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Prompt: You have a dirty dream about Gibbs and try to play it cool.
Mentions: Sexual acts, death
Mostly angst/tension/no smut
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Anxiously, you tap your pencil on your desk, grabbing the attention of Bishop and McGee.
âY/N? You good? Youâve been pretty distracted all morning,â McGee asked, concerned.
âYeah Iâm fine. Just a little too much coffee I guess.â
Except you werenât fine. You were busy replaying last nights dream in your head. The dream that included a certain grey haired agent. The reason for the dream?
It couldâve been the way you saw Gibbs interrogate your suspect yesterday. Or the way he walked into a room like it was a runway show. Regardless, it was keeping you from doing your job correctly and you werenât sure youâd even be able to look your boss in the eyes today.
âGrab your gear. Dead Naval officer in Norfolk,â Gibbs spoke, walking into the bullpen and grabbing things from his desk. Quickly, you grabbed your bag and practically raced into the elevator before anyone else could accompany you, let alone Gibbs.
You chose to sit in the back seat with Bishop on the car ride there but couldnât help but steal glances at Gibbs through the rear view window. He only caught you looking twice, both times, you immediately looked out the window, a redness forming at your cheeks.
âHey, whatâs up with you,â Bishop asked as you two walked toward the crime scene, McGee and Gibbs walking ahead, out of ear shot. You were pretty close with Bishop, you two sharing a lot of commonalities so you decided to tell her.
âI had a dream about Gibbs last night and it wonât leave my head.â
Her jaw dropped and she had to keep herself from laughing out loud.
âShut up Ellie. Itâs not funny. I canât even look at him in the eye.â
âYouâre right, Iâm sorry. But why Gibbs? Is he your type?â
âI donât know. Something about his tough yet caring exterior just seems to do something for me. You know Iâm into older men.â
âTrue. What was the dream about?â
âWell he called me into the elevator for some reason and then did the whole stopping it in between floors. There wasnât much talking but a lot of kissing and-
âHey! You two done gossiping over there?!â Gibbs yelled, causing the both of you to rush over. He gave you a stare that you completely avoided by staring at the floor and eventually walked over to the cop that called in the death.
âSo you said you there was a witness that mightâve saw the suspect fleeing?â You asked.
âYeah, she said it was a guy wearing a black hoodie and jeans. Didnât get a good look at his face though.â
Just as you were about to ask another question, you felt the presence of Gibbs standing right beside you, overwhelming your senses and making you completely lose your train of thought.
âWhere is she so we can ask her a few questions,â he asked for you.
âGetting checked by the EMTâs. I guess your guy also tried attacking her as well once she saw him.â
You followed behind Gibbs, appreciating that runway walk he had and let him do all the talking with the witness as you just wrote everything down and occasionally gave him a once over.
Back at the squad room, you all began gathering all of your evidence when you found something interesting.
âHey McGee. What non profit did you say our Petty Officer donated to?â
âUm, just WWF and PETA once a month. Why?â
âWell I was looking through his financial records and found a reoccurring payment starting in July to a Riker Humanitarian Organization.â
Both McGee and Gibbs came over but Gibbs decided to lean over your shoulder to get a better look at the computer screen, hand supporting himself right beside yours. You never really noticed how big his hands were until now and found yourself staring at them, remembering how they caressed and squeezed your body in your dream.
âY/N? What am I looking at?â Gibbs asked slightly irritated as you snapped out of it. You clicked on the payment tab, sending Bishop a âhelp meâ look at the same time which she only grinned at. She was loving how uncomfortable all of this was making you.
âThree thousand seems a bit steep for a humanitarian donation boss. You think his wife knew anything about it?â McGee asked.
âYou and Bishop go find out. Talk to the wife. See what she knows.â
âI can go too if they want some more help,â you offered, not wanting to be alone with Gibbs.
âIt doesnât take 3 people to ask a few questions Y/N. You stay here. See what else you can dig up.â
You watched Bishop get up and giving you a wave and mouth good luck to you before following after McGee, making you die inside.
After a bit of more searching through the victims records, you didnât find anything. Looking over at Gibbs, he had his glasses on and was staring intently at the case file in front of him. The glasses were a nice touch to his look. Made his facial features a little softer and only made you pay more attention to his icy blue eyes.
You hadnât realized how long you had been staring until he looked up at you, catching you red handed.
âCan I help you Agent Y/L/N?â
âHuh?â
âWhy do you keep staring at me?â
Not being able to come with an appropriate answer, you stuttered for words.
âUh, I donât- I think Iâm gonna go see if Abby has anything for us.â
Thoroughly flustered for the upteenth time that day, you left a confused Gibbs and scurried downstairs to the lab.
âAbby. You gotta help me,â you pleaded, walking through her doors and seeing her typing away on her computer.
âIs it about your Gibbs dream?â
âWhat? How did you- Dammit Bishop.â
âHey, I think itâs cute. Gibbs barely gets romantic admirers and I could totally see him being your type.â
You covered your face with your hands and groaned. âI donât to want to be his romantic admirer Abbs! Heâs my boss!â
She shrugged and continued typing on her computer. âIâm just saying, thereâs nothing wrong with dreaming about Gibbs. Heâs a dreamy guy. If you like that gruff, quiet, brooding type.â
âJust tell me something about him that would be a turn off so I can just think about that instead of my dream.â
âDream about what?â Gibbs asked from behind us, making the both of us jump. Oh God, please tell me he didnât hear anything before your last few words.
âY/N had a dream about someone and is trying not think about it,â Abby snitched.
âAbigail! Shut up!â
She smiled as your cheeks got tomato red. âAnyone we know?â Gibbs asked, stepping closer. I couldâve died right then and there.
Before Abby could say another word, you interrupted. âNo! Itâs nothing. Just a stupid dream, it doesnât matter.â
He gave you that look that usually gives your suspects when interrogating them. The one where he looks into your eyes, then your lips, then back at your eyes again. Your breathing increased ten fold and you wouldnât have been surprised if he noticed.
Thankfully he seemed to drop it and walk over next to Abby and ask her about the case. You have to remember to kill both her and Bishop.
>>>>
Once McGee and Bishop had come back from questioning the wife, you were all surprised to see them also come in with the suspect you had been looking for.
âY/N. With me in interrogation,â Gibbs ordered while walking away. By now, McGee also had that dumb grin on his face so your sure Bishop had told him about the whole situation as well. You just flipped them both off while leaving to follow after Gibbs.
The suspect ended up not being any help. And neither were you. Anytime Gibbs got frustrated with him and started raising his voice, you just stared, not realizing that you didnât ask one question during the entire conversation. âY/N. Elevator. Now,â he said after you both exited the room. Shit.
You silently followed after him, dreading what was about to happen. You didnât even look at Bishop and McGee as the both of you passed them to the elevators. He let you in first and walked in behind, letting the doors close and move both of you up a few seconds before pressing the emergency stop button.
âWhatâs going on with you Y/L/N? Is this dream really that distracting?â
You had no idea what to say. You just kept your eyes glued to the wall behind him, trying to ignore the intimate lighting and how similar this situation was becoming to your dream.
âHow many times have you dreamt about this person?â
Oh jeeze. To Bishop and Abby, it was only one dream but in reality, it was probably like 5.
âIs this why youâre being weird with me all day?â
He stepped closer, making you instinctively take a step back, finally getting you to look him in the eye.
âIs the dream about me?â
You didnât say a word but you didnât have to. Gibbs was smart. He knew how to read body language. And you were giving all the tell tale signs of nervousness and attraction.
He looked down at your lips and back up at your eyes like earlier and you swallowed hard.
Finally, he stepped back and pressed the emergency button, bringing the lights back on and giving you a chance to take a huge breath. Just as the doors opened, he turned to you.
Thinking about Gwayne being the most devoted husband..
He seeks you out everywhere, and in every thing. Knighthood may have taught him to be vigilant and steadfast, always looking over one shoulder to the other, but it doesnât come close to how quickly he finds you.
His eyes search. Across court, through corridors, from the other side of the courtyard, even mid conversation, his gaze remains on you. Studying, computing, making sure you are alright, for no other reason than because he can.
No matter how many years together, he still treats you as he did when you were his betrothed. But in the sense that his chivalry knows no bounds. Only now, knowing you more. Always walking a step behind you, but with his hand raised to your lower back. Bringing flowers by hand to your solar or chambers when he returns home. Unclasping his cloak from himself to drape it around your shoulders on colder nights. Itâs become second nature now.
And he secretly loves when you steal them from him, letting it fall into your hands even when his men eye him from behind. He could care less, so long as youâre the one doing it.
Youâre the last person he sees before battles, if the time will allow him. Itâs a ritual he has, already in his armour, tucking his helm under his arm before standing in front of you.
âDo you have to go?â You blink up at him, still fussing with the steel placed on his arm.
âYou know that I must. I only want to make sure your face is the last I see.â His voice is a delicate rasp, not once tearing his eyes from you as his fingers raise you strike your cheek.
Your hand plants into the metal under your hand, nudging him as he tempts a smile, the action barely knocking him back at all. And then he leans, placing a kiss to your cheek, one longing and lasting, nudging his nose to yours as he breaths. Another one captures your lips, this time more fervent, both palms smoothing to the sides of your face as he draws you near. So that should it be the last, itâs the only thing to remember him by.
Speaking of battle and being taken from you, he brings souvenirs and gifts back with him as often as he can. Pressed flowers in his handkerchief at his breastplate, ones far from what youâre used to, summer flowers, wildflowers, and herbs in vibrant colours. Trinkets and delicate pieces of jewellery that are dainty enough to fit into his pockets. Or simply just the small letters he sends more frequently than he should by Raven.
Always signed with the signature of his name and beneath it:
Forever Yours.
The most protective in the quiet way. Because even if he canât be beside you, his eye always is. Though jealousy isnât something strong with him, he is weary of those around him, with full trust and care of you. He had seen how depraved men can be, how ruthless they become with a quick turn. At feasts he pulls out your chair, sliding an arm around you, or settling lowly on your knee, at ceremonies or in large crowds heâs at your side. And when others raise their voice or get too close, heâs slipping impossibly close just to put himself between you and the danger.
Gwayne doesnât do titles, at least only for the times when duty doesnât require it, and he introduces you as such. To him you are not just lady.. he speaks your name first, and that alone, before he continues.
âMy wife..â A proud smile appearing on his face as he draws you closer to him. Though for whatever reason, he still uses âMy Ladyâ to tease in the softer moments, wrapping his arms behind you as you stand in front of your vanity, lips pursing at your neck. Because the titles and endearments are for you, no one else.
His favourite pastime is just being in the quiet with you, existing together, more so reading. Sometimes he will read with you in his lap, one hand combing gently through your hair as you listen, drifting slowly. Other times heâs the one laid behind you, your back pressed into his chest, his arms curling around you as you hold the book. Those are the rare times he truly feels like he relaxes, eyes closing, breath warm at your neck, listening to the soothing tone of your voice.
He reserves the more lighthearted sides of himself in private. Most people would describe him as plain, a chivalrous, good man, but perhaps in some peopleâs eyes boring. He doesnât stand and shout amongst the other men, or become raucous in crowds, but he isnât without humour. Itâs dry, and sarcastic like he is. Like the looks he gives you from the side when a lord drones on too long, or the sly comments he makes behind someone elseâs back that make you both laugh when youâre attempting to stay serious. There is more to him than most know, and heâs often mocking them at their own expense, just to see you smile.
When the weight of the realm feels impossibly heavy, he simply rests his forehead against your own, in company or without it. Itâs your shared way of grounding one another, and how he vows to you silently, over and over, that he is yours. Heâs here to protect, and be by your side more than any other responsibility that befalls him.
âYours, before all else.â
He says it plainly, a whisper against your lips or into your hair, meant only for you, because by the Seven and his oath, thatâs the truest thing heâll ever believe in.
in a world of boys, he's a gentleman â s. reid x reader
in which your night out comes to an end, and your boyfriend has to try to keep your wandering hands off of him.Â
pairing:Â spencer reid x fem!reader
genre:Â fluff
tags: alcohol consumption. reader is drunk. reader is a brat. spencer is so exasperated. but he loves you so bad. age gap probably. suggestive content.
word count:Â 2.1k
a/n:Â oh my god i miss having a man to pick me up and love me when im drunk #thisshouldbeme final boss level 1000. simple fun fluff i love when he's nice to us i should do this more often. circa summer 2024 ass title i'm rebuilding spencer reid tumblr brick by brick.Â
You were never meant to be this drunk.Â
Truly, you had grandeur plans for it to be a one and done night. Entertain the birthday girl â your best friend â with your presence and take care of her, for it is her night, and then go home and pass out early enough in dark green sheets and the sound of your boyfriend sleeping next to you.Â
You'd even told him about these plans.Â
Instead? He's staring down at his phone with a locked jaw, and four different messages from you glaring back up at him. Incomprehensible, if he weren't as smart as he were. If he weren't as attuned to you and your mannerisms down to the way you text. A man who doesn't even like texting, and he's memorised how you do.Â
Something about him picking you up, maybe, if he wants. Another thing about you finding him pretty. Another with a photo of the â and he quotes â really good vodka coke the bartender made you (he's certain it tastes the same as the last three you mentioned drinking). Finally, a photo of you in the bathrooms, arms around your best friend, grinning at the mirror through your phone, showing off your outfit to him. As if he hadn't memorised, documented, the way the skirt looked on you when you left hours earlier.Â
When he doesn't reply to a single message, you call him, and endearment for you grows, for he can hear the pout on your lips as you speak into the phone.Â
"Why're you ignorin' me?" you mumble, which isn't much help considering how loud the world around you is, your voice nearly drowning out.Â
"I'm not, honey," he says. "I only just checked your messages. I was about to respond."
"Liar. You're ignoring me. You hate me."
"I can assure you I don't," he's amused. He's so stupidly amused, you want to kick him for it. You don't. You can't. Instead, you let him keep sweet talking you out of your predisposed anger. "Are you having a good night?"
"Yes!" you brighten almost immediately. "Did you see the photo I sent?"
"Of your outfit? Yeah, angel. You look pretty," he's practically perfected how to talk to you when drunk. You're oblivious to it, always too intoxicated to register he is extra nice when you're barely able to hold yourself upright.Â
"Thank you," you reply, and he can hear the fluster. "Look prettier inâin person."
"I know. I saw you before you left, remember?"
"Oh. Yeah," your cheeks heat, and you roll your bottom lip between your teeth. The bricks are a juxtaposing cold against your back. Rough, too. Oddly comforting. "Are you busy? Am I keeping you from somethin'? S'that why you were ignorin' me?"
"No," he replies. "I'm waiting for you to be ready to come home. Is that why you're calling?"
"Mm-mm," you shake your head, giggling to yourself because you remember he can't see that. He doesn't know why you're laughing, but he smiles at it nonetheless. "Jus' wanted to hear your voice. Miss you."
"I miss you too, honey," he says, and you can hear that smile in his voice.Â
"What're you doin' then?" you ask, staring at the door to the club you had deserted, keeping an eye out for your friends to emerge.Â
"Reading."
"Reading what?"
"Sofia Petrovna," he tells you, and, as if he can see the way your eyebrows furrow, he adds, "Russian novel by Lydia Chukovskaya. I'll find a translation so you can read it, I think you'd like it."
"You should jus' read it to me right now," you mumble, crouching down to the floor, resting your head on your knees. "Translate for me."
"You most certainly won't remember a thing I'm saying. Where are your friends?"
"In the club. It got overstimulating," you tell him.Â
There's a pause on the other end of the line, and an excuse about how you can actually see your friends still â you can't â manifests on your tongue, preempting the scolding he's no doubt formulating.Â
However, two simple, stern â but not too scary â words kill the faux reassurance immediately. "You're alone?"Â
You hesitate. "...No?"
"Can you go find your friends, please? I don't want you outside alone."
"Yes, sir," you stand back up. His jaw clenches, biting back his reprimand. He doesn't have the energy to lecture you about the dangers of being this drunk alone, and he's sure you wouldn't appreciate it anyways. Or remember it. "I will call you back later! Bye! Love you!"
He continues to hear from you for the two hours following. A photo once you find your friends to assure him you're safe, a mistyped message about how you love him more than anything in the world, another asking if he's mad at you when he doesn't reply. Eventually, you're calling him again, chatter from the smoker's lounge you'd disappeared into loud, but he can faintly make out you asking him to pick you up.Â
He finds himself in an empty enough street just a block away from the last club you told him you were going to, waiting.Â
There were people everywhere, just past the corner of the street. Girls with their bags hanging limply down by their calves, fast food paper bags held up to some of their mouths. Never his scene, but he's shown up enough for you since you started dating to know what he's looking out for.Â
He can see you before you spot him, but when you do, he can't fight the smile at the sight of you brightening up in an instant. Distantly, he hears you call his name, pointing him out to your friends and stumbling towards the car.Â
"Hi!" you collapse against the passenger's seat door, window open and waiting for you, as you lean into the car.Â
Recognising the offer for what it was, he leans across the console to kiss you before you can start drunkenly accusing him of not loving you. Or whatever you can come up with to start a baseless, completely harmless argument with him.Â
"Hi, honey. Good night?" he asks as you finally pull open the door, settling into the seat with a sigh, head nodding as you peel your shoes off of your feet and curl up.Â
"I think so," you murmur, hair covering your face as you drop your head, and a yawn stretches your mouth open. "I'll tell you all about it t'morrow."
"Can't wait," he muses.Â
"You never answered me," you then say â which is generous, considering he could barely make out a word â looking over at him. "'Bout if you're mad."
"I wasn't mad," he reassures you. "Just worried. Thought we talked about not being out and alone when you're this intoxicated?"
"Yeah. I know. Sorry."
Tomorrow, as it turns out, follows a quiet drive home for you to collect your thoughts, and his helping hands at removing your makeup and getting you into the shower. A year old promise that he will always force you under the water before bed no matter what protests you come up with.
Now, here you are, rambling his ear off animatedly on the edge of the bathroom sink, as he brushes a wet comb through your hair.Â
He's listening intently, soaking in every word you were saying about your night out, even if it entirely made no sense to him. Your attempt at stringing together your night's events was poor at best, and he's pretty sure you've re-explained four times that you went into then night with fake names and backstories to try and fool everyone.
"And then we went to... um... I forgot the name. But it was free entry, so we went in, obviously, and this guy bought us drinks because of the birthday sash she was wearing, so that was awesome. That was the vodka coke I sent you, it was so gooâcan I have a kiss?"
Your request catches him off guard, and the comb clatters to the basin beside you when his hand drops from your hair.Â
"Is that all you want?" he hums, leaning forwards. His lips brush against your own, and you smile.
"Yep. Just a kiss," you chirp, slouching your shoulders so you could look up at him with wide eyes you know all too well he can't deny. "Please?"
You just had to ask so nicely, and he was left with very little choice in the matter in the end.Â
He kisses you for only a second, aiming to pull away and successfully get you into bed before you can take this any further.Â
Ever so sneaky, though, you catch your fingers into his hair and tug him back into you, legs hooking around his waist to keep him locked. His hips knock the cabinets, but he's distracted by your lips back on his to fully register the hit.Â
"Honey," he mumbles against your lips. A warning, you think. It sounds it.Â
You don't listen.Â
Instead, you inch closer to the edge of the basin until he's forced to roll his hips into yours to push you back, saving you from falling off.Â
You whine, and the sound has him coming back to reality, deftly pulling away from your lips. You protest, quietly, and he's forced to tangle a hand in your hair to tug your head back, keeping you away from him.
"No," he says, firmly. If you were sober, maybe you'd back down under the demand. Then again, if you were sober, he wouldn't be saying no to you. Instead, his tone of voice only makes your smile widen, and your skin tingle.Â
"It was just a kiss," you protest, slipping off the sink once he steps back, letting him guide you like a lost puppy back into his bedroom. "Spencer?"
"No it wasn't," he says, hand on your back as he navigates you over to his bed. "We've talked about this."
He sits down before you, and despite the scolding, lets you climb over him into the bed anyways, hips straddling his waist as he lays back on the bed.Â
"Just a kiss. I promise," you affirm, breath warm against his lips.Â
He gives in, as he always does, and lets you kiss him again.Â
Hips square above his, chest pressing on his, fingers ruffling the sheets beside his head. You kiss him until you're out of air, and convinced he's drunk enough on your taste to let you go further.Â
He isn't.Â
"Behave," he quips when your hand drops to his waistband, his fingers catching your wrist and lifting it back up. You're too focussed on the way his hand fits around the joint to argue.Â
"IÂ am," you huff, tilting your head with a lopsided grin. "Didn't do anything!"
"Brat," he pinches your hip, and you squirm, bursting into a fit of giggles. "Go to bed."
"Can't. You've got me caged up on top of you," you jut your chin out. "Maybe you're the problem."
"Yep. Sure am," he confirms, letting his arms around you go slack, just to watch you fall off his chest and to the mattress beside him. "Sleep."
"Or what?"
He pushes air out of his nose, but it's all too difficult to stay frustrated with you when you're staring up at him with the hugest smile on your face. You know exactly what you're doing â and he's just letting you.
He thinks he will forever.
He pauses in choosing a response. "Do you want me to be nice when I wake you up tomorrow?"
"Depends," you study him, eyes narrowing; drunken skepticism. "What's your version of nice?"
"You're a smart girl. Figure it out," he kisses your nose, "and go to sleep."
"Are you being suggestive?" you sit up abruptly, and his palms find comfort in his face, running down it. "Spencer."
"I'm not answering that. Go to sleep, honey."
"I can't. Why would you say that? You're such a tease. Oh my God. I hate you," you moan, dramatically falling back down to the bed, head finding the space between his shoulder and his neck. "Do you promise?"
It's like he knows you're giving up, for his voice has dropped into a drawl, exhaustion he'd been expertly masking coming out as he speaks. "Promise what?"Â
"To wake me up nicely?"
"If you're good and go to sleep now, yes."
"Pinky promise?" his eyes are now closed, but you still search his face with keen interest. He smiles. He can feel it.Â
"Pinky promise," he affirms, and he finally â finally â fully relaxes as he feels you curl into him. "Goodnight, honey."
he doesn't want to give in to the implicit behaviors that would naturally come from the age gap between you two. he is technically old enough to be your dad, there is no denying that on any front, but jack likes to simply pretend that isn't the truth. he ignores it, because he didn't start dating you because of the age gap. he's dating you for the purest, and most traditional, of reasons.
you just happen to have a crazy age gap between you both.
and with said age gaps comes certain tendencies that jack wants to give in to, but he denies himself.
he constantly feels the need to explain something to you, for starters. yet he doesn't, because he's consistently worried about accidentally over-explaining, or seeming like he was talking down to you, orâgod forbidâmansplaining something to you.
he wants to take care of you. not just in a basic, typical boyfriend way. but jack really wants to take care of you. he wants to make sure you have absolutely everything you could possibly need. he never wants you to be stressed, especially about money. there's been so many times where he's considered paying for your rent for the entire lease period, or just telling you to move in with him so you never have to worry about rent ever again.
but you need your own space, at least that's what jack thinks you would think.
jack just finds himself wanting to slip into this caregiver role with you. and he doesn't know if he would still feel that urge if you were just a few years younger than him. he supposes he'll never really know.
then, slowly, he starts to give in.
"i got it, baby," easily rolls off of his tongue when he easily does something for you before you even go to do it for yourself.
he buys you something that you look at twice, and he ignores that look that you throw his way whenever he tells you to grab it, the look that says you don't have to.
he knows he doesn't have to. but he really wants to.
he starts taking care of you more than he did before. he becomes a figure shadowing you, always there for any little thing that you could possibly need. he even takes just a few minutes during his shift to call you and kiss you goodnight.
he's so protective. he overhears you gossiping (read: talking shit) with one of your friends on the phone and he lingers in the doorway, arms folded and eyebrows pushed together as he waits for the call to end. and when it (finally) does, he tensely, with thinly-veiled worry, asks "is somebody messing with you?" as if you're not a grown woman who can take care of herself.
and it's not annoying. somehow. it easily could get annoying, but jack knows boundaries. he knows when to worry, when to step in, when to slip into a role that resembles a father. but then he knows when to step back, when to let you go, when to just be there for you in a non-overbearing, but equally loving way that can only come from being your boyfriend.
youâre the one who puts a name to it.
âam i being a good daughter for you?â you prompt him when youâre sat between his legs, back to chest, letting his thick fingers bully your pussy open to prepare you for taking his cock.
he pauses, hesitates, just long enough for it to be noticeable, and then he throws caution to the wind. he sees how your relationship shares resemblance to that relationship, and it's taboo, and makes just a little bit of worry go off in his head. but it's all for fun. it's playing pretend.
so, jack nods. "yeah you are, baby," he tells you, curving his fingers up to reach the spot that makes you gasp. "you're the best daughter i could've ever asked for."
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simon riley laying low in a small coastal town after an OP x naive tourist having a port day who doesnât realize that the boat will absolutely leave without you if you spend all afternoon canoodling with the big, brusque behemoth who wonât let you check the time on your phone when he has you spread out on his lap in some local tavern and grinding down on his thigh until the sweat on your upper lip drips down your neck and he licks it up. but heâs more than happy to let you spend the night in his hotel room until youâre able to catch a flight to the shipâs next destination
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âč àŁȘ Ë summary: In which the future of the realm is decided.
âč àŁȘ Ë pairing: baelor "breakspear" targaryen x f!stark!reader
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âč àŁȘ Ë notes/content: no real warnings for this part that won't be spoilers so!!! even though this one is shorter, there's a reason for why that is (and you'll understand why when you read it). cannot believe it's only been a little over a month since this series begun and we only have two more parts left to go, hope you enjoy and thank you as always for your amazing support!!!
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âWill you dance, Lady Stark?â
Thereâs sternness to the offer, no matter how hard Maekar attempts to soften the severe lines of his face.
The Great Hall glows around you in an inviting, syrupy candlelight, too many eyes glued to your every twitch. Heat gathers under the stone, saturated further by wine and roasted meat. Crushed mint and rosemary in the rushes release their sharpness when boots grind them down, blowing towards you in too-warm gusts of air whenever the dancing crowd surges. The court spins beyond the high table, the feast in full force now, dragon banners sitting snug beside Stark grey.Â
Your shoulder aches beneath your gown, a low, steady throb that reminds you youâre far from whole. Thereâs a faint tang of iron from where youâve worried the inside of your cheek raw on your tongue.
Maekarâs hand is already out. Stiff, offered towards you more like a blade. Heâs dressed like a prince tonight, but the finery sits on him the way a borrowed cloak sits on a soldier. He suits it better than you would have expected, handsome in the warm light in that stern way of his, but he seems to be dismissive of his own appearance, focused instead on how he stands and moves. His jaw is a rigid line. His eyes are too steady, assessing you not with the leers men usually level at a woman, but with a soldierâs proficiency.Â
Around you, people are rising as the musicians move into a slower tune. One meant for coupling and pretty shows meant to entertain and distract, no doubt. Silks flare in your peripheral, boots scuffing the stone as laughter ripples through the hall. Someoneâs bracelets chime right behind you as a couple spins past the high table, bright as coins.
You hear Bloodravenâs voice in the back of your skull, then, mild as a blade slid between ribs. A wolfâs pelt hung where everyone can see it. Bait struggles less when it understands the hook. And then, the part that made your stomach tighten with some deep understanding you still donât have a name for even now. Then perhaps you might be inclined to make it more expensive.
You are expensive tonight, by your own design. Youâre also armed.
No one can see the knife hidden beneath the layers of silk and extravagance of your gown, tonight more in style with southern fashion to mark the final night of your stay in Kingâs Landing. No one would notice, except men who know how to look and where. Maekar knows. You feel it in the way his gaze snapsâquick, almost imperceptibleâto the seam of your sleeve and back up to your face.
You place your fingers in his hand, standing from your spot beside your father.
You let him lead you onto the floor.
Thereâs no softness in Maekar, not even in dance, only effort; you can feel the strain of his restraint, the way he holds himself back from guiding too hard, from jostling your healing shoulder, from doing anything that might draw attention to the fact you are not whole. The steps are simple enough. Old patterns youâve been taught since you were young, familiar turns and rhythm. Maekar moves through each rotation like you saw him fightâefficient, clean, no wasted motion, no flourishes. He doesnât smile for the watching eyes, and he doesnât pretend to enjoy himself. His hand settles at your waist with firm steadiness and nothing else.
For a few beats, you let the music speak for you. You let the room watch the wolf and the dragonâs son move in a neat, obedient circle. A pretty picture bards can write songs about one day, perhaps, all while another manâs taste still lingers on your lips. Hours have passed since Baelor led you back to your room and kissed you hard against your chamber doors to bruise, both hands on your face, a low groan caught in his throat. He watched you in the low torchlight after, palms still hot on your skin, for what felt like an eternity, with an expression that thrilled and frightened you, before bidding you good night and leaving you with a kiss against your brow.Â
Maekar breaks the impasse first, his words low enough that the sound doesnât travel beyond you two, âHeâs absent.â
Your throat tightens anyway, your fingers briefly tightening around his.
âHeâs been absent all day,â you say, a question tucked carefully into your observation. âIs he punishing the hall by denying it his presence?â
Maekarâs mouth twitches like it wants to be humoured by your words and canât quite make it. âI havenât seen him since morning. He left the council early. Said he has⊠matters to attend to.â
âMatters,â you echo quietly, meeting Maekarâs hard stare with a thoughtful hum.Â
Maekarâs hand tightens once at your waist, a small tell you try to examine and fail, then he steadies again. His gaze slides forward, fixed on some harmless point beyond your shoulder, seeing something there you can only guess at. Maekar, who has known Baelor all his life, who has bled with his brother and fought beside him since they were nothing but small princelings, looks uneasy in the hazy light.Â
âEither heâs running,â Maekar mutters, an edge to his words, âor heâs finally stopped.â
You donât need him to explain what he means by those words. What would the world be like in reality where Baelor stops being dutiful, stops being careful, stops holding himself leashed, choosing the realm and the good of everyone else over his own wellbeing, over his own happiness? Memory hits you so bright it feels like heat under your skin: Baelor by the altar, one hand braced on stone as if it is the only thing keeping him upright, his voice raw with want, You shouldnât ask me. Because I wonât stop. And your own voice, greedy with burning desire to drive him over the edge with your taunt, then forget.
And he did. Baelor answered you. Where does that leave you? Where is he now that his father sits at the high table, watching you and Maekar dancing with a thoughtful, serene expression, the future of both your house and his captured in the space between your body and his youngest sonâs.Â
You turn beneath Maekarâs arm, skirts whispering, shoulder tugging, and for a heartbeat, the hall blurs around the edges. Your body returns towards him, both of you settling into a new rhythm.Â
âAre you angry with me?â Maekar asks suddenly.
Your eyes snap to him, and you feel a small indent form between your brows. âFor what?â
âFor being the one they chose,â he replies stiffly, jaw pulsing once. âFor standing where he wants to stand.â
You can feel the court around you, pulsing and moving like a living being, tracking you both greedily, pretending not to, so they can latch onto some scandal. Because they know something is amiss, that a prince who doesnât entertain frivolous court attics is dancing with you, while the usually dutiful son and heir is nowhere to be found. Your fatherâs gaze burns between your shoulder blades, as biting as first frost in Winterfell, and you try not to seek his weathered face for comfort. King Daeron watches, too, you know, as do his sons and his queen.Â
âI donât blame you,â you tell him frankly, because that much is true.Â
Maekar frowns, an unconvinced tug to his mouth. âYou should.â
âWhy?â you ask softly, and this time you donât bother softening the edge in your words, your stare meeting his. âBecause your father is a king who thinks of peace before his sonsâ happiness? Because men keep trying to move me like a piece? What happened is not your fault, My Prince. Weâre both victims of circumstance. I donât wish you to be my enemy, only my friend, perhaps, if you are open to such a notion.â
Maekar makes a thoughtful sound at the back of his throat, rough and almost irritated in its gruffness, but his gaze jumps to the seam of your sleeve and back up again. He knows. Heâs seen you with your blade back when you all went riding, seen you use it, though the blade pressed to your body today is nowhere near as noticeable, instead a gift from someone who is more shadow than man, more whispers than pretty speeches. Because youâre a wolf that learned, too young, that pretty halls are still dangerous, that sometimes the only way forward is to move yourself.Â
âYouâre armed.â
Your expression doesnât change at his challenge. âAm I?â
His mouth flattens, then, almost grudgingly, âGood.â
The set ends, but he doesnât release you immediately. His hand lingers at your waist for one heartbeat too long while you both wait, watching each otherâlong enough for looks to be exchanged and whispers to start up because itâs too easy to misread this tension between youâthen he steps back and bows over your hand with the same stiff courtesy.
You dip your chin respectfully in return. âThank you.â
âDonât thank me yet,â Maekar answers under his breath, and briefly scans the crowd with lethal, warrior focus. âNot until we see what bites.â
Youâre about to answer him, about to ask where Bloodraven is watching from, because you can feel him even when you canât see him, like a thread pulled taut through the hallâ
The great hall doors creak open with a groaning boom. The sound pierces the room, momentarily drowning out the chatter and the fiddles, strings plucking into silence. Conversations stutter all around you, one by one, like strings being cut. Laughter thins into silence, heads swivel in a single wave, drawn toward the sudden spill of cooler night air that cuts through the hallâs heat like a blade.
Baelor steps inside. He should look like a prince arriving late to his own feast. Beautiful but controlled, desired and hated both.Â
He doesnât.
Thereâs something loose about him, just like last nightâunlatched, unbound, moving like liquid, like when he pressed his fingers covered in holy oil into your skin. His hair is slightly mussed, dark as ink, as if he's dragged his hands through it too many times to count, but doesnât care about it enough to fix it for once. His collar sits open enough to show the line of his throat, powerful and sun-kissed, less restrained than usual. He wears no chain of office tonight, no Hand pin, no visible weight of duty. Just a man in fine robes, here to enjoy his night without any other weight on his shoulders.Â
It makes him look lighter and somehow more dangerous all at once.Â
Baelor pauses just inside the threshold, taking the roomâs measure with those mismatched eyes. His gaze sweeps over his father, over the high table, over the packed hall, over your fatherâs rigid postureâ
Then it catches on you and pins you with such force, you feel the breath in your lungs punch out of you in one hit. The air itself seems to change density around you, your lungs momentarily forgetting what theyâre supposed to do. Maekar stills beside you, soldier-instinct sharpening, like he can sense something in his brother that even you canât comprehend easily.
Baelor crosses the hall unhurriedly, arms at his side, expression one of that easy serenity, nothing like the agonised weight youâve seen him wear these last few weeks, and people part for him without thinking. They always do. Crown or no crown, Baelor makes his own gravity.
He stops a few paces away from you and Maekar. Close enough that you see every line of his handsome face, the earnest way he typically holds himself dulled enough to make him look genuinely relaxed in a way that dries your mouth. He inclines his head, bare minimum courtesy, gaze roaming over your face.
âMy lady,â he says.
Thereâs nothing courtly about how he says my, so much so that Maekar makes a small, strangled sound beside you. You feel a dozen eyes on you three, tracking, measuring, crafting a narrative. You also feel the knife warm against your body, a small, steady reassurance that no matter what happens, youâre not helpless, not tonight.
You hear your own voice before you cautiously decide to speak.Â
âYour Highness,â you begin, a controlled greeting, and you level him with steadiness you have bled to earn. âWill you dance with me?â
A hush falls over the hall. Not perfect absence of soundâcandles still crackle, someoneâs cup still clinks as a trembling hand sets it down in a rushâbut the human noise drops away like every soul in the court has collectively leaned in at once. A ripple of shock rolls through the crowd, gaping mouths and bulging eyes all around you at your gall. A respectable lady shouldnât ask a man for a dance, much less a prince, much less the future king of the Seven Kingdoms. Â
Maekarâs gaze snaps to you, sharp with disbelief, but Baelor doesnât hesitate.
âAt once, my lady,â he says warmly, and holds out his hand, nodding at his brother as he does so.
His eyes burn, warm and hungry in such a gentle way your insides squirm. Despite what youâre trying to do, your plans, you reach for his hand eagerly, letting your fingers curve around his. Baelorâs fingers close around yours the second your skin touches, warm and certain, like his hand was carved for the sole purpose of holding yours, and the memory of him below the keep, at his motherâs altarâsaying he wonât stop, warning you he will forget himself entirelyâflares so vividly your breath catches again. He leads you further in the dancefloor, his thumb brushing your knuckles once absently, an intimate graze, like he canât help himself, this indulgence you know at least several people standing closest notice.Â
The musicians scramble into motion at a subtle nod from the high table. The tune shifts into something slower, older, a melody that moves you both in an unhurried, intimate spin. Baelorâs hand settles at your waist. Not so low that it would be seen as scandalous, not high enough to be proper.Â
Exactly where it needs to be to feel like possession, a man touching his woman, the subtlest of claims.
âAre you trying to kill me?â he murmurs, voice pitched low beneath the strings. "Looking like that tonight."
âNot yet,â you answer, and the bite of humour is the only thing keeping your pulse from spilling out of you.
His gaze drops to your mouth for a heartbeat, then rises again. Baelor doesnât pretend he didnât do it. The whispers that follow your moving figures are loud enough, even over the upbeat music, and you try not to cringe away and hide.Â
âYou shouldnât have asked me,â he remarks, almost casually.
âI shouldnât do a great many things,â you reply, letting the dance turn you, letting the court watch the twitch of your mouth. You search the edges of his face instead, letting your suspicion show. âYouâve been absent all day.â
His mouth twitches, almost playful. âHave I?âÂ
âYes,â you say flatly, eyes narrowing. âUnless youâve learned to haunt rooms without being seen.â
Amusement flashes in his eyes, warming his features, wiping years off his face and your neck prickles. The longer this goes on, the more eyes are on you, the more eyes are on you, the more opportunity there is for something to tip.Â
âIâve been getting my affairs in order,â Baelor tells you, still in that same infuriatingly calm voice.
He says it carefully enough to set off alarm bells inside your skull. In all the weeks youâve known Baelor, heâs never once struck you as a man to use his words lightly.Â
âYour affairs,â you echo, testing the ice underfoot.Â
The dance draws you close for a beat, almost chest-to-chest, faces bowed towards one another. Baelor leans in as if he canât help himself, breath warm against your ear.
âYouâre armed,â he murmurs, so softly it threads under the music, under the hallâs noise. His hand at your waist doesnât move, but his thumb presses into the hollow there like he's anchoring himself. âYou always are.â
You donât look away. âSomeone has to keep pretty princes safe.â
A quiet exhale slips from himâalmost a laugh, but closer to a growl. His hand tightens at your waist for half a beat, then eases, careful with your shoulder even in this.
The dance brings you closer again, and when youâre close enough to exchange air, he says, âI canât do this.â
Your throat tightens. âDo what?â
âThis,â Baelor repeats, and his voice goes rough at the edges like itâs scraping itself raw on truth. âBe what he needs. Be what the realm expects. I thought I could. Gods, I know I should, but then you kissed me back.â
He looks at you then, so deep itâs like heâs reaching into you, and the careful prince is gone. You see dragonfire smouldering behind his eyes without leash or bridle this time. Worseâbetterâhe looks happier like this than youâve ever seen him look while doing everything right.
âItâs done. Iâm done.â
Your fingers clench around his hand. âBaelorââ
âIâm going to abdicate,â he declares with a small laugh, and the words suck the oxygen out of the hall.Â
Everything around you disappears. Your world narrows to the warmth of Baelorâs hand at your waist, and the sound of your own pulse pounding so loudly you momentarily forget where you are.
âYou canât,â you force out.
Baelorâs mouth curves into a pensive line. âCanât I?â
âThe realm needs you,â you hiss, and it comes out like youâre trying not to bite. âYour fatherâyour brothersââ
âMy father has three other sons,â he reminds you, and you canât quite read his tone or how he feels about this fact. âMy brothers will live. The realm will live, it always does. There are plenty, Iâm sure, who will be glad to hear this news.â His gaze is piercing when it meets yours again, adding, âAnd I cannot keep living like a man already dead.â
You swallow down all the emotions trapped in your throat. âWhere have you been all day, Baelor?â
Baelorâs hand flexes at your waist. You feel itâhim fighting the urge to pull you closer, to press his mouth to yours like he did at the altar, messy and greedy, like the world couldnât exist if it were not you and him in it. You remember his mouth on yours, his breath stuttering against your cheek, his voice half-choked donât stop. You remember the way he protected your injury even when he was lost in want, how that care only made you want him more.
Baelor leans in again, just enough that his words warm the shell of your ear.
âWriting letters,â he murmurs. âClosing doors. Opening others. Saying things Iâve put off for years because I thought I could be⊠good.â A beat. His voice turns almost amused, almost disbelieving. âAs if goodness is a kind of armour.â
âIt can be,â you whisper.
âIt can also be a cage,â he corrects, and his thumb presses into your waist harder, an intimate pressure that makes your breath go thin around the edges. âI have been in a cage my whole life.â
The dance turns you once more in another rotation. His hand guides you effortlessly through the pattern, like he could move you through any storm with those fingers alone.
âBaelor. You cannot give up the throne for me.â
Because as much as this thrills you, as much as you want nothing more than to reach forward and kiss him, right here in front of everybody, the thought of being the spark that burns him down makes something in you go cold.
âIâm doing this because of me,â he disagrees softly. âBecause Iâve reached the point where I canât pretend the chain doesnât chafe anymore.â His gaze flickers over your faceâyour mouth, your eyesâthen locks back on your eyes, everything in his perusal shameless in a way youâve never seen him be shameless. âAnd because wherever you go, I find myself going too.â
Your heart clenches so hard it takes everything to keep your expression steady.
âYou said something like that,â you manage to choke out, voice low, âbefore.â
Baelorâs mouth softens. âI meant it then,â he says gently. âI mean it now.â
You lift your chin a fraction, staring him down the way you did last night, your heart roaring in your ears. âSay it.â
Because if he means it, if heâs truly mad enough to even suggest something like this, if he wants you enough to give up the very thing thatâs always defined him, thatâs been meant for him from the day he was bornâ
Baelorâs gaze sharpens like a blade pulled from a sheath. âYou are the shape my heart has taken,â he says softly, and the words are quiet enough that only you can hear them, âand always will.â
Your breath catches hard enough that it hurts. The entire hall is watching you. You can feel the weight of that expectation pressing into your skin from all sides like a brand. But Baelorâs doesnât seem to care. For the first time, he looks like a man who has decided his life is his own.
âI donât care anymore,â he adds, softer, rougher. âThatâsââ He laughs low under his breath. âThatâs the worst and best of it.â
Duty demands that you put a stop to this foolishness. That you remind him that even if he wishes this, thereâs no feasible way Daeron would ever permit his heir to simply disappear into the northern snow, never to be seen again. That he was born for duty, for a crown, and itâs his to bear.Â
Instead, you hear yourself say, âThen donât stop.â
You hear Baelor draw in a deep breath, his broad shoulders moving with it. His gaze drops to your mouth again, hungry and open. The memory of his kiss flashes between you again. The messy greed of it, the scrape of teeth, the sound he made when you bit his lip, and he couldnât pretend anymore.Â
Itâs madness, you know, you will have to claw for even a chance of this, but together you can try, togetherâ
Baelor leans inâ
And the hook snaps tight.
A servant threads toward the edge of the dance floor with a tray held steady at shoulder height, his head bowed. House Peake colours, plain and unremarkable, made to vanish in the blur of the feast. He moves like someone used to going unseen, but you see him anyway. Maybe itâs Bloodravenâs words lodged under your ribs. Maybe itâs the wolf in you that never stops listening and anticipating, your fatherâs lessons bred into you before your feet could touch the floor. Maybe itâs simply that his eyes never liftânot even as he nears the kingâs heir.
The tray holds cups.
And a slender carving knife that shouldnât be there.
He dips his head as if offering refreshment or moving past you. Then his hand flashes, and steel catches candlelight. The knife comes up in a fast, piercing arc, angled for the space beneath Baelorâs arm where it can slip deep and quick.
Time slows into sharp, precise pieces. You move before thought finishes forming in your head. Your fingers rip free of Baelorâs hand, your body leaning into the strike. Your sleeve knife slides into your palm with the ease of something you have practised in the dark for years, a small, unfamiliar weight that makes your blood go calm and cold in your veins. Metal meets metal with a piercing ping, your blade catching his with a sharp, ringing scrape that vibrates up your arm. Shock flickers across the manâs faceâbrief as a blinkâbecause he doesnât expect a wolf to have teeth.
He snarls and twists, trying to roll his wrist and slip past you, switching targets with the desperate speed of a man who has already failed once. His blade flashes toward your throat now.
Baelor descends on him like a storm.Â
His hand clamps at your waist, not to hold you still but to move you, wrenching you sideways in a pivot that keeps you within the danceâs pattern for half a breath, two bodies turning as if the song is still the thing driving you and not violence instead. His other arm drives across, a brutal, efficient strike into the attackerâs forearm.
You hear the impact more than you see it. The bone gives with a sick, dull crack. The carving knife jolts free, spinning, catching the light once, and clatters into the rushes under a swirl of skirts, then vanishes. The man lunges anyway, empty-handed now, grabbing for Baelorâs throat like he thinks he can tear dragonfire out by force. Your knife flashes again, a clean slice across his forearm, a shallow, precise cut, just enough to open skin and make him flinch. Blood blooms dark and immediate across the manâs sleeve.
Baelor doesnât draw a sword. He hits the man with his fist again, a furious, deadly strike. Knuckles meet jaw with a sound like meat struck on a block. The attacker staggers from the sheer force, and Baelor catches him by the collar in the same motion, hauling him in close for one heartbeatâclose enough that Baelor can snarl something only the man hearsâthen driving him down into the rushes with brutal force.
The hall erupts around you in a roar. Screams, shouts, chairs scraping back, steel singing as the Kingsguard draw swordsâ
And inside the chaos, you and Baelor move like you planned to move. Like you have already spoken about where you will stand, where you will turn, what you will do if the hook catches, and the fish thrashes. What happens if the fish finally takes the bait carefully laid out for it all night.Â
Because you have.Â
The attacker tries to spit through bloody teeth, eyes wild with hatred. âLong live the Black Dragonââ
Then shadows move. Not Kingsguard or gold cloaks. Not brave lords suddenly remembering they have swords and need to defend the royal line.
Bloodravenâs men.
Theyâre on the attacker with practised speedâhands snapping manacles onto the manâs wrists, a cloth shoved into his mouth before he can bite down on poison or shout anything scandalous to the hall. Maekar is with them, face pinched tight, but Baelor was right when he said his brother would refuse to sit this plan out, hauling the attacker up like he weighs nothing at all. His face is hard, merciless fury.
Your father is on his feet at the edge of the floor, his sword in hand, standing in front of the queen and king, eyes locked on you like heâs counting your limbs to make sure you still have them all.
Baelorâs hand is still at your waist, the touch burning through the silk. You breathe into his touch.Â
âEasy, Your Grace,â Bloodraven urges Maekar, strolling through the crowd, as the prince yanks the attackerâs head back by his hair.Â
Maekarâs eyes flick to the master of whispersâsavage, bright, and furiousâthen he forces himself still by sheer will alone. His jaw clenches so hard you see the muscle jump there. Because tonight isnât for easy revenge. Tonight is for catching.
Baelor turns his head slightly, gaze skimming over you worriedly. âAre you hurt?â he asks, voice pinched low.
âMaybe my pride,â you murmur in response, your heart beating in your throat, because if you answer honestly, you will say Iâm alive, and youâre touching me, and the realm is watching us, and I still want you like fire wants air.
His thumb presses into your waist again, steadying, a small, possessive caress. âStay with me.â
At the high table, King Daeron rises to his feet, guards close at his side. The hall is still in disarray. A lady is sobbing somewhere to your left. Bloodraven bows his pale head towards the Daeron marginally, then flicks his fingers towards his little birds in a tiny gesture that has them hauling the prisoner away at once.
Daeron steps forward and looks out over the chaos with tired, iron calm. The room quiets the way prey quiets when the larger predator enters the clearing.
âYou see,â Daeron calls out, voice soft but carrying, âwhat old mistakes look like when we pretend they have healed.â
Silence grips the hall in a hard fist. Daeronâs gaze sweeps over drawn swords and all the pale faces, over the bleeding traitor being dragged toward the doors, over youâwolf with a knife, his sonâs arm around you like an iron bandâand then to his other son on your other side.Â
âWe tell ourselves the Blackfyre wound has scarred,â he continues. âThat the fever has broken. But it takes only one loyal fool with a blade to remind us that rot lingers beneath the skin.â
He pauses, eyes sharpening, looking, just for one moment, lost in his own head.
âBravery is not only found in battle,â Daeron says. âIt is also found in the moment a man looks at history and chooses not to repeat it, even when repeating it would be easier. Perhaps safer.â
His gaze goes to Maekarâclenched, furious, controlled by will alone. To Baelorâflushed with adrenaline and something looser, more dangerous. On the way both of them stand half-turned toward you without thinking.
âTonight,â Daeron continues, âI was meant to make an announcement.â
You feel Baelor go still as stone beside you. A tiny movement, like he means to step forward, to intercept, to stop this before itâs too late, before his bravery can take shape and be rewarded.
Daeronâs eyes cut to him at once, a knowing gleam there. âStand down, Baelor,â Daeron orders calmly.
Baelorâs jaw works, his grip on you growing tighter for a single breath. Daeron exhales at the sight, a tired, worn sound.
âI have spent my reign trying to fix past mistakes,â he says, and for a heartbeat, you hear the man beneath the crown, hear that same weariness you heard in him yesterday afternoon when he told you about his sister. âTrying to be wise. Trying to put the realm first, even when it asked for blood.â
He angles his chin. Your pulse drums loud in your ears. Daeronâs gaze finds you again in the chaos, every inch the king. âLady Stark.â
Your title sounds too small and insignificant for the weight of the moment. Daeron takes several measured strides towards you, his guard moving with him. âYou came south as a guest. You bled for my heir. Youâve been used as a symbol and a story by ambitious men in these very walls.â
A ripple of discomfort moves through the crowd because they know itâs true, but didnât expect Daeron the Good to accuse them so bluntly.Â
âYou will not be used without your consent again. I intended to bind North to the crown with a match that made sense on paper,â he explains, a remorseful tilt to his mouth. âSteel and winter. A son with fewer burdens. A marriage that would not provoke the realm.â
Maekar goes rigid beside you. Baelorâs hand tightens until it almost hurts against your ribs.
âBut I did the sensible thing once already,â Daeron says softly, âand the realm bled for it anyway.â
The hall is so quiet you can hear candles popping.
âTherefore,â King Daeron announces, his voice lifting, carrying through the hall, lifting his eyes to look at you, side by side, fused together. âI name my heir, Prince Baelor Targaryen, betrothed to Lady Stark of Winterfell.â
At first, no one breathes, then the hall explodes into gasps.
Maekar turns his head slowly toward Baelor, expression carved of stone and something like shock. Baelor stares at his father as if struckâthen his gaze snaps to you, disbelieving and bright with something dangerously close to joy.
At the edge of the hall, near the shadowed arch where the traitor was dragged away, you catch a glimpse of pale hair and a ruined face half-hidden in dim light, one red eye gleaming as it watches you.
Bloodravenâs mouth quirks, thin and sharp, satisfied in a way that should probably chill you. And you realise, all at once, that the whole display tonightâthe dancing, the daring, the knife he gave you, and the eventual catchâhas always been a kind of bait, just not the one you thought you agreed to.
Youâre not the helpless thing to be moved around anymore.
Youâve learned how to move yourself.Â
an: I hated this chapter so so much so if it's extra janky I'm sorry but ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Next chapter is going to be way longer because we have a LOT of ground left to cover but leaving this one here felt right, so see you soon with more. It's not all going to be smooth sailing just yet but we're making STRIDES people!!!!