RiriRuru

I'm actually going to get a degree in Japanese. It feels weird finally being here after I the gamble I played with my life by dropping out of the teaching course. I pretended to be confident in front of my parents but I was shaking with anxiety everytime I thought about not being able to get in the university. I think I wouldn't have been able to face them if I failed.

Just hoping every minute that it's the right decision and I can enjoy my time here.

Good luck to me for my first class tomorrow. Please let the teachers and students be nice and fun ✨✨

I have no idea how active I'll be here now. I don't want to just get lost into college work so I'll try to find a good balance. Who knows I might end up spending whole day here to escape the stress lol. Maybe I should set up the langblr I've been thinking about.

I also got the chance to have a heart to heart with my older brother before leaving. I didn't even know how much I needed that. I kind of knew he had my back but I guess the talk helped to make it seem more real. Like we are siblings, we get each other even if we don't say anything.

Also kept feeling like I'm reading edited meme-y panels coz what is this??😭😭