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Luigi Pirandello, from a letter to Marta Abba, featured in Pirandelloâ˛s Love Letters to Marta Abba

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Omg it's been exactly 1 month of me being not active here all i want to all this one month was really not easy obv good times were there but what ppl don't know is hard times well I was or maybe I am exhausted by my head and heart both but still has the fire in me to be hopefull adapting to it is surely not easy but that's the lore right experiencing new emotions in different situations I have learned envied disconnected myself angered cried laughed and everything but yet managed to feel hopefull bubbly energetic happy obv sometimes it was all act ir sometimes it was all infelt genuinely and now I feel sobbing or just being delusional onto one situation or thing is never it as time flows our emotions flows this realization made me follow a really important habit be try to neutral around ppl and experience as time flows with no expectations and no regrets just curiosity and hope
With this I explored new part of life and with lots and lots of hope I promise myself to be what I feel not by other ppls way
There were times where my days were just going I did had specific plans but never went my way because I was being too affected by others trapped in the guilt of major two things first not doing things which were planed and second of actually the thing I was getting affected I was so hopeless didn't knew what to do but observing others made me realise the above stuff
I have literally More to shareee lol
So one of my closest frnd let's call her urv she never told us abt her hard times in thought of communicating it would complicate the problems more when I heard this went back to time when I used to think the same but my lpade gng were the peeps who changed it for me always heard me ND then helped me while feeling this it was disheartening knowing that they didnât felt same with each other I was the only one who felt this way. Obv felt lonely many time because I cared for them too deeply and too humanly which was one sided this made major role in this past month every one were going through there own problems but i was the only one sharing. I didn't knew the other side only approached many times but I was the only one who got myself hurt it didnât even bothered her or them they just said 'why do you even care bro' answered saying it's just my overthinking dw
But bro I wanna say its because I care for you but anyways because of you I learned smt-
Anyways more stuff next post
Everyone wants to go on expensive dates but i just wanna watch the stars and talk about life with you.
AnaĂŻs Nin, from a diary entry featured in The Diary of AnaĂŻs Nin, Volume 2: 1934-1939
Never-ending feels of lonely is now part of my personality
Rosa Chacel, from a diary entry featured in Diario, originally published in 1993
Exactly

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Whenever I feel connected or attached with someone my whole world revolves around them, after 10th I was very excited to make new friends and uk there is very special in these friendships that we made our passion dreams hobbies interest thinkings fall in same place
In excited pata hi nahi chala kab itne ache dost mil gayi and hum Kab kitne ache dost ban gayi
I started adoring them~getting inspired! relying on them~ because of them I started sharing because of them I once again started believing in sharing happiness sadness and every kind of emotions
Everytime I am with them I feel home cause they allow me to be myself I can laugh loudly I can Crack the silliest joke I share my silliest thought I can share my opinions we talk and dicuss about topics we love- from drawing with them to hanging out with them I always felt grateful
But as I mentioned things happen time change
Idk what started but everyone of us were having bad time and everything went jryaktukt7dots76its6ks57o57do5d7k6do86o8d6o68dl6d8lydj6tsj3a5u4ajr6js5kktmmisunderstanding took place no doubt we cleared them supported each other to fullest we never fought it was always Shanti se problem solve karna and we did
But in no time I started feeling left out so badly- from my own ppl, ppl that I resonate with - I totally understand them again im not blaming or complaining I'm just telling what made me sad , again maine bhi liya hi hoga I admit so yea
I get they must be having hard time by their own those the people who doesn't believe that much I'm telling problems do they also end but hiding it meanwhile I use to share all things with them idk what went wrong fh iicttddtitd but they started ghost me the grp chat I was getting no reply and felt I'm all alone chatting In this grpBUT ARYA ALWAYS REPLIED TO MEEE I LOVE HER SM <3
This xyz guy mmm what should we name this guy mm mmm tomya yes tomya is very introverted person and life is hard he struggle a lot and suffer alone I always said you can tell me but he never did on time when he needed the most it was always after when I used to mention in all of this he started behaving oddly I felt wrong he stopped talking sometimes he was rude but yea I get its tiring
I felt like I'm the cause of thus he must be mad at me or smt but yea I did had a long talk but it was late kyu kyuki he never told anything at first
He said he felt I was ignoring him but trust me it was awkwardness on a specific day he used to be all bubbly and on second day down.. and behaving as I mentioned because of this I couldn't maintain my emotions why because I was getting affected too by this change and yes I was suffering on my own but thus misunderstanding 200Ă but thankfully I talked and to his explanation I didn't ignore him I gave him the space and time he needed cause I talk nonsense he in not mood then he rude then mi sad and yea fgmjfkyd things happen usse better I use to talk only important stuff but anyways things sorted out but somewhere still.... I feel sad feel empty.
In beginning of September I posted that I'm healing-
No doubt ups and downs were there as always but what was new everytime I faced downs I pulled myself as soon as possible without any rush processing taking time and understanding obv there was time when I felt no don't wanna do how can I do even this at this rate how will I ever heal but trust in yourself buddy I did pulled my self and uk also learnt to understand and bring hope understood that in life all these ups and downs will come no matter what you aim up to for but also remember not to complain too much it will only bring negative energy and complexity find hope and try to react calmly
It's crazy how in starting and till mid terms I LOVEEEED TO GO TO SCHOOL I still remember how I used to always say I don't wanna miss school I enjoy there it's fun blah blah blah but in no time I feel totally opposite of it back then I never thought that in few days I will be not willing to go to the same place where I had fun maybe I know the reason and yes obv it's the people-
What I got from all this is time passes things happens situations come and go people change and then time comes with total different vibe giving new experiences and then u are thinking abt past
That's what I'm doing rn ryt thinking abt my past and saying why can't time be same why it has to flow across and give such times but ik this is life and remember always cherish all kind of time at the end everyone has to deal with positive happy time and Negative sad time just be strong enough to maintain the best
U can't controls ppl behavior mood and anything so let them be them let us be us~
Whenever I pray to God I always say if I'm wrong please teach me and punish me foe same and trust me god listened
In many ways god thought and punished me and I realized those so thankyouu god will be also mindful for those
Days days days
Days are js flowing idk what I'm up too always end up feeling super sad feeling left out feeling guilty feeling useless and what not then what pretending to be supper happy feeling wowowie oki sometimes feels were real okay but uk sometimes in terms of acting overacting kardi and yea looked stupid
Remember never let anyone make your time waste and also practice idfc u come firstâ
Hieee loooonngglonngg time no updateee
Ukw- NID released their exam dates and its 21 DEC?!- seriously Dec?!T_T that too 21?!T_T but yeaa letss learn prepare grow and explore no negativity đ§ż it's a really short time but remember this what 8th grader me thought and since then it's our dream place place which will lead me to my passion My dreams and my stories so instead of taking stress and talking all negative and blah blah listen to your heart and art run with the flow do everything and anything you can doo everyday work to grow and be honest with yourself ⥠many distractions but uk YOU ARE YOUR DREAM RN so I believe in myself I will do besttt and bestt and only best with my hardwork and passion I believe in myself and also remember even if you fail or make mistakes it's okay you are here to learn and grow from it every moment mattersâ to end this lol I would say suki believe in yourself be honest be yourself don't be afraid of anything and do everything that younger and elder suki will be proud of u got thiiis~
If I'm ever mad at you just get me stickers and cute stuff heheehe (also ii loooveer cappybara gosh soooo cute I can't-)
Healing pt2

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Healing
Loong time I haven't post lot to mention but for now
On my desk
Candle lightingđ baarish feels đexploring new musicđ drawing and writing đ
19 August 2025
I have mid term exam tomorrow as usual I was studying in my room and then... someone knocks my door ( usually my mom or my bro knocks my door and its so irritating T_T cause they do it so aggressively) and its was surprisingly a silent one when I opened the Door I see my father holding box of sweet confused mi didn't knew why he has sweets in his hands I really wanted to ask first but I take one piece Wondering what might be the occasion 1 min passed and I asked where did u get them from he answered today its been 8 years to nirmitee ( its his business name ) made me Wonder his old days when the business was new its been 8 years but my dad has those same passionate eyes to learn grow and improve the same efforts to work hard â˘â~
Watching him work always inspired me he doesn't only work for just doing it but I see his soul in that work let it me any work he does it ekdm dil se thats what I truly learnt when you do something with a different perspective it will always hit you with a different feel
Ppl say his office ain't that big and all but we have seen his hard work and dedication to built that it's not just a office but it's a place where dreams began where dreams trust hope and his spark is
All i want to say is that I'm proud of my dad he always inspires me with his work and ethics
Grateful for everything he does for me and our family hope this year he does smt special for himself too
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15th August â Alag Angle Spark
Omg omgâyâall, Iâve been wanting to visit this place for months and months, and today it finally happened. From endlessly watching their content online, dreaming of one day living that moment, to actually being thereâit felt unreal. And the plus point? I went with my family, so it became not just a visit, but a memory stitched with togetherness.
Today they had a jembe session, and the rhythm of our hands created music that sparked through the air. The moment I saw the post, I just knew my brother would love itâand he did. Watching him lead everyone, while people appreciated him, filled me with pride. What 10-year-old Sukruti once dreamed of doing, she finally did today.
My father laughed freely, enjoying every beat to the fullest. My motherâs joy shone as she clicked pictures and videos, capturing what she loves. My friend, so kind, kept making sure I was includedâit warmed me deeply. The energy we all held while playing the instrument was pure fire.
And me? I was quietly experiencing it allâthe kindness, the joy, the passion, the comfort, the presence of people I love. For the first time, I felt music connect to me. I always thought music belonged only to those who could âdo it,â but what I lived today changed that. Music has no limits, no boundariesâitâs for everyone. Its essence was so pure, it carried me into rhythm. At first I was confused, but slowly I let go and emerged into that sparkling moment.
Afterwards, my friend gave us a sweet tour of the place. We laughed, talked, shared stories, and my heart brimmed with warmth. The people there were so welcoming, telling me to visit oftenâand then came a little blessing: I made a new pet friend, Belly the dog. She was so cute and gentle, letting me pet her, and then followed me around like we were already best friends.
The whole day was nothing short of wholesome. Even now, when I think back, I feel the same happiness bubbling inside me. Some memories are golden sparks meant to stay for lifeâthis was one of them. đ
15th August â After School
After the school visit, me and my friends hopped into an auto and went to a random cafĂŠâour favorite kind of time. The gossips, the giggles, the bondâŚitâs all so overwhelming in the best way. We have this little tradition now: every time we meet, we recreate a dance reel. And once again, we learned the steps in minutes and recorded it, laughing endlessly. Between promises, pictures, hyping each other up, girl talks, lip glosses, and peri-peri friesâit was a moment. A memory stitched perfectly into our little tradition of togetherness.

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15th August â 79th Independence Day
On this special day, I visited my old schoolâand oh, what a nostalgic feeling it was. The moment I stepped inside, it felt as if time had folded back. The air itself carried the same freshness of my everyday routine from those years.
I met my friends, and in an instant, the old giggles and little gossips returned. Watching the Independence Day performances reminded me of when I once stood on that very stage. Just last year, I was in their placeâand now, watching someone else perform, I felt waves of pure nostalgia.
The chaos, the laughter, the shameless fun of the boys, the golden bonds we sharedâit all came alive again. Greeting teachers, seeing the joy on their faces, walking through those familiar corridors, even remembering the scoldingsâall of it was like reliving chapters of my past.
How strange and beautiful it is: in the same places where we once spoke endlessly about our future, now we stand, smiling, reminiscing about our past. âOh, remember we did this here?â weâd say, as new memories intertwined with the old.
That morning was a gentle reminder of the timeless bond we share with our school and the irreplaceable moments it gave us. A day full of nostalgia, laughter, and heart-brimming warmth.
Seadrelle (n.)
A whimsical soul who carries the sparkle of sunlit tides and the softness of petals.
Like a seashell holding whispers of the ocean, she keeps dreams safe within her, letting them glitter quietly until theyâre ready to bloom.
â Derived from âseaâ (ocean, depth, wonder) + âdrelleâ (a delicate, tender being).
Example: Her laughter was saltwater and stardust â a true Seadrelle at heart.