31 weeks
the HUNGER, I have so many fantasies about big meaty sandwiches and every kind of dessert. yesterday on my lunch break I bought a container of port wine cheese and dipped crackers into it *while driving.* had a second large serving of it around 10 a.m. this morning for second breakfast/first lunch. 4ish meals/day are my norm. still have only gained 2 pounds above pre-pregnancy weight?
the heartburn :(
feel like it’s still too early to do stuff like pack a hospital bag or install the car seat but I feel so anxious about there being all these things hanging over my head that I need to do that I’m afraid I won’t be able to settle until everything is in place. will I ever feel like everything is in place or will I just keep thinking of new things that need to be done?
probably will feel better/less anxious if I just do the things that actually make sense to do at this stage, like taking the birth class and buying a crib!
want to curse the doctor who told me to do kick counts starting at 28 weeks. the much more chill midwife said just get to know the baby’s patterns, don’t stress about it, etc.











