy bladder is a punching bag, my back hurts constantly, and my feet are swollen. Luke doesnât know how to share, and Jamie thinks everything is rainbows and kittens. He didnât even cry when Luke took his ball.â
Jason laughed softly, turning to face Leo, wrapping his arms around Leoâs waist. âWe can put them to bed early tonight. Luke has been playing all day, heâll just pass out.â
Leo leans into Jasonâs arms, his belly pressing up against Jasonâs. âMaybe we should. A nice quiet night would be heavenly.â
Jasonâs smile turns heated and heat pools in Leoâs gut, making him flush.
âI can give you a massage, with that new body oil you bought. Or we can take a hot bath together.â Jason looks like he could go for those now, but Leo pats his chest.
âOr we can do both? I could really use both. Later.â
Jason grins, leaning in for another kiss, Leoâs belly making it difficult but not impossible.
âBoth it is then. I say we put them down around 8 and see how it goes.â
Leo agreed, turning back to where the kids were now digging holes in the yard and sighed, keeping an arm wrapped around Jasonâs waist.
âTheyâre gonna need baths tonight.â
Jason, wrapped his arm around Leoâs shoulders, absently running his thumb in circles down Leoâs arm. âThey always need baths.â
Leo hummed softly, comfortable now with Jason standing here with him.
Luke grabbed a clump of dirt and tossed it over his head, laughing as it rained down on top of him. And of course Jamie always follows his big brotherâs lead, doing the same thing and giggling.
Leo sighs, rubbing a hand over the side of his belly. He wasnât sure theyâd get the night they wanted.
 ***
At 8:30, the kids were finally fed, bathed, and tucked in, out like a light. Luke passed out the second his head hit the pillow but Jamie fought it as hard as he could. He ended up falling asleep on Jasonâs chest on the couch, his fist still in his mouth.
Leo sat on the edge of the bed as Jason came in, running a hand through his hair as he closed the door behind him. Leo had watched everything on the baby monitors and smiled sympathetically.
âRough night?â
Jason snorted, moving closer to the bed and plopping down on his side. âYou could say that. Did you know that Jamie is now super into talking about bugs?â
Leo rolled his eyes, a small smile on his face as he shifts a little to look over at Jason.
âHe mustâve been listening when I was telling Luke about the bugs he caught in his bug box.â
Jason rolls over onto his side, reaching across the bed to pull Leo closer, wrapping his arm over Leoâs thighs.
âI swear heâs going to be the smartest kid. I found him trying to read one of your books the other day.â
Leo hums, running his fingers through Jasonâs hair, loving the simple downtime they didnât get so often anymore.
âLuke is gonna be a football star like his daddy. What age do they let kids start playing sports?â
Jason hummed, thinking. âIâm pretty sure they can start football at 5. Tee ball too. Not sure about basketball or soccer.â
Leo paused his fingers, looking down with a smile. âYou want him to do all of that?â
Jason shrugs, as much as he can the way heâs wrapped around Leo. âWouldnât hurt to try. He might actually enjoy one of them.â
âIâm sure he will,â Leo says, resuming his massage of Jasonâs head.
Jasonâs eyes flutter and Leo smiles softly. âToo tired for that bath tonight?â
Jasonâs head whips up and his eyes open wide, shaking his head hurriedly. âNope, not too tired for that. Iâll go get it ready for us,â he said quickly, planting a kiss on Leoâs lips before bouncing off the bed and into the bathroom.
Leo couldnât help but chuckle. Jason was more of a dork than heâd admit.
The bath turns on and Leo sighs, moving his legs over the edge of the bed. When theyâd moved into the new house, theyâd opted for carpet in the bedrooms but wood floors everywhere else, and he was glad for that now as his bare feet reached the carpeted floor. He didnât like to be cold.
He pushes himself up, one hand under his belly and the other on the bed until he feels stable enough. Jason comes out soon after, already stripped down.
âI wouldâve helped you up you know.â Jason comes over, wrapping an arm around Leoâs waist.
Leo rolled his eyes but accepted the help with a smile. âIâm pregnant, not helpless.â
âSo you say.â
Leo scoffed, slapping Jasonâs arm and Jason laughed, leading Leo over to the bathtub full of bubbles and rose petals.
Leo raises a brow, looking over his shoulder at Jason who just shrugs. âWe havenât done this in a while,â was his only explanation. Leo wasnât going to complain.
Jasonâs hands came up around his middle and Leo smiled to himself, feeling Jasonâs hands at the hem of his shirt, pulling it up and over his head. Leo didnât bother arguing as Jason knelt down next, his hands on the waistband of Leoâs pants. Leo leaned forward, putting his hands on Jasonâs shoulders as he pulled his pants down, stepping out of the legs one at a time.
Naked and relaxed, Leo takes Jasonâs hand as he steps into the tub, waiting for Jason to step in behind him. Jason sits first, and then he helps Leoâs heavy form sit carefully into the tub, keeping the water from sloshing over the edge.
The heated water eases his back ache almost immediately and he sighs, leaning back into Jasonâs chest.
âThis is perfect.â
Jason hums in agreement, his hands moving to rub small soothing circles over the sides of Leoâs belly. The top of it peeked out through the bubbles and Leo smiles down at it, rubbing the bubbles over the stretched skin.
âI have an appointment next week. They want to do another ultrasound.â
Jason hums again, leaning forward to rest his chin on Leoâs shoulder, absently running his hands over Leoâs belly.
âThe doctor says Iâm larger than I should be at this stage. They donât think itâs twins, but they want to do another ultrasound to make sure.â
Jasonâs fingers pause and he leans to the side, looking at Leo. âWhat do you think?â
Leo shrugged, lifting a hand and letting the water and bubbles drip from his fingers. âI donât know. I think weâre having twins and theyâre just hiding from the camera. Iâve read stories of other omegas having that happen.â
Jason moves back to resting his chin on Leoâs shoulder, his hands going back to Leoâs belly. âHow do you feel about that?â
Leo sighs, leaning his head back against Jason. âIt wasnât the plan, but Iâm not upset about it. We wanted more kids anyways.â
Jason nods, his hands moving up to the top of Leoâs belly and then up to his chest, massaging soap over his puffy nipples.
âMy momâs excited for more grandkids. I think she doesnât even care about me anymore.â
Leo snorts, his hands coming up to cover Jasonâs. âYour mom spoils them absolutely rotten. Your dad too. Luke is already asking when heâll get to go on another fishing trip.â
âOnly because dad bought him a 100lbs of candy and then just dropped him off before the sugar rush could kick in.â
Leo laughs, remembering the absolute nightmare it had been to deal with not only the sugar induced tornado of a child, but also the tummy ache he had the day after.
âMaybe next time, we ask him not to do that.â
Jason shook his head, smiling softly as he moved his hands up and down over Leoâs chest. âGood luck with that. Dad is a stubborn man.â
Leo smirks. âSo are you. You must take after him.â
âI wonât deny that.â
Leo chuckles and Jasonâs answering chuckle rumbles through Leoâs back, making him relax even more.
They sit in comfortable silence for a bit, just running their hands over each other until Leo interrupts it.
âMy mom said she wants to be present for the next birth,â he says, switching lanes now. He hadnât really known how to bring this up but he didnât think Jason would care.
 Jason hums, his hands rubbing distracting circles over Leoâs inner thighs.
âThatâs up to you. She can stay in the guest room if she wants. Youâve never exactly been good at sticking to your due date though.â
Leo sighs, spreading his legs a little, urging Jason on. âItâs not my fault our kids were eager beavers. Luke was only two days before his due date anyway.â
âYeah, but Jamie was two weeks early.â
Leo had to admit Jason had a point. âWhatever. Mom can stay in the guest room for as long as she wants. Sheâs only 2 hours away.â
Jason kept running his fingers over the insides of Leoâs thighs, driving him a little crazy and he closed them, trapping Jasonâs fingers there.
âEither do something with those fingers or stop,â Leo said.
Jason paused but smirked, moving a hand up to palm over Leoâs aching cock.
âWhatever you want, dearest,â Jason teases, and Leo groans, dropping his head back. Heâs been so sensitive recently. Which, he supposes he should expect by now considering it always seems to happen at this point in his pregnancies.
Jasonâs hand wraps around the small member and Leoâs mouth opens on a silent gasp, his thighs squeezing together.
It only takes a few small jerks and Leo comes hard, clouding up the soapy water with his small spurts of cum. It was nothing compared to the buckets of cum Jason produced, but he didnât care.
âLetâs get out of here. I still want that massage you promised.â
Jason chuckles, kissing up the back of Leoâs neck before standing, his cock half hard between his legs. He ignores it in favor of grabbing a towel off the hook, wiping his legs and chest down before wrapping it around his waist.
Leo just leans back and watches, enjoying the view.
âThe gym should be paying you to work out there. Itâs clear you donât need it anymore.â
Jason smirks, looking down at his stomach. They werenât the chiseled abs heâd had in high school, or the meatier abs heâd had in college, but they were still defined. A comfortable pillow for Leoâs head.
âMaybe you should join me one day. I want to show off my beautiful husband.â
Leo scoffed, accepting the help up and out of the tub. Soap and water dripped off of him as Jason grabbed another towel, using it to dry him.
The water had been holding a lot of his weight and now his back was beginning to ache again, arching slightly as he watched Jason dry him off.
âThe only reason youâll find me in a gym is to take you out of it.â
Jason laughs, wrapping the towel around Leoâs waist, under his heavy belly. âI knew that when we started dating.â
Leo waddles carefully into the bedroom, Jason right behind him. âLeave me alone. You know Iâm not into that stuff.â
Jason nods, a smile still on his face. âI know I know. Iâm not trying to make you feel bad.â
Leo unwrapped his towel, dropping it to the floor before hoisting himself back into the bed. Jason makes sure Leo is settled before dropping his own towel, wiping himself off one more time before tossing it on the floor next to Leoâs and then climbing onto the bed.
He grabs the bottle of oil from their bedside table and reads the ingredients, raising a brow at the lavender and rose combination.
âThatâs new. I thought you didnât like rose scented stuff?â
Leo pulls himself back against the pillows, sitting back against them and letting his belly rest between his legs. âIt wasnât as bad mixed with the lavender.â
Jason uncaps the bottle, taking a whiff and hums. âYouâre right. This is nice.â
Leo rubs his hands over his belly. âGood, because youâre about to rub it all over my body.â
Jason gets the hint and squirts some into his hand, capping the bottle and putting it off to the side as he rubs his hands together, the gentle soothing scent of the lavender filling the room. It smelled divine.
He started at Leoâs feet, massaging carefully and meticulously, paying attention to certain parts that made Leo groan a little more. And then he worked his way up Leoâs ankles, his calves, his thighs, and up over his belly.
The oil slid easily over Leoâs belly, dripping down over the sides of it. Jason took his time there, rubbing over each stretch mark, taking care not to miss a single inch of skin. Leo felt a kick against his side and Jason smiled wide, his hand resting over the spot.
âYour kids are always active, arenât they.â
Leo huffs, looking down tiredly at Jason. âThey get it from you.â
Jason doesnât bother denying that. âYou still married me anyway.â
Leo hummed, letting his head fall back against the pillows. âTerrible idea.â
Jason just continued running his hands over Leoâs body, massaging and digging into the parts Leo always complained about. By the time Jason was done, Leo was out, snoring softly.
Jason smiled fondly at his husband, his mate, his everything.
âGoodnight,â he whispered softly, pulling the blanket up over the both of them and wrapping an arm around Leoâs middle, falling asleep soon after.
 **
 Jason was too busy grumbling about the crowds to notice Leo had paused, a hand on his lower back. Jamie was currently riding on Jasonâs shoulders, happy as a clam with Luke holding onto Jasonâs hand.
Leoâs idiotic idea to come to Disney when he was only a month away from his due date was just that. Idiotic.
Luke shouts at Jason to stop and Jason turns, looking back to Leo with a concerned look on his face.
âYou okay?â
Leo nodded, holding onto his back with both hands, his belly protruding far in front of him.
âYeah, just needed to rest for a second. We can keep going.â
Jason didnât look like he believed him for a second. âLetâs go sit down for a bit. Get some water and snacks for the kids.â
Leo couldnât even argue. That sounded marvelous.
They made their way over to a large restaurant, walking around the sitting area until they found a table big enough. Leo sat heavily, unable to keep the small groan from his lips at the relief on his ankles.
Jason settled the kids into chairs, giving them their toys and then knelt in front of Leo, brow furrowed. âDo we need to leave? I donât want another repeat of Lukeâs birth. Especially not with the twins.â
Leo shook his head, breathing heavily from the walk over here. âIâm okay, just tired. Iâll let you know if it gets to be too bad.â
Jason once again looked like he didnât believe him, but he thankfully let it drop and moved back to the kids, asking them what they wanted to eat. Both wanted chicken fingers and Leo groaned. That was all theyâd eaten the past two days.
âDonât you want some fruit or mac n cheese? How about a burger?â
Luke shook his head, not even looking at Leo. âChicken!â
Jamie, following his brotherâs lead, threw a hand in the air. âChicken!â
Leo sighed, but Jason pats his back. âItâs ok. Weâll get them something different when we leave tomorrow.â
Leo nods, watching Jason disappear towards the long line of people waiting to order. He spread his legs a little, letting his belly rest on his thighs, rubbing his hands over the aching pain on his side as he watched the boys play with their action figures.
Neither had even seen Star Wars but they still wanted the toys. It had irked Jason a little more than Leo thought it would.
He smiles fondly as the boys slam their figures together, making booming noises and then sending the figures sliding over the table. Jamie laughs and Luke does it again, a smile on his face too. They fought like thieves most days, but Luke was still a good brother. Took good care of Jamie.
Another sharp pain lances through Leoâs side and he hisses, bringing a hand up to his side. The babes had been much more active than usual today, kicking and prodding his lungs, ribs and bladder. Heâd already had to make several potty breaks.
Another kick to his bladder and Leo groaned, feeling the pressure there starting to increase. Heâd need to go soon. Very soon.
Jason appears around the corner and Leo breathes a sigh of relief, not really wanting to wet his pants in front of all of these people.
âI need to use the restroom. Iâll be right back.â
Jason nods, busying himself with passing out food to the kids, breaking their chicken fingers up so theyâll cool off faster. Leo takes care of himself, bracing his hands on the edge of the table and lifting himself, groaning at the shift of his weight once again back on his ankles.
He brushes a hand over Jasonâs shoulders as he starts walking, using the handrails to get up the stairs and start walking towards the bathroom. Heâs only about halfway there when he feels wetness in his pants. It spreads, warm and thick over his thighs.
Fuck. That wasnât pee.
He looked around frantically, a hand tucked under his belly, so very thankful heâd decided to wear black pants today.
A young woman, no older than twenty, stops in front of him, her face kind as she asks, âIs everything ok?â
She puts a hand on Leoâs shoulder and he shakes his head, smiling and embarrassed. âI think my waters just broke.â
Her eyes grow wide, glancing down at his belly and then back up to his face, seemingly checking to make sure heâs not joking. Leo nods, grimacing at the feeling of his waters dripping down his legs.
She looks around, seeing a chair not too far away. âWhy donât you sit? Are you here by yourself?â
Leo follows her lead, thankful to be getting off his feet once more and shakes his head, sitting with a huff on the chair. âMy husband is here with my other two kids. Theyâre right over there,â he says, pointing to where he can just see Jasonâs head over the walls.
She nods, patting Leoâs shoulder. âLet me go get him for you.â
Leo nods his thanks, spreading his legs to accommodate the pressure suddenly increasing between his legs. It was far too early. He should still have a month!
Thereâs a commotion and he looks up, seeing Jason hurrying over. Leoâs eyes widen, looking behind him.
âWhere are the kids?â
Jason rolls his eyes, kneeling in front of him. âWith Eva, the girl who told me you were over here. Whatâs going on?â
Leo didnât like the idea of his kids being with someone he didnât know, but he couldnât exactly blame Jason. âMy waters broke. We need to go.â
Jason, unfortunately used to the shitty timing by now, nods and stands, helping Leo to his feet. The pressure is so much worse when standing and he has to widen his stance.
âLet me get them in the stroller and then we can go.â
Leo just nods, following at a much slower pace as Jason hurries back to the kids. By the time he gets there, the kids are strapped in. Luke is looking back and forth between Leo and Jason, Jamie is screaming, and Jason looks like heâs going to have a stroke.
âI told you this trip was a bad idea,â Jason grumbles, pushing the stroller up next to Leo, letting him grab the handle.
Leo wants to argue, but heâs too busy trying to focus on moving his feet. âSave the âI told you soâsâ for later please.â
Jason, despite the frustration on his face, frowns with worry. No matter how many times they did this, Jason would always be a worry wart.
Jamie is still screaming by the time they get out of the restaurant, his little face bright red and Jason groans, taking him out of the seat and putting him on his hip. Leo tries to keep a brave face on, reaching over to Jamie and patting his back.
âIâm sorry buddy, but Papa needs to go. Weâll have to come back another time.â
Jamie sniffles and wriggles out of Jasonâs grip, reaching for Leo. He knows he shouldnât, but he reaches for him anyway, settling him onto his hip. Jason puts a hand on the small of Leoâs back and pushes the stroller with the other hand.
Luke, too smart for his age, reaches up and puts a hand on Leoâs clenched fist. âItâs okay Papa.â
Leo wants to cry at the genuine feelings on Lukeâs face, but he keeps them back, holding onto Jamieâs smaller body. Jamieâs head tucked into his shoulder and he smiled, missing getting to cuddle with his babies.
The trek back to the front of the park is slow going, especially with Leo needing to stop every few minutes as contractions flood through him. Heâs progressing faster than usual and heâs starting to think they might not even make it out of the park.
âJason, mmfh, the babyâs coming. I can feel it.â
Jasonâs eyes widen in fear and he looks around, searching for something.
âThe exit is right there. Can you at least make it out of the park?â
Leo groaned softly, bending his knees a little to relieve the intense pressure. âI think so. But we need to hurry.â
Jason nods, taking Jamie from his arms and putting him back in the stroller. By whatever miracle, Jamie stays quiet this time, letting them move a little faster.
Leo keeps both hands clenched around the stroller handle, focusing on each step, one step at a time. One step, two stepsâŚhe watched as the exit got closer and closer, the pressure almost unbearable now.
âAlmost there,â Jason encourages, his hand on the small of Leoâs back as a small pressure.
A few more steps, another contraction cramps through his middle and he gasps, pausing to sway his hips side to side, waiting for the pain to subside. As soon as it does, theyâre moving again and with a few more steps, theyâre out.
âI can make it,â Leo says, knowing they still had to take the monorail to the transportation center. Jason nods, believing him and leading him towards the hill.
The hill is hell. The increase in elevation, the extra work to push the stroller, Leo can hardly stand it. By the time they get to the top, heâs gasping, unable to keep the pain off his face.
âDaddy whatâs wrong with Papa?â
Jason ignores Lukeâs question, rubbing a hand over Leoâs back as he groans through another contraction. They were so close together.
âWe shouldâve asked for an ambulance. Or at least a wheelchair,â
Leo shakes his head, feeling slight relief as the contraction ends. âYou couldnât have pushed both. And we donât need that. I can do this.â
Jason wanted to strangle him. âI know you can do this, but it doesnât mean I like seeing it happen. Iâm starting to think youâre doing this to me on purpose.â
Leo huffs, resting his forehead on his arms and swaying his hips back and forth, the line far too long for his liking. âI promise Iâm not.â
His stomach contracts hard and he gives in a little, bending his knees slightly and pushing, just enough to relieve the pressure. But he feels the heavy weight moving already, so much closer than heâd thought.
The line starts moving and he groans, walking forward once more, the weight between his legs so much worse than it had been before. The crowd moves forward, pushing them into a cart full of other people and Leo grabs a pole.
A man, much older and with a kind face stands up and offers his seat to Leo, completely unwilling to accept Leoâs feeble attempt at arguing. Leo sits down with a groan, resting his head on the window as the doors close. He feels his stomach tightening again and he pushes, unable to hold back.
This time really was a lot faster. He could already feel himself starting to stretch around the babyâs head. He let out a small groan, ignoring the looks from the other people in the car and lifted a leg, feeling his hips getting wider. He grips the pole in front of him, looking at Jasonâs frightened face, and then pushes again.
People murmur and gasp as they watch the bulge in his leggings grow larger, his babyâs head pressing up against the tight fabric.
The young woman next to him stands, a hand over her mouth at the sight but Leo canât even bring himself to care that heâs in public. His baby was coming out now.
âJason,â he groaned, reaching for Jason. He moved closer, people shifting to watch as Leo labored, pushing hard. The monorail slows to a stop and Leo gasps. He canât move, canât stop pushing, gripping Jasonâs hand harder than ever as the babyâs head stretched him further and further, straining against the tight black fabric.
Whispers started and Leo cried out, pushing hard and jerking his hips as the babyâs head was suddenly out, bulging out from his pants.
Leo sobbed, resting his head against the window again, barely lucid enough to lift his hips for Jason to pull his pants down. Blood and slick flooded out of him, his babyâs head dangling between his legs.
âI canât believe this is happening again,â Jason murmured, his hands gentle as he checked around the babyâs neck for the cord. Leo just shook his head, starting to think heâs cursed to never have a planned birth.
A cast member comes into the car with a walkie talkie in hand, his face pale. âThe paramedics are on the way. They said to just let you do what you need until they get here.â
Leo groans, the manâs face paling even further. âI donât need them.â
The man looks so lost, scratching his head. âIâm sorry sir, itâs company policy. Itâs a liability.â
Leo couldnât answer, feeling another band tighten around his belly, shifting down. He puts his chin to his chest, his grip on the handle tighter as he pushes, Jasonâs hands ready to catch their third baby. Leoâs mom would be so disappointed to know she missed another one.
âYouâre doing great baby. One more push.â
Leo nodded, baring down again. Jason pulls at the same time and with a splash of fluids their baby is out, a tiny screaming little girl.
The crowd cheers, watching from behind the gates, and Leo wants to bury himself into a hole and never come out.
âThe baby is out,â the man reports, looking relieved but still like he might faint.
Jason places the squirmy baby on top of Leoâs belly, frowning. âHeâs having twins though.â
Leo doesnât even register the shock going through the crowd as another contraction takes over. He reaches for the pole again, holding fast as he gave another push, feeling the baby shifting lower, the way already loose from their first.
Thereâs a commotion outside the door and suddenly two paramedics are there, a med kit in their hands.
âHi there,â the first one says, an older woman. She smiles down at Leo, assessing the situation as she puts on some gloves. âLooks like youâve had a little girl. My partner here will take care of her.â
The man in question steps closer, his own hands gloved.
Leo doesnât really want to pass her over but he does, mostly because he feels another contraction coming.
Jason puts a hand on Leoâs calf, squeezing as he watches helplessly.
âHow far along were you,â the woman asks, pushing a gloved hand between his legs as he felt himself stretching again.
â32 weeks,â he gasps out, his head falling back against the window as he lets go of another push.
She gives a low whistle, her fingers probing around his hole. âHell of a place to be spending your last few weeks.â
Leo steadfastly ignored the pointed look Jason threw in his direction.
He grunted again, pushing into her fingers as his hole spread open, revealing another head of hair.
âAre they yours too?â She asks, pointing to the stroller where Luke and Jamie were watching with wide, horrified eyes. Leo grimaced, nodding.
âAt least itâs not your first time,â she said kindly, moving to look between his legs. Her partner hands her a towel and she places it under his hole, doing whatever he needed.
Leo grabs the back of the chair, spreading his legs as much as he can, and bares down, a long groan coming out of him at the stretch.
Heâs not paying attention as the paramedic takes a pair of scissors to his pants, getting rid of that obstacle, and heâs grateful. He moves one foot to Jasonâs thigh, pushing against it as he groans again, his body working against him.
The woman presses her fingers to his hole again, encouraging him and he listens, pushing into it. He pushes hard, takes a breath, and pushes again, just like he did all the other times.
It took longer, but on one bigger push, he feels himself stretch wider, wider and wider, the babes nose pushing past the tight skin and then the whole head, leaving him gasping for breath.
âAhhh there they are, great job Papa.â Her words are nice but Leo would much prefer Jason.
She checks for the cord, satisfied, and then letâs Leo work through the next few contractions. He grunts, groans, gasps and then heâs crying out as his 4th baby, another girl comes out, leaving him exhausted and sore.
Jason happily accepts the offer to cut the cord, Leo taking the brief respite to take a breather, and then heâs being moved onto a stretcher.
The crowd gathered watches in awe and amazement as heâs wheeled out, his two babies tucked into his arms as Jason follows with the stroller. Itâs not exactly the way heâd planned it, but he was starting to think it didnât matter. He loved his little ones anyway.
 **
 Having twins was a whole different ball game. Exhaustion wasnât even close to describing what Leo and Jason were dealing with.
Leo was incredibly thankful for his mom, and mother-in-law. For the past month and a half theyâd been alternating helping out at the house and taking Luke and Jamie whenever they needed a break.
Jason was at his whitâs end, his face haggard and unshaven, bags under his eyes matching Leoâs. But despite all of that, despite the sheer lack of sleep they were getting, Leo loved it. Getting to know Annie and Eliseâs personalities over the last month was a blessing.
Even though theyâd been born early, they were both healthy enough to come home after a week in the hospital, and ever since then it has been learning curve after learning curve.
Jason walks quietly into the nursery, Anna sleeping soundly on his shoulder, and Leo smiles up at him, careful not to dislodge the bottle from Eliseâs lips.
âSheâs finally out. Why donât you get a nap?â
Jason shook his head, ever so carefully placing her into her crib, waiting a few more seconds to make sure she stays awake, before letting out a relieved breath. âIâm oddly not even tired enough for that. I think my body has caught on.â
Leo huffs a laugh at that, the bags under Jasonâs eyes evidence against that statement.
âThen you can trade me. I could use a 5 year nap right about now.â
Jason smirks. âIâll take her. Go lay down.â
Leo had been joking, sort of, but he didnât hesitate to pass Elise over to Jason. Jason cooed softly down at her and Leoâs face softened at the scene. He stood up with a groan, his body still sore even after a month, and kissed Jasonâs cheek.
426-8. Request: Imagine a city where birth is something that you do very casually. Woman are going on about their day with heads crowning or dangling out and visible under the skirt. Some woman stop randomly on the sidewalk and finish giving birth in public.
By: fappinreborn / fappintobirth
You are a single and heavily pregnant woman with a pregnancy and birth fetish who decided to take your maternity leave and went on a trip to Crownington to give birth there.
The small but bustling city have some of your typical tourist attractions spots, but the real treat, and the reason that the city has been on the growing rapidly, was the cityâs laws, culture, and relationship with pregnancy and birth. Within the city, you are allowed and even encouraged to give birth anywhere you want. itâs even encouraged to do so via cash subsidies by the government if you give birth in Crownington, which also applies for any tourist visiting. While a minority of women still decided to give birth privately or in the hospital (usually due to medical issues), most women decided to do it out in the open. The prospect was too good to pass up, you visit there when you are 38 weeks pregnant and stayed there until you give birth
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What if giving birth was as typical as using the bathroom. Like âExcuse me a minute, Iâve really gotta go give birthâ or âI hope thereâs a delivery room close by, or Iâm gonna drop this kid right here!â âŚThat would be silly I think. But also hot
Like I'm imagining a heavily pregnant ghost who's been stuck at full term and realizes the only way they can give birth is by possessing someone...
As soon as it enters you you're rapidly growing into a 9-month belly, bursting out of whatever clothes you were wearing, skin red and stretched taught as you continue to swell and round out too fast for your body to handle. You start to feel movement, a few kicks, and your hand flies to touch it- of its own accord. You suddenly realize you can't move yourself, and you hear a voice in your head-
"Sorry about this..."
Then your water breaks, ans you're both screaming in tandem as you start birthing this baby out of nowhere.
Please elaborate on the midwife polycule post because đłđłđłđłđł
okay so in my mind, the midwife is sort of fresh out of training and she's just so taken with this radiant, beautiful couple who got pregnant together and they quickly become her favorite patients. she loves when they come in for checkups; she winds up giving them her personal phone number and she talks them through every little flutter or growing pain or concern and they just become so unbelievably smitten with her as well because she's always there for them and she cares so much and it's so sweet and endearing.
she's already at their house for dinner when mom number 1 goes into labor; they laugh and joke about how it was meant to be, and since things are moving slowly, the three of them just relax and chill and keep things casual. eventually the midwife suggests some nip stim and clit stim to move things along, but she finds herself unable to look away or leave the room to give them privacy. watching how intimate the couple is together, watching them pleasure each other and enjoy their birth- she can't help but encourage them.
"open up, honey," she coos, watching with hungry eyes as the laboring woman is brought to orgasm by her wife's fingers on her clit and her lips on her nipples. "open for your wife, for us. for this beautiful baby."
the three of them settle in the bedroom; the laboring mom leans against her wife in bed, mindful of her own gravid belly, their second child due to be born any day, and the midwife kneels behind her, providing joint counter pressure to her perineum as her wife does the same.
there's a prominent bulge between her thighs, and the other two women share a look of glee as they realize how close they are.
"mmmm, ooooh. n-need to push."
the excitement in the room becomes palpable when those words are uttered, and the midwife wants to cry with joy as she says: "push, sweetheart, let's see this baby."
an agonizing hour passes, one filled with screams and grunts and primal, intimate things that can only be attributed to sex and birth, before finally a very large, chunky little girl is born into the world with a gush of fluid.
"let's go to your mama," the midwife whispers, voice thick with emotion. "she's waiting to meet you."
"or," the couple start to say in unison, "maybe she already has."
âEasy,â I murmur, âeasy.â I show her what a deep breath looks like, trying to steady her growing panic. Her body shakes, her blue eyes wide, sweat glistens across her forehead. I rub my thumb against her knuckles, her hand gripping mine like life depends on it.
âIt hurts,â she whimpers, eyes closing with a hard wince. My other hand closes around her jaw and I softly blow hair into her face to cool her down.
âI've got you, darling.â
She shakes her head in refusal, a cry bubbling up her throat, âoh. Oh.â
âTension isn't helping our baby, please relax.â She gives me a look that makes me want to bury myself alive to recover from it. A hopeless scared gaze that makes me want to claw out my eyes on top of being five feet underground.
âHelp me,â she whines, âget him out of me.â
I flash a look at the royal healers around me, their eyes mildly impatient. I give them a cold stern look that has them shifting into action to avoid my ire.
âI'm still convinced it's a little girl,â I smile, brushing her hair that's matted onto her forehead.
âThere's nothing little about her then,â she groans and shifts away from me, her body locking up, âno, not again,â she cries and her fingernails dig into me. I have several of these wounds now but I can't even register it with the way I've been watching her so intently.
âBreathe,â I remind her quickly, âbreath in and out. Relax your jaw.â
Her teeth are bared to the world, the entirety of her rigid, airless.
âBreathe,â I bark, my worry crawling up my mouth.
She does but the sound that leaves with it is enough to drive me over an edge. My hand leaves her face and falls onto the swell of her stomach, bare to the room, our child begging to escape it. A blanket covers her lower half and I'm tempted to tear it away to see if there is progress. A healer beats me to it, bending my wifeâs knee up and opening her legs like a butterfly, blanket falling away.
âThat's the sound we were waiting for, your majesty,â the midwife coos gently. âYouâre ready to start pushing. Itâll all be over soon.â
Terror strikes me like a hard fist to the jaw and I sit there in stunned silence. My wife on the other hand starts a tantrum, limps a chaos as she tries to leave the bed. None of us expect this but with her so bloated, she barely makes it before I'm holding her still, pinning to the mattress. Her eyes are crazed and dazed with pain and anger.
âI am not pushing,â she hisses at me as if I was the one who suggested it.
âAre you saying that because you're afraid of the pain or because you don't think you can do it?â I challenge, raising an eyebrow. I dare to let my hand travel down between her legs, my fingers breaching the now expanded opening. I almost groan, âdarling,â my head slumps towards her with near relief, âyou are so close.â I feel the spot of thin hair, the curvature of a babyâs head. Our child.
âGet your fingers out of me,â she groans, whimpering.
âFirst I've heard that one,â I smirk. She flashes me a warning look that I eat up.
She again seems to be primed with a retort when both hands furiously find the bottom sheet. Giving my hand, wrist, and arm a break from her piercing touch. A terrified little yelp breaks from her mouth and one leg loses grip on the bedding and kicks out.
âOh please,â she heartbreakingly pleads. So unlike my vicious wife. âMake it stop.â
I instinctively brush my knuckles to her cheek, my other hand resting low on her stomach. âYou need to push, darling,â I press on her skin, âand hard. You're going to be just fine if you do that.â
She says something incoherent, a blubbering mess of raw emotion, exhaustion, and pain. Still she does what we all hoped, pushed. Her face tight with determination, chin to her chest, the sound of an animal in full heat coming out of her. She's never looked so beautiful.
âThat's it,â I encourage softly and twist, getting a cold cloth for her forehead and neck. She relaxes instantly, tears streaming down her face.
âI can't do this,â she says, voice breaking.
âOf course you can,â I say softly.
She shakes her head in defiance of my words. Head tipping back against the pile of pillows behind her. My wife shrieks, her body shaking violently. âNo, please, no,â she begs.
âIt comes, your majesty, push,â the healer beckons.
My focus waivers between how vulnerable and how strong my wife is in this moment that I too am breathless for a spell before I am smiling, staring down at the peek of dark hair.
âI see her, darling, push oh please push.â Our âpleaseâ is so contrasting that I laugh. She follows my suggestion and cries out again, this time her hand finding my forearm and holding tight. She looks at me, a face full of unabashed fear and loathing, âyou did this to me.â
I still can't wipe the joy from my face so my, âI know,â comes out manic.
She whimpers, tears cascading down her face and mingling with sweat. She swears colorfully. That head of dark hair moves forward and now holds her folds open and taut. She's screaming loud enough to break the windows and I'm there, holding her head against mine, getting closer and closer. âShh, it's almost over, you're doing so well.â
âSmall pushes now, blow out, stretch wide,â the healer mimics the breathing she wants to achieve but my wife just lets out the most pathetic of whimpers.
âHurts,â she mumbles.
âYou're amazing. I'm so impressed,â my lips brush into her sweaty hair.
âDon't say that like you're surprised,â she huffs at me.
I chuckle, leaning back to take in her burning blue eyes. âI'm not surprised.â
âJust a few more pushes,â the healer coaxs.
I watch the head pop out with a bit of liquid and a shrill cry from my partner, who now pants wildly, eyes lidded with weariness. âPull it out,â she demands, narrowing her gaze to menacing.
âYou'll push in a minute here,â the healer amends for her.
âJust take it out,â she begs and then groans deeply, eyes closing quickly, âohhh noooâ I watch in fascination as the baby starts to rotate slowly.
âHold on, dearie,â the healer tugs the cord up and over our childâs head eliminating a threat against its life already. âOpen these legs wider for me, there you go. Push, push, push.â
Thankfully my wife follows her orders. Her face bright red, and voice raising as more and more of the child emerges. Unceremoniously the screaming is replaced by the baby who now flails around in her mother's arms. Her. Our daughter. My wife and I lock eyes, her face split with adorable shock as if she hadn't just gone through all the work to make this happen. I slump towards them both, my adrenaline wearing off and I'm realizing my own hand has left crescent moons into my flesh from concern. I relax my body and take a deep breath.
âThank gods,â I murmured to no one in particular. I look up timidly to my wife who wipes our baby with a towel and scrunches her entire chin towards her neck to get a better look at the purple screeching face. Our daughter finally has a lapse in annoyance and her eyes open, stormy gray eyes forming a perfect mirror to gaze into. My wife drops back, a lifeless laugh forcing out of her, âall that only for her to look like you.â She sounds both bitter and proud.
I grin, âshe will no doubt be a stunner like me then.â
She huffs loudly but matches my smile, content with such a notion.
Imagine birthing trying to close her legs and wailing as it keeps being pried open by the massive head of her baby
constantly thinking about this because its so good in so many different situations
a car birth where she sits curled over her belly, ankles crossed and trembling thighs pressed tightly together, teeth sunk deep into her bottom lip as she fights the urge to cry out, too scared to do anything that might ease the head down any further; one little moan, one gasp, and the crown begins to part her lips, forcing her to bring her hands down to hold her thighs together as her partner reassures her that they're nearly to the hospital ("just breathe, baby, breathe")
a public birth where she sits in a cafĂŠ or a restaurant with one leg crossed tightly over the other, the hem of her fluid soaked skirt bunched up around her thighs as she rocks back and forth in her chair, moaning loudly as one contraction bleeds into the next and her partner frantically tells her to breathe and that help is coming
(but not nearly as quickly as the head, which has fully crowned into her underwear, and certainly not in time: "too- hnnnng- late, its almost out!")
an extremely rapid unassisted home birth where she lays on her side, sobbing into a pillow as she clenches her thighs together, wailing that she has to push and that the head is coming but that she can't do it alone and that she needs her midwifeâshe never ends up having to push or even move; the head barrels through her birth canal and emerges to a full crown in under a minute, and she screams as her thighs part just enough for the rest of the head and the body to slither out in a gush of fluid
an erotic birth where she lays propped up by pillows with her ankles and legs bound with silk ties, screaming in pain and ecstasy as the head crowns as far as it can before the pressure of the bindings force it to slip back inside her hole, creating a delicious wave of pressure that brings her to orgasm each time ("f-feels... nnng, so full, oooh, i-its coming, here it comes!")
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Airport Surprise
(Here is a new story I wrote while on my last vacation. I would also be down to rp something like this if anyone is interested! TW: Vomit, graphic birth
Something was strange in a way I couldn't explain. I took a breath as I shoved my luggage into the overhead bin, then sat down in my plane seat next to the window. I closed my eyes, put my headphones in, and tried to relax. After a crazy weekend with friends, all I really needed was a relaxing flight and to get home so I could sleep. I closed my eyes, letting the gentle rocking of the airplane lull me to sleep.
I woke up with a start as turbulence shook the cabin. The seatbelt sign chimed overhead, and I groaned, still half asleep. The plane dipped, and I felt my stomach do a flip. I glanced at the little paper bag tucked into the seat pocket, silently wondering if I'd need it. Taking slow, steady breaths, I tried to settle my stomach. I shifted in my seat. Was my seatbelt always this tight? I leaned back and closed my eyes again. I kept thinking about how much I just wanted to be home already!
Another violent lurch sent bile rushing into my throat. I grabbed the airsickness bag just in time. Whatever battle I'd been fighting with my stomach was officially over. My body heaved, rejecting the gas station sandwich I had eaten before my flight. Even after I'd been sick, the discomfort stayed. I shifted in my seat and loosened my seatbelt a little. I was so bloated. Maybe I was sick? My stomach lurched again, a dull, aching cramp in my lower abdomen that wrapped around to my back.
The flight attendant stopped to ask if I was alright. I nodded and took the cup of water offered to me.
"Flying while pregnant is always difficult," the attendant sympathized with me.
Except I wasnât pregnant! I quickly pointed this out, and she apologized and moved on. My stomach settled a little, but the bloating hadnât gone away at all. I sort of looked pregnant, even. I decided I must have some sort of food poisoning. It seemed like the only plausible answer to the fullness and cramps I was feeling.
I closed my eyes once more and tried to rest. I woke up an hour later with my belly so swollen I could hardly move. My hips and back ached, and to make matters worse, the dull cramp I was feeling before was getting worse. I felt weird, a growing pressure inside me that was so intense I felt like I might be sick all over again.
"Mmmmmmppphhh!" I groaned as the cramp peaked. I didn't want to draw attention to myself, but I was so uncomfortable I desperately wanted to move. I reached to recline my seat, but before I could, the seatbelt sign flashed, instructing everyone to sit down with their tray tables stowed and seats upright because we would be landing soon.
The pain eased for only a few minutes before returning even stronger. Sweat dampened my forehead as every minute seemed worse than the last. I was grateful that soon we would be landing because I could hardly stand the growing pressure and pain. I wiggled my hips a bit, trying to adjust in my seat.
My belly seized again as the plane descended. I was concentrating so hard on staying calm that I didn't even realize we were landing right away. Instead, I panted and gripped the armrest tightly.
"Ooohh God... ooohhh fuck," I grumbled under my breath.
By the time my focus returned, we were sitting at the gate, waiting for permission to leave. People flooded the aisle, but honestly, I didn't know if I could move. I unclicked my seatbelt and slowly stood. My body felt heavy, and the pain in my hips and back got so much worse. I clenched my jaw and shuffled into the aisle of the plane to grab my suitcase, but before I could, I felt my stomach starting to cramp again. This was the worst one yet. I nearly lost my balance.
"Ooooohhhh... ooohhh fuck... mmmmfff." I hunched forward, leaning on the seat and giving up on the suitcase. I was blocking the flow of traffic, but I couldn't help it. Something was very wrong.
Then I felt warm liquid spreading beneath my feet.
Two things happened next: the next pain came over me full force, and I was powerless to do anything about it. Suddenly, strangers were next to me, telling me to breathe and stay calm.
They didn't understand. Something was horribly wrong. I couldnât be giving birth!
"Nnghhh... I'm dying!" I groaned loudly, unable to hold back anymore. My legs were shaking. My body urged me to spread my legs and make room, but I was stuck in the aisle of the plane, blocking the flow of traffic. I just needed to leave, to get home. I tried to waddle forward, my bag now in hand. Others tried to stop me for reasons I didn't understand. I made it only off the plane and into the little hallway that connected to the airport before the next pain hit me.
My body wasn't my own. I dropped down into a squat and... pushed? It felt almost like I needed to use the bathroomâbut completely wrong at the same time. I wondered if my organs were coming out, if I was dying.
"NNNNGHHHHH!" I was hardly aware of the sounds I was making. I felt something new, a strong, burning agony between my legs. I reached a hand down and found a solid mass stretching out my shorts. My body pushed again, but I made no progress thanks to my shorts.
"Holy shit! Oh fuck! What the fuck?! Nnnnghhhh!" There wasnât time to think. Something huge was trying to force its way out of my body right this moment! Someone knelt down next to me and tried to help with my shorts, but they were too tight and not meant for my massively, clearly pregnant, laboring frame.
"Sorry about this."
I didn't get time to question it as I felt them yank my shorts up and together to undo the button. I almost threw up as I felt the solid object inside me briefly be forced back up. Thankfully, though, it worked, and my shorts were yanked down.
"Nnngghhughhh... Holy shit! Oh fuck! Nnghhh... Ooohhh, it burns!" I cried out as the head of the baby I must be carrying forced its way out of me right there before I'd even made it into the airport.
"I-I wasn't pregnant! I-I can't!" I muttered, but that didn't matter. The massive head stretched me impossibly wide. Someone urged me to breathe so I wouldn't tear, but I couldn't listen, couldn't stop. I needed this baby out! I needed it out right now!
"Nnnghhhahhh!" I cried out. The burning pain got worse. I reached a hand down between my legs only to realize how slow the progress actually was. I could feel every inch of progress, but the baby's head felt impossibly large. I felt like I would pass out. Then my body contracted again, and I pushed.
"Too big... too much!" I whimpered desperately, but no one could help me now. This oversized, watermelon-sized kid was coming out of me. Nothing else would make the pain stop.
My eyes rolled back as the baby reached a full crown. I screamed. I cried, panting and breathing. Then the contractions came again, and I pushed desperately. My whole body bore down as I pushed. The burning got so bad I was sure I must have torn! Everyone told me how well I was doing, that I almost had it, but I couldn't even process their words. It didn't feel good. It felt like I was breaking in half.
"Uugghhnghh! IT'S COMING OOOUUUTT!" I cried, and fluid splashed onto the carpet as the head finally came out of me. I panted, desperate for air, for a break, and for this whole situation not to be real. My body answered every desperate wish for a break with another crushing contraction. Pain spread through my lower body as I pushed again. My body shook with effort, one of the strangers holding me up so I wouldn't fall.
There was a blinding, stretching pain once more, and then I felt something leave me. Moments later, a baby. As my mind tried to catch up with what had just happened, I felt another twinge of pain.
Soon I'd be home... and doing this all over again.
The platform was cold. Not the biting, bitter cold of winter, but the damp, metallic chill of a city evening in late autumn. The concrete was stained with decades of grime, and the fluorescent lights overhead buzzed with a tired, constant hum. Alexandra stood in the center of it all, her back against a support pillar, her knees bent and her body low to the ground. She was a picture of controlled chaos, a woman dressed in a thousand-dollar designer suit, her silk blouse now soaked through with sweat and her black tights doing the unthinkable work of holding a newborn.
It had started, as most things in Alexandra's life did, with a plan. She was a planner. A corporate lawyer with a corner office and a reputation for being ruthlessly prepared. She had charts for her charts. She had color-coded calendars for her color-coded calendars. She had spent her entire life building a fortress of control around herself, brick by painstaking brick, and it had served her well. It had gotten her through law school. It had gotten her through the grueling years of associate life. It had gotten her through the crushing loneliness of her late twenties, when her OB/GYN had sat her down in a sterile exam room and told her, with clinical detachment, that her endometriosis and adenomyosis had progressed to the point where it was now or never.
Now or never. Those three words had haunted her for months. She had been diagnosed at thirteen, a terrified girl bleeding through her clothes and crying in the school nurse's office while the other girls played sports and laughed and lived their lives without a second thought. The pain had been a constant companion ever since. A dull, gnawing ache in her pelvis that radiated down her legs and into her lower back, a burning, twisting agony that had stolen days, weeks, years of her life. She had missed school, missed work, missed birthdays and weddings and funerals. She had learned to function through it, to smile and nod while her insides felt like they were being shredded by broken glass. She had learned to carry a hot water bottle in her briefcase and pop ibuprofen like candy. She had learned to hide it so well that even her closest friends had no idea.
And then the pregnancy. The twin pregnancy, a miracle of modern science, a gift from a sperm donor whose face she would never know and whose name she had chosen not to ask. Her IVF had been a last resort, a desperate gamble she had almost talked herself out of a dozen times. Her career was on the rise. Her dream job, the one she had sacrificed sleep and relationships and basic human connection for, was finally within her grasp. A baby, let alone two babies, would derail everything. But then she had seen the heartbeats on the six-week ultrasound, two tiny flickering lights in a sea of black, and something in her had broken open. The fortress of control had cracked, and love had rushed in like a flood.
Pregnancy had been a revelation. For the first time in fifteen years, the pain had simply vanished. The constant background hum of agony, the relentless pressure in her pelvis, the shooting pains down her legs, all of it had evaporated, replaced by a strange, unfamiliar sense of well-being. She had felt healthy. Energetic. Almost, dare she say it, normal. She had worked through her entire pregnancy, logging billable hours from her desk, attending depositions, and negotiating settlements, all while cradling a belly that had grown to the size of a beach ball. Her colleagues had been supportive, but she had never let them see her struggle. She had never let anyone see her struggle, not since she was thirteen years old and bleeding through her gym shorts in front of the entire class.
But the nightmares had started at thirty weeks. Vivid, terrifying dreams of labor that stretched on for days, of pain so intense she couldn't breathe, of her body failing her just as it had failed her so many times before. Her OB/GYN, a brisk, efficient woman with a bedside manner that could best be described as clinical, had warned her about the pain. "Contractions are different," she had said, tapping a pen against her clipboard. "Much worse than any period pain you've ever experienced. You'll know when you're in labor. Trust me. You'll know."
Alexandra had nodded and smiled and pretended to believe her. But deep down, she was terrified. Her entire life had been defined by pain. She had learned to live with it, to push through it, to pretend it didn't exist. But this was different. This was the unknown. And Alexandra, for all her preparation and planning, was terrified of the unknown.
The day of her labor had started like any other. It was her last day before maternity leave, a Friday, and she had a mountain of work to finish before she could finally, mercifully, step away from her desk for six months. She had woken up at six in the morning, as she always did, and had felt a familiar twinge in her lower back. A dull ache that radiated into her pelvis. It was mild, nothing more than a whisper of discomfort, and she had dismissed it almost immediately. Her period pain had been a ten on the pain scale, a firestorm of agony that left her curled in a ball, vomiting and shaking. This was barely a one. It was nothing.
She had gotten dressed in her favorite suit, a tailored navy number that made her feel like she could conquer the world. She had brushed her hair, applied her makeup, and looked at herself in the mirror. At thirty-six weeks and five days pregnant with twins, she was undeniably huge, but she still felt good. She still felt healthy. The pain in her back was nagging but manageable. It was nothing.
The train ride downtown had been uneventful. She had taken her usual spot near the door, standing rather than sitting because sitting made the pressure in her pelvis worse. The train was crowded, as it always was, and several people had offered her their seats. She had declined politely, smiling and shaking her head. She was fine. She was always fine. She had been fine through fifteen years of debilitating pain, through the crushing grief of infertility, through the grueling hours of IVF, through the endless appointments and injections and sleepless nights. She could be fine through one more day of work.
The morning had passed in a blur of emails and phone calls. The pain in her back had become more persistent, a steady, throbbing ache that made it difficult to concentrate. She had shifted in her chair, crossed and uncrossed her legs, and tried to ignore it. It was nothing. Just Braxton Hicks, maybe. Or the weight of two babies pressing on her spine. She had read about that, how the extra weight could cause back pain. It was normal. It was fine.
By noon, the pain was no longer ignorable. It was a constant, insistent pressure in her lower back and pelvis, a sensation that made her want to stand up and pace. She had taken a break, walking slowly around the office, trying to shake it off. The pain had eased slightly, but it was still there, a dull, persistent ache that refused to leave her alone. She had sat back down at her desk and powered through, typing out emails and reviewing contracts with the focus of a woman who had spent her entire life learning to push through pain.
The afternoon had been worse. The pain was becoming more intense, more rhythmic, building to a peak and then fading, only to build again. She had noticed it, of course. She was a lawyer, trained to notice details, to pick up on patterns. But she had dismissed it as just another variation of the pain she had lived with her whole life. It wasn't a contraction. It couldn't be. Her OB/GYN had told her she would know. She would know. And she didn't know. So it couldn't be labor. It was just pain. Pain she was used to. Pain she could handle.
At four o'clock, she had finally packed up her briefcase and headed for the door. The pain was worse now, a deep, grinding pressure that made her wince with every step. She had walked slowly to the station, one hand pressed against her lower back, the other clutching her briefcase like a lifeline. The pressure in her pelvis was so intense she felt like she was carrying a bowling ball between her legs. She had assumed one of the babies had dropped, a natural progression of late pregnancy. It was nothing. It was fine.
The platform had been crowded, as it always was at rush hour. She had pushed her way through the crowd, her belly leading the way, and had stepped onto the train just as the doors were closing. The car was packed, bodies pressed together in a sea of exhausted commuters. She had found a spot near the center of the car, gripping the overhead rail with one hand and her briefcase with the other. The train had lurched forward, and the pressure in her pelvis had intensified, a sudden, urgent sensation that made her gasp.
She had looked around the car, her eyes wide and her heart pounding. The faces of her fellow commuters blurred past her, a sea of indifference. No one was looking at her. No one knew. She had taken a deep breath, steadying herself, and had tried to focus on the rhythm of the train as it clattered along the tracks.
Ten minutes into the trip, the train had come to a dead stop between stations. The lights had flickered, and a garbled announcement had crackled over the intercom, apologizing for the delay. Alexandra had closed her eyes, trying to breathe through the pressure, and then it had happened. A sudden, violent gush of fluid, hot and wet, cascading down her legs and pooling at her feet. Her water had broken.
The pressure had transformed in an instant. The constant, grinding ache had given way to a desperate, primal urge to push. It was overwhelming, uncontrollable, a force that seemed to come from somewhere deep inside her, something ancient and powerful that she had no power to fight.
"Help me," she had whispered, her voice barely audible above the noise of the train. "Please. Someone help me."
The woman had appeared out of nowhere, a plump, gray-haired woman with kind eyes and a no-nonsense expression. She had pushed her way through the crowd, her hands raised in a gesture of reassurance. "I'm a midwife," she had said, her voice calm and steady. "I'm going to help you. Just stay calm. Breathe with me."
Alexandra had looked at the woman, her eyes wide with fear. "It hurts," she had gasped. "I can't. I can't do this."
"Yes, you can," the woman had said, her voice firm but kind. "You can do this. You're a strong woman. I can see it in your eyes. Now, I need you to listen to me. The first baby is breech. I can feel the feet. But that's okay. We can do this. Just stay calm."
Alexandra had nodded, too terrified to speak. The pain was unbearable, a crushing, burning sensation that made her feel like her body was being torn apart from the inside. She had gripped the overhead rail with one hand and the midwife's arm with the other, her knuckles white and her body shaking.
The midwife had knelt in front of her, her hands moving with practiced efficiency. "The baby is coming," she had said, her voice steady. "I need you to push. Just a little. On the next contraction, push."
Alexandra had pushed. She had pushed with everything she had, screaming through clenched teeth as the pain ripped through her. The baby had slid out, a slithering, wet rush of life that had landed in the midwife's waiting hands. It was a girl. A tiny, perfect girl, her face scrunched up and her tiny fists waving in the air.
"Good job," the midwife had said, her voice full of admiration. "One down. One to go. But we need to move. The train is starting up again. We're almost at the next station."
Alexandra had looked down at her baby, her heart swelling with a love so fierce it almost hurt. She had wanted to hold her, to count her fingers and toes, to press her lips against her tiny forehead. But there was no time. The pressure was building again, another wave of urgency that demanded all of her attention.
"Stand up," the midwife had instructed. "On your feet. We need to get you off this train."
Alexandra had pulled herself up, her legs shaking and her body screaming in protest. The midwife had handed her the baby, a warm, wriggling bundle of life, and had helped her stagger toward the doors. The train had pulled into the station, and the doors had slid open with a hiss of air.
The platform had been a blur of faces, a sea of curious onlookers who had gathered to see what was happening. Alexandra had taken a shaky step forward, her body trembling with exhaustion. She had pulled her tights up, an instinctive gesture of modesty, and had felt something shift inside her, a terrible, grinding pressure that made her cry out.
"Squat," the midwife had said, her voice commanding. "Squat down. Now. The second baby is coming."
Alexandra had dropped to the ground, her knees hitting the cold concrete of the platform. The crowd had gasped, a collective intake of breath that seemed to echo in her ears. She had heard sirens in the distance, the wail of an ambulance approaching, but it all seemed so far away.
She had pushed again, a primal scream tearing from her throat as the second baby crowned. It was a boy, head down and ready to meet the world. The midwife had been there, her hands steady and sure, guiding the baby out with practiced ease.
The baby had slid into the waiting fabric of Alexandra's tights, a warm, wet weight that settled between her legs. She had looked down at him, at his tiny face and his scrunched-up eyes, and had felt a surge of joy so powerful it eclipsed everything else. The pain, the fear, the exhaustion, all of it had faded away, replaced by an overwhelming wave of love.
"Two for two," the midwife had said, her voice warm with satisfaction. "You did it. You did it, mama."
Alexandra had collapsed forward, her body giving out at last. She had cradled both babies in her arms, the girl and the boy, two tiny miracles born into chaos and pain and the unlikeliest of circumstances. She had looked up at the midwife, her eyes wet with tears, and had managed a weak smile.
"Thank you," she had whispered. "Thank you for helping me."
The midwife had squeezed her hand, her eyes shining with emotion. "You don't need to thank me," she had said. "You did all the work. You are the most incredible woman I have ever met. Now, just hold on. The paramedics are coming."
And then, as the sirens grew louder and the crowd pressed closer, Alexandra had looked down at her two babies, at their tiny faces and their perfect, unformed features, and had realized that all the pain, all the fear, all the uncertainty had been worth it. For them, she would do it all over again. For them, she would endure anything.
The fortress of control was gone. In its place was something far more powerful. Something fierce and unyielding and absolutely unbreakable. A mother's love.
okay consider this youre waiting for your ride to pick you up from the hospital and suddenly a car pulls up in front of the door. while the driver runs into the building for help, you go over and look at the car, finding someone very close to giving birth. they keep groaning and panting and crying out that they can feel the head, and once you get close enough you realize you can actually SEE the head. (Glad ur better!)
the situation becomes more apparent the closer you get to the abandoned carâ the engine is still running, keys still in it, and deep, throaty groans and frantic screams are drowning out the sounds of the beeping ignition
you run the rest of the way, reaching the car just as the passenger slide door slams open. the occupant of the seat has their arm draped over the headrest, nails digging into the upholstery as their other hand struggles to pull their shorts down past their hips and thighs. their head is thrown back as they roar with effort, the bulge of the emerging head making a distinct tent in the crotch of the spandex. "mmmmph, burning! o-ohhh, hooo." they inhale deeply as their belly visibly spasms. "o-ohmygod!"
"imgonnahelp," you explain in a rush, words jumbled by a mix of adrenaline and arousal. they dont acknowledge you beyond a simple nod, too busy grunting as the head begins to stretch out the area between their legs more and more.
together, the two of you manage to get their shorts down just far enough for you to see what's going on, and your eyes grow wide as you watch their lips begin to gape in earnest, turning white and bloodless around the width of the skull. "it's coming!" you announce, giving them a shaky smile as they grab behind their thigh and shove down hard.
"crowning!" they yell through gritted teeth. "hoo, hoo, h-holy fuckkk. hnnnnnng!"
"head's almost out!"
between their legs, the skull had crowned to the widest point, stretching them beyond what you had ever thought possible. you could hear the voices of help in the distance, but you werent going anywhere. fluid trickles out around the head and down the birther's legs, and you lick your lips in anticipation, eager to see what would happen next.
Guy and his body guard- body guard figured out heâs pregnant but guy in COMPLETE denial (like âitâs just food poisoningâ level). Gets to the point where he needs to go to the hospital but he wonât have it. Bodygaurd convinces him to go because of the âfood poisoningâ. Pretty much pushing before heâs there, public birth in the ER waiting room.
ohhhh yes okay. i see...! gonna use a random gen to name them for ease of writing about them. bodyguard is cade and the guard-ee is adrien
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adrien's belly never really gets very big. cade thinks that's the only way he can actually continue with this level of delusional denial, because he has every other symptom of pregnancy and it's comically typical. cade doesn't know much about pregnancy outside of fiction, and it's so obvious to him, after a few months. but adrien has been stubborn as an ass since the day he hired cade, and cade knows how to pick his battles by now.
cade has no way of knowing how far along adrien is, because of the denial and the hiding and the secrecy. all he can do is try to keep the guy safe, although that's mostly turned into keeping him safe from himself. especially once adrien starts to get really sick, really fast.
cade can tell for a few days that he's more uncomfortable than usual. he hides it for a while, doesn't acknowledge it, but finally mentions to cade that he's having some back pains, some cramps, and some nausea. blames incompetent and vengeful personal chef. this has to be intentional food poisoning. but after he fires the guy, nothing changes.
cade can only follow adrien around as he goes about business as usual, becoming more pale and sweaty as the day goes on. he sways awkwardly, frequently has to pause and lean half his weight on a table or counter while his discomfort surges again, and walks like he's holding a bowling ball between his thighs. eventually, he's in so much physical distress he starts throwing up. he hides away, and cade has to more or less bust down the door to his bathroom to drag him to the hospital. he finds adrien still in his crisp blue suit but squatting in front of the toilet, dry heaves still racking his body, his thighs spread and feet planted wide below him. cade thinks he might be pushing already.
it doesn't take much pleading at that point, after cade tells him he doesn't have the training to help with something like this, he's just a bodyguard, and there aren't any medical professionals on staff. cade will drive him to a nice, private ER if he wants. this isn't worth dying over. so he says cade can drive him.
he refuses to sit in the back seat, and cade has to help him into the passenger seat. there's no point in cade vocalizing the fact that adrien is definitely pushing into his seat as they pull out of the driveway. he's still entirely convinced that this is food poisoning. cade drives quickly but carefully. adrien becomes more and more distressed and urgent, squirming and writhing in his seatbelt, hips bucking as he twists into new positions every minute or so. he keeps trying to lift himself up so that he's not quite sitting his weight onto the seat, which is making cade very nervous. he cannot deliver a baby in this car.
cade doesn't settle into panic until adrien tells him "oh god, i think i'm about to shit myself." that, cade knows, is a baby. a baby that wants out right now. he all but screams at adrien to stop pushing, do not push. sit back down. his calls fall on deaf ears, and he reaches one strong arm across and pushes adrien back down into his seat, pulling the belt tight. adrien makes an agonized grunt-moan sound, but it does the trick.
he completes the worst parking job of his life and all but drags adrien into the ER. it's not an upscale, private, quiet place for the rich like adrien probably wanted, but it was close and they could deliver a baby. the staff see adrien's distress, but because he doesn't appear to be pregnant and looks for all they know to be a cisgender man, they don't put the rush on it that cade knows they should. he has to wait in line like everyone else.
cade holds adrien up as they stand in line. he can tell the urge to push is driving adrien mad. adrien says he's going to the bathroom while they wait, because he can't hold it anymore. cade grips his wrists cuff-tight and tells him he is not going anywhere. adrien whimpers and grunts in cycles as they slowly move up in line.
cade passes on all of adrien's information as the staff asks questions agonizingly slowly. by the time they tell cade and adrien to have a seat and wait for the next available room, adrien is standing in a half-squat at the front desk, barely able to do anything but grunt and strain. cade pulls him to the seats, where they're surrounded by coughing and injured people. cade tries to get him to sit, but just as they get to the seats, adrien drops into a squat right in the waiting room. he grips the seat with his hands and plants his feet wide, letting out a low moan that chokes off into a forceful grunt. he doesn't even take his pants off, but that baby is rapidly approaching a crown.
adrien continues heaving, and the others in the waiting room start to take notice. his body's urgency is giving him tunnel vision, but eventually he does seem to notice that the waiting room has fallen quiet aside from his frantic grunting and straining. cade knows he's embarrassed, but he can't seem to stop himself.
just as a nurse steps into the waiting room and calls for mister adrien, adrien lets out a final, forceful grunt that turns into a strangled yell of "i think i'm having a baby...!" and the head surges to a crown, creating a bulge in the crotch of his pants that is impossible to mistake. it finally gets the staff's attention, but adrien never makes it to a room in the end, his baby's head and then body popping free into his expensive trousers right there in the waiting room
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Laboring dom teasing their sub about how much the process turns them on. "You love watching me contract, don't you? You wanna see me grunt and struggle and crown so badly... Ask me nicely enough and you can fuck me while I push~"
oh, this is so... đĽ
"don't think for a second that this gives you any kind of power, pet, I'm still in charge" and "look at you, so pathetically needy" and "desperate, hm? you love watching me grunt, watching me spread my legs, even though its not for you" and "are you going to cum, pet? already? its- oooh, its not even past the cervix" and "hnnng, here it comes, stretching me open e-even wider than you" and "l-lay back like a good little toy, I want to straddle you" and "i-im going to push it out right on your chest" and "oooh, here it comes"
they pin their sub down entirely ("stay still, I can still get... mmmph, get the rope if you can't copperate") and push and push, groaning and wailing and gritting their teeth as they bear down again and again, the bulge of the head becoming more and more prominent between their legs
their sub waits eagerly, totally silent, just pleading with their eyes to be involvedâ to fuck them, to touch them, to reach between their thighs and cradle the emerging head, to slide their fingers over the hot skin of their parting folds, to grasp their trembling thighs and hold them apart as they moan and whimper and groan- all such primal, intimate sounds
a loud, deep cry finally tears free from their throat as the head slips into a full crown, and they spread their legs even wider around the expanse of their sub's chestâ they're too deep into it now to make any sort of commands or give any orders; they groan and scream through the rest of their birth before the baby finally slips free in a puddle of fluid, wiggling into the world on the crest of a shrill roar
later, as they nurse their newborn and watch their sub scurry around to clean up and fetch them water and fresh blankets, they muse outloud: "when do you think you'll be up for another show, my love?"
For my RP Partner in crime, my writing hubby @cowboybassett
We didnât have anything over the top planned for your 30th birthday, but still, I wanted you to have the best day. Our lives were soon about to change, a baby on the way, any day in fact. Before that all happened I wanted to make sure you had a birthday that was all about you. A nice dinner, a trip to the cinema to see the latest horror film you were so keen on. Nothing fancy, just us.Â
Two days before your birthday, the baby dropped. A noticeable shift where the weight was settled - deeper - nestled right in the bowl of my pelvis. Of course you noticed. âYour bump is lower darlinâ.â Youâd say. âYouâve got more of a waddle now.âÂ
The day before your birthday I began to feel cramps. Nothing too strong, but enough for me to notice that tensing of muscles beneath the swell of my belly, the dull ache like a period cramp twisting my insides. I wasnât worried, it was our first baby, even if they were real contractions there was no guarantee theyâd continue or be productive. But just in case, I moved all of our plans. Even though your birthday was tomorrow, on some level I must have known what was going to happen. I changed the dinner reservations, the cinema tickets, and moved them a day earlier. You accepted the excuse I gave - about discounts and buy-one-get-one-free offers - not questioning your heavily pregnant wife. Anything for an easy life.Â
The contractions however⌠they didnât really stop. In the shower before dinner I was leaning against the tile and breathing my way through them. My hips moving in slow circles and letting the warm water ease the constant ache in my lower back. They werenât too frequent but definitely more noticeable. Soon my make up was done, my hair was clipped, my dress tight in all the right places, and you were none the wiser that we were getting closer to becoming parents.Â
Dinner went by quickly, even with the regular contractions I was ravenous. As if my body knew that I needed sustenance to keep my strength up. We laughed and joked, recalling memories, planning our future. It was perfect. You had a steak and your favourite bourbon, your smile bright behind the beard as you gazed upon me and my bump.Â
Walking to the cinema from the restaurant took more effort than Iâd hoped. The babyâs head was so low I could feel it with every heavy step that I took, right between my hips. You didnât rush me, allowed me to move at whatever pace I needed and kept your arm firm around my waist. Your thumb affectionately rubbing the side of the bump that was keeping the fabric of my dress stretched to its maximum. When the wave of tightness peaked I kept on walking, breathing slowly and holding you tight. âJust more braxton hicksâ I said airily, before you could question.Â
Sitting in the cinema seat wasnât comfortable. They were large wide seats, so that wasnât the issue, it was the ache in my pelvis making it impossible to sit straight. My legs naturally spread, the evidence of your baby low and heavy between my thighs. You got us drinks and snacks, tapped my belly affectionately before holding my hand, knowing Iâd be scared. You knew I didnât like scary films, but it was your birthday so I agreed to go. Throughout the movie I gripped your hand tight, but it wasnât due to the jump scares happening on screen. The contractions were becoming more regular, more insistent, and each one seemed to shift the baby just that fraction lower. You didnât seem to notice how often I was wriggling in my seat, my hand cradling my bump while the other interlocked my fingers with yours and held you close. I really didnât like scary films, which right now helped to cover the fact that I was slipping further and further into active labour.Â
At the end of the movie the lights came on and you helped me to stand. In my haste to move off the damn seat I knocked my drink out the holder on the arm of the seat, sending it flying across my lap and onto the floor. I was soaked. We both laughed, a soft grunt coming from my throat as I rose to my feet. Neither of us realised that at that moment, my waters broke.Â
By the time we got home it was getting harder to keep the contractions from you. I was so focused on giving you a perfect birthday I didnât dare time them, but even without a clock I knew they were getting closer. Standing in the kitchen getting myself a glass of water I found my hips rocking and I made a soft humming sound. You must have taken that as a cue, not that I was in labour but to put music on. Your hands gently rested on my shoulders, massaging them before working down to my waist and spinning me to face you. âH-have you had a nice day?â I asked, the tail end of a contraction making my breathing heavier than normal. You kissed me and held me close, wrapping your hands around my waist and swaying us both in time to the music.Â
It was wonderful. The moment was so calm and peaceful, safe in the privacy of our own home, knowing your birthday was tomorrow and I could then give you the best present of all. Delivering your own baby on your birthday just like you wanted. Being so relaxed in your embrace my guard slipped. The next contraction that struck made my whole body tighten, my hands lacing behind your neck as I used you as a crutch, rocking and moaning through the wave that pressed right down between my legs.Â
You didnât say anything at first, let me move and moan as I needed, but the look you gave me when it was over - the mix of excitement and worry and scolding when you realised Iâd be actively hiding my contractions. I tried to explain how I wanted you to have all the birthday treats weâd planned, but another contraction happened so fast after the last that my knees buckled. The groan that came from my mouth was low, deep, a sign of just how far the baby had dropped.Â
We were planning a home birth anyway, but all our supplies were either in our bedroom or the nursery. You helped me to move once the contraction ended, knowing we needed to be upstairs. It was slow moving, I hadnât fully realised just how wide my gait had gotten over the course of the evening. Half way up the flight of steps I had to stop, immediately bending forward to grip the carpet and planting my knees wide on a lower step. âHow long have you been in labour darlinâ?â You asked, rubbing my back as I worked through the contraction as best I could. âUnghhâŚ. Allâdayâ ooooohhhâ I breathed out, trying to pant through the pressure that was getting exponentially worse.Â
I had to crawl the rest of the way up the stairs, unable to stand upright with how tight and firm my belly was staying. It felt like there was no break between the waves any more⌠but that couldnât be right, labour was supposed to take days. I wanted to give birth on your birthday, to deliver you the best and most perfect present. I didnât know the time but I knew we were still a while away from midnight. The baby would simply have to wait. Iâd put in too much effort to time this whole thing, they werenât ruining it for me now.Â
I staggered rather ungainly into our bedroom making a beeline for our king size bed. Palms against the mattress I hummed long and deep with another twisting contraction, shifting trying to escape the deep pressure between my legs. You stayed right by my side, hands on my hips as I rocked them, whispering encouraging words in my ear. You didnât panic⌠or if you did you didnât let it show. You were my rock, my iron pillar of strength, and boy was I needing it now.Â
âT-tubââ I panted out, âfill the tub.âÂ
I had meant the birth pool but instead you ran off into our en-suite and I heard water running into our bath. It wasnât what I wanted but perhaps you knew I was closer to giving birth than I was admitting, perhaps you knew we wouldnât have time to fill the giant birth pool we had bought. By the time you came back I was clawing at my clothing trying to get them off. Everything felt too constricted, too tight, the damn dress I had chosen for dinner now felt like a straight jacket. The next contraction was already happening before either of us could get anywhere with the zip on my dress. All I could do was lean into the mattress, shoving my hips right back against you, and growl as the pressure amplified between my hips.Â
God! It felt like I could almost pushâŚ. I started panting through the notion, firmly ignoring the idea. That wasnât happening, not now. It wasnât your birthday yet! I begged you to hold my hips, to squeeze them together against the feeling of my pelvis being widened around the skull of our baby. Your body pressed against mine, I could smell your cologne, the feel of your hands on my hips and your closeness keeping me from spiralling out of control.Â
âI think I need to check ya darlinââ you cooed softly, quietly, as if you didnât want to spook a wounded animal.Â
âNo!â I grit my teeth, circling my hips and panting heavily. âIâm fine!âÂ
âYou sure about that honey? Youâre sounding awfully like you need to pushâŚ?âÂ
Lifting my head I glanced at the clock on my bedside table, sweat dampening my hair and sticking to my cheek. 11:15pm, dammit. âNo⌠donât need p-pushâŚ.âÂ
When the bath had filled you asked if I wanted to move to the bathroom and get in the tub. The idea of warm water cushioning the pain in my hips sounded heavenly. I nodded. But the second I tried to move I shook my head and slammed my hands back against the mattress. Fuck⌠it feels like the baby is going to fall out of me!Â
I bent over the mattress and lowered to my elbows, my hips sank backwards and my feet widened on the floor. âOohhhhhh noâŚ.â I whimpered through yet another contraction that was trying to get me to push. Fists gripping sheets, breath sharp and erratic, I couldnât cope.Â
âHoney⌠you need to push.â You said calmly but firmly, your body encased mine as you stood behind me with your hands never leaving my hips. Your voice was a whisper over my shoulder and your lips nuzzled against the nape of my neck.Â
âItâitâs not your b-birthday y-yetââ I cried into the duvet, feeling my own body begin to betray me. Muscles clenching around the weight in my womb, squeezing it down down down.Â
âWhatâs my birthday got to doâŚ. Oh darlinâ.â An exasperated sigh came from your lips, followed by a quiet giggle. âI only said that as a joke and to make you feel better. To show you I wouldnât mind if you went into labour on my birthday. I didnât mean you had to hold the baby in until then. Is that why you wonât push?âÂ
I was too deep into labour to understand. You were saying words but my mind couldnât process anything except the word push. My uterus contracted, my knees widened, my body bore down without permission. âNo no no no!!!!â I jumped up, a shaky hand disappearing up my dress between my legs, instinctively cupping my entrance. It felt different, the shape, it⌠it was bulging. The head was right there!Â
You saw my struggle, watched as I desperately clung to my plan, attempting to stop myself from pushing. âDarlinâ⌠the baby is coming. You need to push.â You urged. âNo!â I snapped through gritted teeth and pressed up between my legs.Â
I didnât notice your hand moving until it joined mine between my thighs. âItâs okay honey, Iâve got you.â You whispered, nudging my fingers away from the growing bulge of my underwear. The next contraction was starting and I was unsteady with only one hand on the mattress. Against my better judgement I let go of the emerging head and put both hands back on the mattress, trembling from head to toe as the wave of pressure took full control of my body. Your hand cupped gently between my thighs and I heard your sharp intake of breath as you felt the evidence of my labouring. Our baby, sitting just inside my body waiting to come out.Â
âYou can push darlinâ, I wonât let em come out.â Your buttery soft voice completely evaporated any resolve I had left. My muscles were pushing before any conscious decision was made, the act primal and desperate and completely outside of my control. I grunted with effort, the sound gravelled and powerful and I felt your body shiver behind me.Â
Once the floodgates had been opened there was no more holding back. Every contraction had me bearing down against your palm, bringing more and more of the head into your hand. Heavy, undeniable, stretching me wider and wider beneath my underwear. I could feel every millimetre of progress, but I could also feel the counterpressure of your hand as it gently cupped upwards against my skin. The baby was coming, the sheer fact was burning between my legs, and yet you werenât letting too much progress be made.Â
âUnnnghhhâitâsâgonna fall out!!!!âÂ
âNo it ainât, I got you⌠I got the baby⌠and they ainât coming until you say so okay?âÂ
We stood beside our king size bed, fully clothed, wrapped around each other as I pushed over and over into your palm. It was primal and natural and wonderful and intimate. Every sound I made was music to your ears and you kissed my neck and shoulders every time a beautiful grunt of effort slipped from my throat. Time stood completely still. There was only us, our baby, and this moment.Â
And then the moment was broken, a ringing sound coming from my phone in my handbag that had been cast aside when we entered the bedroom. I was confused who would be calling me at this time before I remembered the alarm. I had set a reminder to go off at midnight - when it was officially your birthday. I lifted my head, sweaty and flushed, panting heavily between contractions. Looking over my shoulder I saw your twinkling eyes as you held me.Â
âHappy B-Birthday my loveâŚâ I whispered through a soft giggle. Fully aware of how ridiculous this whole thing was.Â
You kissed me, deep and passionately, one hand around my bump while the other was keeping our baby from crowning. The next contraction began while we were kissing and I grunted into your mouth as my body bore down once more. You pulled away, grinning like the cat who got the cream.Â
âAre you ready to have a baby now darlin?âÂ
Before I could even answer, your hand softened its counterpressure, staying close but no longer holding back the inevitable. Immediately I pushed, wild and primal, spreading my knees wide as I bore down with everything that I had. So full, so heavy, so stretched⌠It was incredible. There was only one way out and I submitted completely to Mother Nature with your strong arms holding me up as I worked to bring forth our babe. Within seconds the head reached its widest point and I cried out as it scolded my skin, white hot flames between my legs. But then it stopped, replaced with sheer unbridled relief as the whole baby came out fully in one go right into the gusset of my underwear.Â
âOh my godâŚ.â My knees buckled and we both sank to the floor beside our bed. Your hands were quick to fish the baby out from the lace cotton and when you brought the wailing newborn up to my chest I whispered âH-hope you like your present.âÂ