monstrous & vile

Just confirmed my mom gave her wedding dress to her friend that is 30 years younger than she is. Didn't ask me. Is gaslighting me saying she asked if I wanted it. What's funny about this is that little friend is leaving the state soon and I doubt she'll reach back out to her 30 year senior friend to say hi. I guess it's official. If I get married, considering I'll pay for it all myself and won't even get a hand me down dress that I loved, I don't have to invite anyone and I can have a destination wedding and just have fun instead if catering to a bunch of people in state that would be annoyed at having to spend a night out of their house somewhere lmao just kidding I ain't laughing. She's always tried to replace me and now its confirmed officially. Have fun !

So fiance can't even have sex with me anymore because they're taking hormones. Feel so loved. Especially when the words oh sorry I forgot leave your mouth about 60 times a day. Nice to be here to help you pay the rent.

Maybe if physical affection didn't come as a combo with ass and tit grabbing, someone would be interested in affection. First time I shower in like a week because im so depressed and he takes it to mean he can grab at me. Now he's sitting in the kitchen playing break up music. Get for real.

I hate every single fucking living thing I live with

I hate men because they always act like they have a right to you once you give them an inch. Fuck off sincerely