hey, jean. jean valjean. hey. hey. hello.

Neil outright admits he stole Kayleigh's letter and has had it for MONTHS without Kevin knowing. Like, one of the only personal things he has of hers has been at Palmetto this whole time and now is being used against him.

And Neil outs this in front of the entire team and Neil explicitly switches to English saying that Kevin is going to go public about who his father is putting Kevin on the spot while he's actively telling Neil no.

(And this is after Kevin kept Neil's own secret for months on his behalf and literally just got choked out over it)

And like, Neil is right! The identity of who Kevin's father is has been a media spectacle since Kevin was born...because Kayleigh in her lifetime never wanted revealed. Like, Kevin would be outing something his mother never wanted to be public knowledge for several reasons.

The text validates that this is the right choice because Wymack is owed this information and it is "long past" when Kevin should have told him which feels so unfair. Kevin has no idea how Wymack would have taken the news that he was his father (canonically he doesn't take it well) and is literally on the run from his mob cult who wants him dead. If he miscalculated then he could be screwed.

And like, idk, I think if you want anyone to blame maybe it should be Kayleigh? Not Kevin who had no say in his mother's choice to hide it or his parents hooking up in the first place?

I think the worst part is when Neil tells the Foxes and shows far more empathy for their reaction to Coach being Kevin's father than for Kevin himself...and Kevin is doing this FOR NEIL.

TLDR while I understand that these character reactions are not necessarily out of character, it is just an overall miserable read with little to no comfort which is a sentiment people seem to agree with.

you just saw a shooting star while you are outside, reblog with three things you wish for the most currently and tag all your moots

i wish to do well in my education and get great scores for my end of year exams!

i also wish my GCSE option is changed from drama to business I genuinely can't do drama oh my fucking goodness

and i wish i could talk to my old moot @bandaged-angel again she deleted her account i really miss her

aaaand i started the tag game so i get to cheat and give myself one more wish >:) I wish for really nice cool forever irl friends

coming back to this in a year to see how many came true!

@shelley654 (btw Shelley i hope things get better for you soon! platonic love from Allyson)

prolly like money health insurance and the ability to decide another major

I wish for my horse to stay uninjured bc she’s going so fucking well right now

I wish to one day be able to finally study vet med (I even got accepted but couldn’t go through with it bc I’m way too mentally ill (my therapist says the concept of me at university is maybe a little too delulu but one can dream))

And I wish for Nora to be happy and healthy and for her to keep writing those books

No pressure tags:) @trulysarcastic @tswizzlesfan @onyxxorion @moreauver @azeiravel @purplestartdust-blog @maddielourd @starsswritess @litenmyraienskog