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"enjoy your coffee" "you too" ass morning

as much as i 💗 branching out and getting closer to new people, if i’m only hanging out w these noise musician berlin club kid mutilated digital collage artist types i’m going to go nuts. super fun in like fortnightly doses but i miss MY people. i need tackiness and bright colours and cringe comments and gentleness and sincerity... can't do the whole ironic detachment + being too conscious of my bmi thing anymore. that being said, sending a 20 min video of russian church bells in response to 'hey' is cunt (will be adopting) and i’ve received the craziest song and shoe recs ever. can’t wait for everyone to come home and enjoy them too :')

every 3-6 months i go through this lesbian baby fever psychosis that takes over my whole brain and i read maggie nelson’s argonauts like three times over... but i think i only want a baby because in my head the baby looks exactly like me and i want to hold myself as a baby. not in a corny parent myself way, but i was just a really cute baby and i’d love to walk around with a really cute baby

friends think they’re coming around tonight to watch the L word google drive i found on reddit but i’m actually just going to be annoying as fuckk about my date last night :) it’s ok though bc i’m making veggie pho and mojitos as a thank you 🍲 wish you guys could come too