Seaside Wanderers ☆ plural ☆ other info + alter intros in pinned! ☆ disabled ☆ 25 years old, Italian ☆ they/them ☆ non binary, aroace spec, queer ☆ started HRT 04/25/2025 ☆ always try to be nice and never fail to be kind ☆ syscourse is wack. you can do what you want forever. no DNI, endogenic friendly
note: changed the name from @/seasidewanderers to @/seascourse-sidecourse as this is a syscourse blog now pretty much. rip
updated 28/05/2026 (European time jumpscare)
we've had this blog for... around 6 years now, and this is our newest, coolest, most awesome introduction of us as a system and system members!
we're the Seaside Wanderers, we're plural. please call us alters, headmates, or system members! we are mixed origins, mostly traumagenic, if that ever matters, and disordered and polyfragmented
we go by Elia, Seaside, or the current fronter's name (pick a name, get one free!)
25 years old and Italian
infamous Maternity Blackwood asker
no DNI, feel free to interact, syscourse is wack, endogenic friendly.
the meaning of our system name comes from the Lord Of The Rings Online; one of the titles you can get for your character is "Seaside Wanderer". go play LOTRO. it's nice, relaxing, has a great community, and it's free. awesome
we'll tag by layer/subsystem instead of individual alters for now. tags are as follow, we'll update if someone else wants to participate in this blog:
#waterfront
#a tangled web
#echoes of eternity
what we believe in system-wise, syscourse, and other things as such:
CDDs are trauma-based
[Complex Dissociative Disorders, a term that encapsulates all trauma-based and dissociative disorders such as DID, OSDD-1, P-DID, and those cases of UDD that cause systemhood]
we support informed and researched self-diagnosis/self-suspicion, and community support in the cases when one cannot access formal diagnosis and treatment
other personal info here:
gendervoid, non binary transneumasc, queer; started HRT on 04/25/2025; we use they/them [eng] and masculine or neutral pronouns ending in -x [ita]
Celtic Pagan and Druidic, as well as Roman Pagan. very community-based and nature religion-based
collective interests include but are not limited to:
Pathfinder 1e
MTG (especially the lore and EDH, we consider ourselves Vorthos players). talk to us about Phyrexia!
Genshin Impact
Honkai: Star Rail
Dorohedoro
Doctor Who
we also like to draw, read, sing and write, though only some of us are good at some of them, and we don't consider ourselves a particularly good artist, singer, or writer
individual introductions for us alters (divided by layer)
this won't be all of us, just those more likely to participate in this blog. updating this a few at a time so we don't get overwhelmed
Echoes
Auros, ageless, he/it or any; fictive of Wanderer (Genshin Impact). avenger, black sheep
Flins, 28, he/they/it; fictive of Flins (Genshin Impact), elaborated fragment. democratically elected to Dishes TM. likes organising. apathy holder, night guard, protector
Kae, 21, he/they; fictive of Kazuha (Genshin Impact). here to vibe and relax. caretaker, destressor
Luke, early/mid 20s, he/him; fictive of Childe (Genshin Impact). whatever is going on with him. likes being active and hates being sedentary. professional ragebaiter. left handed and holds things in reverse grip. aviator, confidence holder, socialiser, thrill seeker
Waterfront
Oscar, local old man, he/they + ae/aer; OCtive (homebrew Pathfinder 1e campaign), half-elf sylph. local gay guy deals with feelings through alcohol. married to Celain. trauma-related role, persecutor
Celain (pronounced Colin), immortal, he/they; OCtive (same as Oscar), elf angel. follows Pathfinder's fictional pantheon. married to Oscar. trauma-related role, protector/caretaker and religious/spiritual alter
Finnegan, 16-19, he/they/it; OCtive (homebrew Pathfinder 1e campaign), kitsune. enjoys talking about Pathfinder 1e and sulking and suffering. has his own subsystem which is mostly him at different ages. trauma-related role, persecutor
Kir, 18, he/they/it; OCtive (Pathfinder 1e Wrath Of The Righteous campaign), android. doesn't really enjoy or hate anything. apathy holder, trauma-related role, persecutor
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not gonna lie chief. I'm getting tired of having the same arguments over and over and over again. endos aren't traumatised, endos want a trauma disorder without the trauma, if you're pro endo you're basically endo and you're fake, if you're endo neutral or don't have a stance you're also basically endo and fake.
haven't you all learned reading comprehension. come back when you can read a full sentence and explain what it means without making up words in the middle. piss on the poor website
I lied this is my second post of the week which makes it bi weekly already instead of bi monthly. to be fair I haven't looked at syscourse today it was a random post that sparked it. it's also past midnight I'm very tired bear with me
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reminder that there are no "good" systems in the eyes of syscringe and fdc. if you're diagnosed they'd say you just went doctor shopping until you found one that agrees with you. if you're not diagnosed you're faking it. if you have any introject whatsoever, including introjects of abusers, you're faking. if you have a good time sometimes you're faking because systems must be miserable forever. if you're sad and angry and miserable you're just a teenager and therefore fake.
no one is a good system to someone who's bent on sleuthing out fakers. and their definition of a faker is broader every day.
they'd call someone fake for having functional neurological symptoms which are one of the most common symptoms in CDDs. they call someone fake for being anti endo, because in their eyes it's just a way a faker gets to feel better about themselves calling others fake. they called someone fake once or twice for *checks notes* dyeing their hair. yea
so when you, A Real System TM, complain that you've been fakeclaimed by them after being "good" all this time... idk what to tell you. the face eating leopards ate your face. who'd have thunk. you were supposed to be the one excluding people, not the one getting excluded, in the let's exclude and mock everyone forever subreddit.
if endogenics aren't systems because only traumagenics systems are real/it's not "how it works"... then what are they? if they have sentient beings in their own mind with them, that can speak to them and think independently and act on their own, but that's not being a system, what is it?
if you're strictly speaking as "system" as a CDD exclusive word, fine. but we already went through that with pluraldeepdive and the fact that "system" was always a shared term between the communities.
"I'm not denying your experiences I'm just saying you didn't get it from where you think you got it" then do tell me what endos are supposed to be. don't tell me "CDD in denial, easy" because we also already went through that with the fact that a lot of endos are aware they went through trauma and the fact that it didn't contribute to their system. you all seem to think that endos are dumb and you know better.
I genuinely do not understand how "people with CDDs should have access to CDD spaces regardless of their stance on endogenic systems" became a hot take.
Some of y'all have spent so much time arguing online that you've lost sight of what the real problems are. Endos and whether they are real or not is not the problem. They don't even come close to being the problem.
People with CDDs commonly experience profound interpersonal difficulties, significant functional impairment, and high rates of self-harm and suicidality. That is a real problem that needs addressing. Many people with CDDs spend 5-12 years in the mental health system before receiving an accurate diagnosis, often receiving multiple misdiagnoses along the way. That's another real problem. Trauma survivors with dissociative disorders are at increased risk of experiencing further victimization. That's a huge fucking problem that I've personally experienced countless times that the anti vs pro debate never helped me with. Let's not overlook how substance use disorders are a common comorbidity. Also something I personally struggled with.
Want a source for all of this? Here you go.
Don't wanna click the link? Here's screenshots with ALT text:
You don't have to agree with someone's opinions to recognize that they deserve support. Excluding someone with a CDD from community or resources because they disagree with you about a controversial and ultimately unwinnable discourse topic doesn't make the community healthier. All you're doing is leaving one more traumatized person without a place to turn.
If we care about people with CDDs, these real issues should come before winning discourse. Love people with CDDs more than you hate endos.
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i love syscourse because every few months someone who's just fresh out of school for the summer indicatively between 14 and 18 years old will claim to know everything there is to know about psychology and I'm like. you've been here for a week
it's perfectly fine to desire and pursue fusion, and you deserve safe places to talk about this comfortably. fusion can be such a beautiful experience that various beings have had such positive experiences with, and is one of the many beautiful experiences that plurality can offer.
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People keep looking for answers in the wrong field, and it annoys me.
If someone is asking whether a phenomenon is a recognized mental disorder, then clinical psychology and psychiatry are the appropriate places to look. If someone is asking about a social identity, a community, a cultural phenomenon, or how people describe and understand their own experiences, then sociology, anthropology, ethnography, and related social sciences are also relevant.
For example, most people understand that alterhuman communities aren't explained by clinical zoanthropy. They're different phenomena that happen to share some superficial similarities. In a similar vein, discussions about endogenic plurality as a social or identity phenomenon aren't fully answered by literature on dissociative disorders. You will have to look at other sciences.
What frustrates me the most is when people dismiss social science sources as "not real science" simply because they aren't clinical studies. Social sciences are still sciences, and they're often the most appropriate for studying communities, identities, and cultural/spiritual/religious phenomena... Like endogenic plurality.
But... I will admit... if you're looking for the field most directly concerned with explaining the underlying mechanisms of subjective experiences... I'd probably point to psychology and cognitive science. There's just... not much there yet. What we do have are reports, interpretations, community frameworks, maybe some relevant psychological theories, and a LOT of unanswered questions.
TL;DR Different fields answer different questions, and psychology is not the only one that has things to contribute. Social science is a real science. If you're asking whether something is a disorder, clinical psychology is the most relevant. If you're asking about identities, communities, and lived experiences, social sciences are also relevant. And when it comes to endogenic plurality specifically, there is currently no widely accepted psychological or cognitive-science explanation that fully answers the questions many people are asking.
you do realize someone can be endo-neutral, cuz they have different stances among the headmates. or they're still figuring out their opinion and looking into it. or they don't care about origin discourse and are against the concept of being "pro (eixstence of a group of people)",, or etc. no one owes you a collective presentation or singletsona, no one owes you that they'll care as deeply as you do about some things, no one owes you immediate knowledge and certainty about themselves. 💀💀💀 "it's so easy to choose a side though!", you should be kinder about the fact that there is a shit ton of misinformation and aggression and arrow-throwing around the internet, and that if you make a mistake you will be labeled as unfixable and deserving of pain by others. of COURSE some people are hesitant to pick a side
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