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if the girl i had a situationship style crush on called me exclusively by my last name i wouldn't have been able to handle the will-they-wont-they for more than five episodes before i threw myself at her feet. rip fox mulder but im so much worse.

"david duchovny plays a trans woman in twin peaks" david duchovny plays a trans woman in xfiles

there's something profoundly striking about scully recognizing that mulder is both her endangerer and her protector, and still choosing to call him her perfect other.

fox mulder is like. he hates himself. he hates himself so much. every joke he makes at his expense is to make scully laugh so she hopefully understands that hes apologizing for being him. he cant stop. he has to do this work he has to prove extraterrestrial life exists so he can find his sister but hes so sorry its him doing it. hes sorry he couldn't do more. he will sacrifice himself for scully again and again bc the world needs her but it doesnt need him