In need of discipline and guidance

Take a good long look at this young lady. This is what will be responsible for the uncontrollable stinging in your bare bottom and the screams that you will let out when it strikes your bare flesh. This simple piece of thick, hard leather is what will make you cry like child. It is what will rob you of your dignity as you squirm and beg for it to stop. Make no mistake my sweet girl, this is what will break you just like it has broken each and every naughty girl that it has been used on. Now shall we get on with it? 

Jessica was an Autistic young woman who really struggled to feel much like a woman. She was constantly getting bare bottom discipline spankings from her Boyfriend, usually about twice a day. Her pants and panties came down, then she had to bend over the "spanking chair," and get her Autistic butt cheeks spanked with his belt as she yelped and cried like a little girl. He always told her she was immature, stubborn, and acted like a child. And she was terribly embarrassed of the executive dysfunction and meltdowns that often landed her over the spanking chair. These were considered "laziness" and "toddler tantrums" that she got spanked buttocks for- first by her parents growing up and now by her Boyfriend.

So, Jessica couldn't get to the place of full grown woman who is in charge of life and not constantly getting spanked like bratty little girl. On the one hand her Autism, with her small voice, meltdowns, and nervousness led to a feeling of being a little girl still and to spankings. On the other hand, the spankings led her to feeling she really was immature and not a woman yet, so she sort of gave up on trying to act like one.