THE HIPPIES HAD IT RIGHT

Dancing In The Dark — Javi Peña x fem!reader [hiatus, probably]

Part 01 | Part 02 | Part 03

Given To The Wild — Javi Peña x fem!reader [finished]

Part 01 - Ayla | Part 02 - Go | Part 03 - Free To Follow | Part 04 - Unknown

Seasons

When It Rains

Tonight

Blank Spaces (smut)

Simmer (chef!javi AU — smut)

Things Left Unsaid (angst)

Little Things (comfort fic)

All The Kings — Joel Miller x fem!reader

Part 01

Burn

Sunshine ( Summer Lovin' Challenge 2024)

The Spaces Between

Resolution

Salt

Home

Stories We Haven't Written Yet

Beneath the Beskar — Din Djarin x fem!reader

It's funny, in the bakery, how you notice some customers more than others. It might be the busiest part of your Saturday afternoon rush, long line of customers, juggling questions from patrons about allergies, orders, requests and that really tasty treat their great aunt baked for them back in 1983 with cinnamon, could you make that please? For tomorrow?

But when the well dressed man stepped inside, you noticed, immediately.

He didn't make a scene, didn't even say anything, and his clothes were understated, muted colours and soft fabrics, but still; you noticed him, and how warm the colour of his eyes was as he smiled at you.

And ordinarily you wouldn't remember his order either, not from a customer who just came in once and bought two of your individual lemon meringue tarts. Just a guy buying a nice dessert for a date.

But when he came back a month later, you noticed him entering again, and you remembered exactly what he'd ordered.

"Hi, what can I get you?" you ask, smiling at him as he comes up to the counter, "The lemon meringue tarts, or something new this time?"

Those warm brown eyes widen in surprise first, and then he smiles back at you, "I'm impressed. Do you remember everyone's orders?"

"No, but I was extra proud of those tarts, and I remember thinking that I hoped you and your date enjoyed them," you reply, "Were they a success?"

He gives a small chuckle, shrugging, "Yeah, the tarts were great, but the date was a bust."

"I'm sorry," you say, wondering what woman would turn down a man with eyes like his. They're the same warm colour of the chocolate you melt into your ganache almost every day, a rich, dark brown that distracts you for a few moments as he smiles, "So, no second date, what can I get you instead?"

He looks almost embarrassed, and shrugs again, looking down at his hands before he glances over at the display case.

"I've actually got a new date tonight. She's making me dinner and told me to bring dessert, so; here I am."

"So you need my dessert to guarantee you a second date?" you joke, and he laughs.

"If you can guarantee that, I'll pay double."

"Might be a tough order to fill, but these passion fruit mousse cups are sure to help," you say, pointing to two delicate cups filled with a pale mousse, decorated with fresh raspberries and a dusting of powdered sugar, "The secret is the sweet caramel in the bottom."

"You have a deal," he nods, pulling out his phone, "I'll take both."

"Excellent choice, and come back and let me know how it went. I'll add it to my marketing if you got a second date."

He smiles again, tapping to pay while you pack up the dessert.

"Have a great date," you say, and he gives you a wave, still smiling as he leaves, the fine lines around his warm eyes crinkling as he does.

"Thanks, and thanks for the help."

He comes back again the very next Saturday, patiently waiting in line towards the end of the day. He's wearing a suit this time, a sharp cut model across his wide shoulders, and the curls around his ears are shorter this time, like he just had them cut. They still look silky soft to the touch, and you have to drag your eyes from them as he steps up to the counter.

"Hi," you greet him with a warm smile as you run your hands over your apron, dusting it off, "Welcome back, did you get a second date?"

He chuckles, and nods, "Yeah, actually. I've got a second date tonight, and this time I'm cooking."

"Was it the passion fruit dessert?" you ask, biting the back a twinge of disappointment, "I told you they were good."

"Might've been the dessert," he smiles, "It was stellar, really world class. I'm sure she was impressed by my impeccable dessert picking skills."

"So now you need to out do it?" you laugh, "How am I supposed to top myself?"

"I've only had two of your desserts, and both have been better than anything I've ever tasted," he says, smiling as you feel your cheeks heat up under his praise, "I'm in your hands, anything you recommend."

"Well, at least now you have a second date, less pressure on me," you joke, "It's all up to you now."

"Don't remind me," he grimaces, but he's smiling too, "First dates seem to be easy, it's all the ones afterwards where things get complicated."

"So we need a sure thing here?" you ask, looking at your selection, "How about we bring in the big guns? My absolute favourite?"

You point to the pudding cups on one of the shelves, "It requires a little bit of assembly from you, but I'm thinking that might impress her even further, what do you think?"

He tilts his head and crouches down to take a closer look, "Chocolate mousse?" he asks and you shake your head proudly.

"No, and that's part of the secret. It's chocolate pudding. So much richer, smoother and more indulgent than mousse. And they come with some candied almonds, preserved cherries and whipped amaretto cream. It's the most decadent dessert, and the perfect balance of textures and flavours."

"Sold," he says with a groan that makes your stomach flip, "It sounds incredible."

"Might even get you to fou-"

You bite your tongue before you finish the sentence, but you hear a chuckle from your handsome customer as you quickly bend down to retrieve the desserts. Covering up for the giant foot in your mouth, you spend extra time with your back to him, packing up the cups, the almonds, cherries and the double cream.

"There," you say, putting the take away bag on the counter without looking at him, hoping he can't feel the heat radiating from your cheeks, and tapping in the total in the machine. A mischievous smile is still making his lips curl up as he taps his phone to pay, you see it as you glance up, and it makes you grab a cloth and furiously begin wiping the counter as he continues to smile.

"Have a good night," he says, "Thanks again for the dessert advice."

"Bye," is the only reply you give, and when the door jingles shut, you bury your face in your hands. Never mind that he's the most handsome customer you've had in a long time, you had to go and put your foot in your mouth and suggest that he should have sex with his date.

Very professional.

Also not very professional to have a crush on your clearly not single customer.

He comes back the very next Saturday, a bit before the afternoon rush, and this time he's in a soft looking navy sweater that stretches across his shoulders even more than the previous week's suit. The sight makes you weak, slightly unsteady even, and you force air in through your nose.

Smiling when he reaches the counter, he taps the wood and grins.

"You're a genius, that was the best dessert I've ever had, and Camilla loved it too."

Camilla

Your least favourite name in the world from this moment on you realise, as an ugly feeling sinks to the pit of your stomach. You almost grimace, but school your face just in time as he gives you the look of a love sick puppy, all warm brown eyes and soft smile.

"She said it was delicious, really tasty."

"I'm so glad," you say, forcing a customer service smile to your face that doesn't reach your eyes, regretting your stupid decision to sell him that dessert. Should've sold him something bland, not that you have anything bland in your bakery.

"So what does Camilla want for dessert tonight?" you ask, the back of your jaw tight as you try to not fill the name with venom, but he frowns, just for a split second.

In all honesty, you don't even know his name, so why should you be jealous of this unknown woman? But the tone of your voice clearly said something else, and you bite back on the resentment that filled you at the thought of him with another woman.

"Well…" he replies, suddenly looking a bit shy, coy even, as he looks over your selection, "I said I'd get those chocolate mousse cups again, and-"

"Pudding," you cut him off, and he looks up at you.

"Pudding?"

"It's chocolate pudding, not mousse. That's part of why they're so good," you say, and it comes out harsher than you intend.

"Ok, chocolate pudding. I'll have two of those. And then four croissants, for tomorrow morning."

You've done it now, you see it. Your tone snapped, even though you tried to force down the green eyed monster.

And he's stiffer when he replies, the smile slipping from his face as he clearly catches on, just a regular customer now, and he doesn't say anything else when you pack up the pudding cups, the almonds, cherries, and cream. And the four croissants.

For tomorrow morning. After he and Camilla….

"46.98. Please," you say, cutting off your train of thought.

He taps to pay.

"Have a nice night."

And leaves.

He doesn't come back after that. Not for a couple of months. You guess he and Camilla are a thing now. The thought crosses your mind as you make another batch of the chocolate pudding. It's become a staple at the bakery, it turns out not only people trying to have successful dates like it. You don't enjoy it as much these days though, the uncomfortable memory of your handsome customer still sits attached to the flavour.

So it's with mixed feelings you look up when the door bell jingles late on a Saturday afternoon and spot him walking into the bakery again. Tampering down the warmth that spreads through your chest at the sight of him, you remind yourself that he's not single, and you have no business pining after a taken customer. Especially not one who clearly has money to spend on some of your most expensive desserts. Good business is good business after all.

But it's hard to not let your eyes linger over him as he waits in line, the way he stands with a simple confidence, a hand on one hip as he looks out through the big shop front window with a blank face. His hair is longer now. Not unkempt, just not recently trimmed like last time, and he's in a simple black t-shirt and jeans. He might even look a little bit tired, but he still smiles when he comes up to the counter, the lines around his eyes are deeper today.

"Hi, welcome back," you greet him, and you can't help the smile that you give him in return. He's still as handsome as before, and when his eyes soften and smile widens, you feel your resolve to be indifferent melt away.

"Hi," he says, "You still remember me?" His greeting is paired with a crooked smile as he makes an apologetic sound, clearing his throat, "It's been a while."

"I thought maybe the dessert was a flop," you reply, "Did I accidentally add salt instead of sugar?"

He chuckles a little at that, but shakes his head, "No, your dessert was perfect as always, I just…"

The pause is long as he shifts on his feet and looks down at the counter for a second, a slight hesitation in him before he continues.

"I just…haven't been buying desserts lately."

You wait for him to continue, as someone behind him clears their throat, impatient.

"Sorry, I'm holding up the line," he says, glancing over his shoulder as he straightens up, "What do you recommend today?"

"What are you in the mood for?" you ask, ignoring the rude customer stomping behind him.

"Something…simple," he replies, "Like something you'd serve your grandmother," the last thing he says with a breath of self-conscious laughter, "I just really loved the Victoria sponge cake she used to make."

You smile at him, "Victoria sponge is a classic for a reason, it's one of my favourites too."

His eyes are making you feel warm as the corners of them crinkle, and he puts his palms on the counter and leans forward, his body relaxing and coming a little bit closer to you.

"I knew you wouldn't judge me," he returns your smile, "I bet you make really good Victoria sponge too, everything of yours that I've tasted has been incredible."

You know you're a great baker, but his compliment still makes your cheeks heat up as you try to stop yourself from grinning too widely.

"Thanks, it's all about the ingredients, and finding a balance. Cakes like the Victoria seem simple, but if you don't get the balance right it will just be bland jam wedged between dry slices of cake."

"I love hearing you talk about your desserts," he replies, ignoring the shuffle of the waiting man behind him, "You're really passionate about it, I like that and-"

"Excuse me, can we skip the flirting, man? I'm on the clock here."

The man waiting seems to have run out of patience, and now he huffs, shuffling as he tries to push up to the counter.

You frown at him, opening your mouth to retort, but the handsome man shakes his head, ignoring the other one with barely a glance over his shoulder.

"Do you have any Victoria sponge?" he asks, and you have to shake your head, apologising.

"No, sorry, I don't have any today. But a coffee cake maybe? I have a really nice apple and cinnamon coffee cake with walnut crumble. It was my granny's favourite."

He nods slowly as he seems to think about the offer, and then pulls out his phone, "Sounds great, I'll have that."

Later, when you're cleaning up the kitchen, the thought of him comes back to you as you go through the tedious job of organizing all the clean dishes. The way he'd said that he hadn't been buying dessert lately; such an odd way of phrasing it. He hadn't been buying desserts from you, but why say he hadn't been buying desserts at all?

'Maybe Camilla is on a diet," you say out loud to the empty kitchen, snorting as you picture the woman who you dislike even though you've never met her. You give her a haughty look, the kind you sometimes get from bridezillas when you deliver their wedding cakes. Pinched, constricted and possibly constipated.

"Did you say something?"

The high schooler who's been cleaning the front of the bakery puts their head around the door frame, and you shake your head.

"Just thinking out loud."

The handsome dessert buying customer comes back a couple of weeks later, and you have to admit to yourself that seeing him makes your heart jump a little. Especially as this time he smiles at you as he steps inside. The shop is having a bit of a lull, and it gives you an unrestricted view of him as he closes the door. The dark brown curls are neater this week, trimmed around his ears and pushed back from his forehead.

"You got a haircut," you say as he comes up to the counter, and he grins, reaching up and carefully patting his hair.

"You sure pay attention to the details," he laughs, "Yeah, just this morning."

"It looks good, the curls suit you."

"Thanks," he smiles back, "I needed a clean up, I've got a date tonight."

Your stomach sinks, and you fight to keep the smile in place on your face, but you're sure he sees it slip for a second.

"Camilla, right?" you ask, just to have something to say as you try to not break the edge of the counter with how hard you're gripping it.

He looks surprised at first, then shakes his head, "No, no, that didn't work out. But I…uuh…got set up on a blind date, need to…get out there again. So I'm cooking for her tonight."

He shrugs, almost an embarrassed look on his face as he says it.

"Good for you," you reply, but you don't mean it, and you can hear the edge in your voice. He doesn't seem to notice it though. He's glancing over the display case, nodding at the chocolate pudding cups.

"Can I have two of the chocolate puddings? They were really great. And four croissants."

"Sure, coming right up," you say, and slide the glass door open. You want to say something, comment on his choice of dessert, but all you can think of is that he's buying four croissants too. Which means he's planning on letting his date spend the night. Croissants are for breakfast after all.

Neither of you fill the silence as you pack up his order and ring it up. It feels uncomfortable, and you want to say something, get back to that easy back and forth from his previous visit. But nothing comes to you, and he taps his phone to pay.

"Thanks, have a good night."

"Yeah, thanks, same to you, have a good date," you say finally, and he nods, just a small smile in return.

The high school kid jumps when you stomp into the kitchen as the front door closes.

"Please, can you handle the till for a while, I need some air."

They nod, and bee line to the front of the bakery as you make your way to the back door, sinking down on the small staircase.

You haven't even asked his name, he's a complete stranger, except that he's not. Or at least he doesn't feel like one. But except for his taste in desserts and expensive looking clothes, you know nothing about him. And yet the very idea of him having a date, a date that's not with you, where he'll serve your dessert, and feed her your croissants the next morning, fills you with nausea and jealousy.

Stomping your feet again, you march back into the kitchen and pull out ingredients for a brioche dough, slamming the ingredients together and forgoing the mixer for your own hands. When the high school kid looks into the kitchen again they've got a worried look on their face.

"You ok? You're kinda…grunting a lot."

Huffing, you slam the dough into the table again.

"Yeah, just seeing if this dough is better worked by hand," you lie and take a break, stepping back to glare at the dough. In reality, you're trying to not see his face as you punch your fists into it. The kid shrugs, and gives you another concerned look before the jingle of the bell pulls them back to the front of the bakery.

Stupid man, stupid desserts.

It takes you another fifteen minutes of kneading to work out whatever he ignites in your system, but eventually you give in and leave the dough to rest overnight. The only conclusion you've come to is that you won't be working front of house next Saturday.

Which is good, because he does come in the next Saturday, and he buys another dessert, and four croissants, from your high schooler while you hide in the back.

And then he comes again next Saturday, for more dessert and croissants. But this time he buys four pain au chocolate too, and through the bakery door you hear a woman tell him it's her favorite and she can't wait to try one 'when we get home'.

You can't help yourself. Slowly backing up, and holding on to the bowl you're mixing spices in, you glance through the door and catch a glimpse of them.

He's standing by the counter, getting ready to pay, as the woman he's with is looking at some of your more elaborate cakes on display. The dark green sweater on him looks both expensive and soft as feathers, but it stretches over his wide shoulders, tight around his biceps. His curls are a little bit longer now, and rumpled by the wind outside. With an absentminded smile at his date, he reaches up and pushes them back, and then he spots you.

Your face must be telling him something, because you lock eyes, and a grimace flashes over his face, or you think it's a grimace, he almost looks embarrassed for a split second, and you can't even move as he keeps looking at you. His eyes are the most beautiful shade of brown you've ever seen, and it's not like you haven't seen them before and noticed them, but now…the way the light catches them as he glances down at his hands, and then up at you again, the tiniest frown creasing his brow.

Why doesn't he look away?

"Excuse me, sir? That'll be $68.98."

"Harry, honey, you need to pay," the woman says, snaking her arm around his, and you jump back out of sight, almost dropping the bowl.

If he replies, you don't hear it over the pounding of your heart as you set the bowl down on the large kitchen counter. Your hands are trembling, and you take a deep breath. Heat is coursing through your limbs, your knees actually feel weak, like you're a damsel in a romance novel, and the image of the way his lips pulled up in a smile, just before she tucked her arm into his, burns your cheeks.

Closing your eyes, you take another deep breath and listen to the door close behind him. And the woman he was with.

Another date.

Someone he's been with long enough to bring here, to pick up things for 'when we get home'.

Whatever you imagined when he looked at you, it was just that; imagination.

Most Saturdays he doesn't come in after that. Just now and then, buying four pain au chocolate, but you make sure you never serve him. In fact, you hardly ever work front of house on Saturdays now. You just hear him come in, his voice so recognisable as he asks for the pastries. The tone of it makes you stop in your tracks every time, listening to hear if he's brought her with him again, or if he buys something different. But for weeks that's all he buys, pain au chocolate.

In your mind you see him and the woman tucked up in bed, feasting on them every Sunday morning, and you consider taking them off the menu. Make him buy her the damn pastries at another bakery.

But you don't. They stay on the menu. And so does Harry.

Weeks pass, and still even a glimpse of him makes you jump back into the kitchen. And you know he sees you, you just can't bring yourself to speak to him. How many words have you said to him in total? Barely a conversation to fill a napkin if you were to scribble it down. And yet, every glimpse of him reminds you of how his eyes soften when he smiles, the curls around his ears, the way every sweater seems to stretch across his shoulders, like he's buying them a size too small just to taunt you.

"Pain au chocolate guy wants to order an engagement cake."

The high school kid has stuck their head around the corner of the door, their eyebrows rising in surprise at the panicked look on your face.

"P-pain au chocolate guy?" you stutter, and they nod.

"Yeah, the rich guy who comes in and buys only pain au chocolate on Saturdays. He said he needs to talk to the baker about an engagement cake."

"Uuuhhh…" you stall, glancing around the kitchen as you beat back the panic in your chest, "Ok, send him in."

Fuck

You shake out your hands and quickly dry them on a towel before smoothing down your hair. The pulse of your heart beat must be showing on your neck, you can feel it beating as you hear Harry's shoes scuff over the floor of the bakery.

"Hi."

His voice is the same warm tone as always, and he's holding out his hand like you've never met, "I realised I never introduced myself properly all the other times I stopped by. I'm Harry Castillo."

"H-Hi Harry," you stutter out, "Engagement cake?"

You dive right in, small talk is the last thing you want with this man, especially not if he's going to gush about his…fuck…

Fiance.

Harry nods, and pulls out his phone, "Yeah, I've got some notes, but it's a surprise for Amanda so I couldn't ask her what she'd prefer."

There's another name you'll detest; Amanda.

"Yeah, ok," you reply, grabbing your notepad, "Tell me what you've got."

"So, I know she likes chocolate, and pain au chocolate. And…" he pauses and grimaces, "And that's it."

"I can work with just chocolate," you reply, keeping your eyes on the notepad, "Any colour preference? Decorations like flowers or patterns?"

"Ah…I'm…I'm not sure actually…" he hesitates, ending with a huffed sound that could be an embarrassed chuckle, and you glance up at him.

"I should know right?" he says, and his face is apologetic, like he's apologising to you for not knowing his soon-to-be-fiances cake preference.

"Why don't I just work with what you like? Like a version of a Victoria sponge cake maybe? I can do that with chocolate filling."

"You remembered that?" Harry smiles, his face softening, and you can't help but smile back.

"Yeah, I mean…of course? You said you liked something simple, like your grandmother's."

"I know, I just can't believe you'd remember that, with all the customers you have."

The way he's looking at you, that way his eyes are all warm and gentle, it makes your insides squirm, and you quickly look back down at the notepad.

"So, I can have the Victoria sponge as a base, and build a few layers on that, and maybe a chocolate ganache to cover it with? And I can keep the decorations clean and simple, to tie in with the classic style of the cake."

Harry doesn't reply for a few moments, and you look up at him again. He's frowning, rubbing a hand over his chin as he seems to think.

"If it was for me, I'd say yes. But Amanda, she's…she likes it a bit more decorated I think."

You nod, scrapping your notes about keeping it simple, and wait for him to continue.

"She…she's shown me the kind of engagement rings she likes, and they're all…very elaborate," Harry shrugs again, "Not really my style, but if it's what she wants."

"Why don't you bring her and you can decide on a cake that you both like," you suggest, biting back on the jealousy.

"She told me she wants the engagement to be a surprise,"

"But she knows you're proposing?" 

It comes out with a surprised tone, and Harry makes a non-commital shrug. 

"Yeah, we've discussed marriage, how we're going to set it up, merging our assets, the pre-nup obviously. But she told me to plan a surprise engagement party for her, and invite her friends."

"Sounds like a business deal," you reply before you can stop yourself, and you bite your tongue as you see the look on Harry's face. "I'm sorry, that was out of line, I didn't mean it like that, I just-"

"It's not a business deal," he cuts you off, "She's a good match for me. We're a good match."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have…let me just look at the notes and I'll come up with some ideas for a more elaborate design, but keep your Victoria sponge as the base, with chocolate of course."

You're backtracking quickly, trying to smooth over your blunder as Harry frowns, looking past you, and then down at his hands.

He nods, looking up at you, and it stops your rambling.

"I'll leave my business card, e-mail me your thoughts and I'll get back to you," he says, and now it really does feel like a business deal.

You nod, not trusting your voice, and he leaves without another word.

The afternoon shifts into evening, but you can't stop berating yourself. Sketching ideas for the cake gets you nowhere, your usually so creative brain can't seem to merge the classic Victoria sponge with a more elaborate design. It all turns out gaudy and tasteless, and you can't see Harry in the cake at all. Scraping yet another failed design, you sigh and sink down on the low stepping stool, kicking your feet to make it go rolling across the kitchen floor. It comes to a slow stop against the heavy shelf of appliances, making it rattle slightly. Pushing yourself up with another deep sigh, you open the big walk in fridge and let your eyes drift across the space.

Your eyes land on a jar of raspberry jam from last summer. You'd gone with a friend to a farm that let you pick raspberries, and you'd returned sweaty, scratched and tired, but with two buckets of the sweet berries. The jar on the shelf is the last of it.

Maybe if you make a Victoria sponge to start with, just the classic, traditional one, some idea would come to you for Harry's engagement cake. But it's not like he's going to order the cake from you anyway. Not after you went and called his marriage a business deal. You'll never see him in this bakery again.

You begin picking up the ingredients anyway, if nothing else, you can sell it in slices tomorrow. And you suddenly feel like eating Victoria sponge cake, and not because it's Harry's favourite.

As usual the act of baking calms you, focusing you on the measurements and the manual steps, beating the eggs and sugar, folding in the dry, it all comes together as you try not to think of Harry. With steady hands you pour the batter into the cake tin and put it in the oven.

The door closes with a soft click as you set the timer.

A sharp knock on the bakery door makes you jump, the glass in the window pane rattling with the force of the rapping knuckles, and you drop the bowl you've been holding.

"What the fuck…" you hiss, looking at the dent in the metal as another knock rattles the door.

Putting the bowl on the counter you stride over through the door of the kitchen and into the long since closed bakery shop. It's raining outside, and the fat drops streak across the window, blurring the outlines of the man standing outside, and it stops you in your tracks.

Harry pauses his knocking, his hand hanging in the air in front of him, as he meets your eyes. The rain has plastered his hair to his skull, soaked through his sweater, and as you watch, he lowers his hand and wipes it across his face.

For a beat you wonder if you should tell him to go away, but before you've made your mind up, your feet move to the door, and your hands unlock it.

"Harry, what-"

"You had no right," he says, his voice tight as he looks at you through the falling rain, "I was happy. And you…" he stops, biting down on the sharp words, "You… It wasn't a business deal, we were a good match."

What he's saying sinks in as you feel the rain drops begin to collect on your own skin as the wind picks up.

"You…you broke up with Amanda?" you ask, and Harry winces, or shivers, and you grab his arm, pulling him through the door, and out of the rain.

"You're soaked," you say unnecessarily, looking around for a clean kitchen towel, but Harry doesn't seem to hear you. Suddenly he's crowding you, his hand firm on your cheek, his mouth a hair's breadth from yours, warm breath teasing your lips.

Time seems to freeze as your heart stops beating. He smells of rain, wet sidewalks and damp leaves, softened by the heat of his body.

He drops his hand and steps back, and for a split second you think he's going to rush out through the door again, back into the rain.

Instead he charges into the bakery, spinning on the spot as he shoves his hands through his wet hair and glares at you.

"Why did you have to be so…." he spits, "why did you say…all that, all that…that…"

He trails off, and he seems to shrink as your eyes meet across the kitchen floor. Air escapes him, a slow exhale as you wait for him to finish his outburst.

But nothing more comes, instead he slumps, burying his face in his hands with a deep sigh.

"I'm sorry."

The words are just a low mumble behind his palms.

"I'm sorry too," you say, slowly coming over to him, and holding out a clean towel, your hand trembling slightly, "I was out of line, I shouldn't have said anything."

Harry shakes his head, and takes the towel, "No, it's not on you, you just said what I already knew."

With another sigh that seems to come from his toes he straightens up, looking at the towel in his hand.

"I already knew, even before she started talking about engagement. You…you just put your finger on a sore spot."

Shrugging, he makes an effort at wiping his face, and then drops the towel on the edge of the sink.

"Thanks, I'll leave now. I'm sorry for barging in, and for…" he trails off again, and you don't miss the glance at your lips. They still carry the imprint of his breath, and you can feel his fingers on your chin.

"Stay," you blurt out, taking a step forward. "Stay, don't…go."

Harry's eyes are impossible to read as you look at each other across the kitchen, but you hope he can see how much you want him to stay.

"Please," you whisper, "I always…want you to stay when you come here."

This time he's less sudden, crossing the short space between you with a few long steps as you wait for him by the work bench. His hand is warm on your cheek, cupping your face gently as you tilt your head up to his, your lips parting. The shirt across his shoulders is damp under your hands, but already warming up from the heat that he seems to radiate as he crowds you again. When his nose brushes against yours, you exhale, his lips teasing yours before he lets himself properly kiss your open mouth. There's no rush, just a slow taste. Your mouth closes around his plump bottom lip, tasting the rain as his hands slowly move up your back, and he steps closer, making space for himself against your body.

You can't help the moan that escapes you, his body is warm and firm, even under his rain damp shirt, and the sound makes him groan in reply, a low rumble deep in his chest. He pries his lip from your mouth, and touches it with the tip of his tongue, gently tasting, making you open up for him. With a whine you slide your fingers into the curls at his neck, tugging him closer, and the effect is instant. Harry's large hands slide down your back, onto your thighs, and he lifts you up onto the bench, suddenly pressing up against your core as he yanks you closer to him. As if he's trying to eliminate every smidge of space between your bodies as he licks into your mouth, stealing your breath.

The metal bench is cool underneath you as he pushes you further back, your legs closing around his waist, and he nudges your head to the side, licking a wet trail beneath your ear. You can feel the beating of your heart in your finger tips as they wrap around his curls, Harry's scorching breath against your neck, teeth grazing across the thin skin.

"Harry," you moan into the empty kitchen, gasping for air when he moves his hands, his thumbs drawing sharp lines over your pebbled nipple, making your breath hitch.

"You taste so good," he mumbles, moving up to your lips again, "salt and sweet, chocolate and cream. Do you always taste this good?"

"You'll have to find out," you mumble against his mouth, and you can feel him smile into your lips.

"Happily," he replies, "Are you free tonight?"

The question makes you giggle, and Harry pulls back to look down at you, raising his eye brows.

"Look at where you've got me, Harry," you say, "And tell me you think I'm not free tonight?"

His face splits into a wide grin, and he drops his head down again, pressing a soft kiss on your lips, much more chaste this time.

"I got carried away," he smiles in reply, "You taste so good, and you smell more delicious than any of your desserts."

"You taste like rain," you tell him, and he laughs, shaking his head to make rain drops scatter across your face.

"I'm not sorry I barged in," he says when you've brushed back the curls from his forehead again, "I'm just sorry I didn't realise I should've been dating you all this time. Can I make you dinner tonight?"

"I'm not sure, what's for dessert?" you ask him, and the grin on your face makes him press his lips to your neck, smiling as you squeal under him when he nips at the delicious skin.

"You," he replies, "Only you."

I had to include Mary Berry's receipe because who else, right? And I hope you enjoyed this re-visit to the bakery, and wish Harry all the best for his future dating life. I'm sure baker girl will make him very happy...

Tagging some of you who I know read A Baker's Dozen back when I first posted it. You all gave it so much love and I hope you want to dip back into this cosy universe!

@grogusmum

@harriedandharassed

@wannab-urs

@papipascaaaal

@perotovar

@thebeldroramscal

@readingiskeepingmegoing

@din-cognito

@angiewatson

@mysterious-musings-chaos-corner

@jessthebaker

@oberynslady

@laughing-in-th3-purple-rain

@fuckyeahdindjarin

@insomniamamma

@just-ashlee

@savedyounine