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An evanescent life

重ね合う夢に時の終わりを隠すよ Kasane au yumi ni toki no owari wo kakusu yo I'll hide the ending of time in overlapping dreams

今も此処に渦巻く衝動に Ima mo koko ni uzumaku shoudou ni Even now, the impulses that revolve around here

狂い始める My mind Kurui hajimeru My mind make my mind slip into insanity.

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いつからか迷い Itsukaraka mayoi Lost since who knows when

閉じ込めてた事実を Toji kometeta jijitsu wo let's take the truth that's been locked up

引き裂き明日を見よう Hikisaki asu wo mi you tear it up and look to tomorrow.

言葉を隠し感覚を合わせる Kotoba wo kakushi kankakuo awaseru Hide the words, unite the senses

洗練された精神 Senren sareta seishin A refined spirit

Heresy of the high voltage

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It’s the last bed I bet my life Make a dull sound We become one

It's the last bed I bet my life Break down the wall

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An evanescent life

重ね合う夢に時の終わりを隠すよ Kasane au yumi ni toki no owari wo kakusu yo I'll hide the ending of time in overlapping dreams

今も此処に渦巻く衝動に Ima mo koko ni uzumaku shoudou ni Even now, the impulses that revolve around here

狂い始める My mind Kurui hajimeru My mind make my mind slip into insanity.

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It is delicate like glass

いつかは壊れていく Itsuka wa kowareteiku Eventually it will shatter

だから価値は存在する Dakara kachi wa sonzai suru because of its existence.

Until it burns out

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It’s the last bed I bet my life Make a dull sound We become one

It's the last bed I bet my life Break down the wall

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掛け替えの無い視界を染める光 Kakegae no nai shikai wo someru hikari The light that colors this invaluable scene

此処に立つ意味を刻むよ Koko ni tatsu imi wo kizamu yo will show me the reason I stand here.

Until the last

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An evanescent life

重ね合う夢に時の終わりを隠すよ Kasane au yumi ni toki no owari wo kakusu yo I'll hide the ending of time in overlapping dreams

今も此処に渦巻く衝動に Ima mo koko ni uzumaku shoudou ni Even now, the impulses that revolve around here

An evanescent life

もう戻れない青き日々に告げるよ Mou modorenai aoki hibi ni tsugeru yo I'll tell it to the young days we can't go back to,

いまも此処に渦巻く未来に Ima mo koko ni uzumaku mirai ni to the future that still revolves here,

描き続ける My dream Egaki tsudzukeru My dream I'll continue to draw out my dream

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So long as I live This dream won’t end Break down the wall

描き続ける My dream Egaki tsudzukeru My dream I'll continue to draw out my dream

We become one

I'm sick 自覚へAsk I'm Sick jikaku he Ask I ask my conscience if I'm sick

溢れ返るLies Afurekaeru Lies As lies overflow,

Can you see it? This feelings…

冷たく打ち付ける Quiet Tsumetaku uchitsukeru Quiet I try to make use of the cold quiet

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To you who gave all to me Will you believe me once again? My this disease Before killing you I want to take back blank days

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[GOOFY STATE] Self-hate I fall in an infinite loop Silent, Escaspism, Lie Unchangeable rotten root

[GOOFY STATE] Self-hate I fall in an infinite loop Silent, Escaspism, Lie Unchangeable rotten root

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To you who gave all to me Will you believe me once again? My this disease Before killing you I want to take back blank days

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Lost day never undone It undermines me

君を離さぬように Kimi wo hanasenu you ni I won't let go of you

Lost day never undone It undermines me Disappear before killing you This [Derangement]

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To you who gave all to me Will you believe me once again? My this disease Before killing you I want to take back blank days

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[GOOFY STATE] Self-hate I fall in an infinite loop Silent, Escaspism, Lie Unchangeable rotten root

[GOOFY STATE] Self-hate I fall in an infinite loop Silent, Escaspism, Lie Unchangeable rotten root

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Bottom of my decaying mind The fact that you gave Day of the change

Never forget it Next loop means death

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Lost day never undone It undermines me

君を離さぬように Kimi wo hanasanu you ni I won't let go of you

Lost day never undone It undermines me Disappear before killing you

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Lost day never undone It undermines me

君を離さぬように Kimi wo hanasanu you ni I won't let go of you

Lost day never undone It undermines me Disappear before killing you This [Derangement]

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痛みの向こうへ Itami no mukou he I will take you

連れて行くよ Tsureteiku yo beyond the pain.

離しはしない Hanashi wa shinai I won't let you go.

Babe babe... Where do you go to? With such a haggard face [I want to escape from this pain...] -live or die- Answer is bullshit Half-killing a snake

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That screech What do you want to convey? acatalepsy

That screech What do you want to convey? acatalepsy

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Under the red sun I ask you it once again [I came to look for heaven such as the hell...] I had a bad dream Very cruel beautifully

* Babe babe... Where do you go to? With such a haggard face [I want to escape from this pain...] -live or die- Answer is bullshit Half-killing a snake

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That screech What do you want to convey? acatalepsy

That screech What do you want to convey? acatalepsy

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A hallucination takes you To the eden where nobody is... The fake fear left you The girl who plays with a white rope Marionette on the gallows

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Dance until you die Waltz of the fatal dose Like a gabriel

堕落してゆく Daraku shite yuku You deteriorate

羽がもげた君 Hane ga mogeta kimi You whose wings have torn

Gallows...Under the blue sky You need it Gallows...Under the blue sky You grieve Gallows...Under the blue sky You cannot die

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That screech What do you want to convey? acatalepsy

That screech What do you want to convey? acatalepsy

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A hallucination takes you To the eden where nobody is... The fake fear left you Marionette on the gallows

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Dance until you die Waltz of the fatal dose Like a gabriel

堕落してゆく Daraku shite yuku You deteriorate

笑みを零し Emi wo koboshi Smiles full of emptiness

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Dance until you die Waltz of the fatal dose Like a gabriel

堕落してゆく Daraku shite yuku You deteriorate

羽がもげた君 Hane ga mogeta kimi You whose wings have torn

Gallows...Under the blue sky You need it Gallows...Under the blue sky You grieve Gallows...Under the blue sky You cannot die

Mary... Kiss my chest deeply

欲を狂わすChloeのFeminine Yoku wo kuruwasu Chloe no Feminine Chloe's femininity makes me mad with desire

Mary... Your the eyes

絡む呼吸は生暖かく Karamu kokyuu wa nama atatakaku Our mingling breaths are lukewarm

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Abandon insanity Scatter instinct

視線逸らさず噛み付いて Shisen sorasazu kamitsuite Bite me without averting your eyes

零さぬように舌先で Kobosanu you ni shitasaki de so that it won't spill at the tip of my tongue.

Endless fuckin' show time

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The beautiful devil on the bed Tempt me by masturbation The beautiful devil on the bed Let's have sex in darkness

The beautiful devil on the bed Tempt me by masturbation The beautiful devil on the bed Let's have sex in darkness

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寸劇 絶頂の最上階 Sungeki zecchou no saijoukai Short play, the peak of our climax

すぐ其処で笑ってるようで Sugu soko de waratteru you de Soon, it will be laughing there

Endless fuckin' show time

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The beautiful devil on the bed Tempt me by masturbation The beautiful devil on the bed Let's have sex in darkness

The beautiful devil on the bed Tempt me by masturbation The beautiful devil on the bed Let's have sex in darkness

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PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY * 糸を這わす極彩色の罠で Ito wo hawasu gokusaishiki no wana de The color trap that creeps over the thread, 背徳感を着せられたまま Haitoku kan wo kiserareta mama clothed in corruption * 「愛想良く笑ってくれないか？」 “Aisou yoku waratte kurenai ka?” “Won’t you give me a sweet smile?” モザイクの先でちらつかす毳毳しい刃 Mozaiku no saki de chira tsukasu keba keba shii yaiba The dazzling blade that gleams at the end of the mosaic * PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY * Like a bacteria You repeat an increase Like a bacteria The spider which undermines me * ベタベタと絡み付く猛毒に Beta beta to karami tsuku moudoku ni The deadly poison clings with its stickiness まるで骨の髄までしゃぶり尽くされてるようさ Maru de hone no zui made shaburi tsukusareteru you sa just as I’m being devoured to the marrow of my bones. * Mischief of the venomous spider Delete this deadly poison Mischief of the venomous spider その毒は蜜より甘いのさ Sono doku wa mitsu yori amai no sa This poison is sweeter than nectar * PAIN-GRUDGE-SORROW-FURY DELETE-HEADACHE-HANG UP-DIZZY *

安息に狂える春色 Ansoku ni kurueru haru iro The calmness of the spring colors make you go mad

忘れてしまえるものならば Wasurete shimaeru mono naraba If I could just forget those things

朽壊の美に両目沈め 只　 Kyuukai no bi ni ryoume shizume tada Just by witnessing the beauty of decay with both eyes, it can depress you

孤独なのだと笑える Kodoku na no da to waraeru You laugh, thinking it's just the loneliness

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第三に飼われる春色　 Daisan ni kawareru haru iro The spring colors were risen a third time

息潜め泥濘を泳ぐ Iki hisome nukarumi wo oyogu Keeping my breath steady, I'm wading in the dirt

バタ足で溺れてゆく様は Bata ashi de oborete yuku sama wa It's not convient to have the illusion that I'll drown with a simple blow

想像通りでつまらない Souzou toori de tsumaranai More than suppressing reality

現実を殺す利き手より Genjitsu wo korosu kikite yori with my dominant hand,

容易く傷を付けれただろう Tayasuku kizu wo kitsukereta darou I'd rather hold on to my slight wounds.

名を埋めて Na wo umete Bury your name

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腐敗した根が水面揺らす Fuhai shita ne ga minamo yurasu Decayed roots are swaying on the water's surface

歪むように廻る歯車 Yugamu you ni mawaru haguruma Cogwheels are turning as if they're affected by a distortion

軋む音に耳を傾ける Kishimu ne ni mi wo katamukeru I'm listening carefully to the creaking sounds

綺麗に狂えてるだろうか Kirei ni kurueteru darou ka Can I go completely mad?

全ては禁句の浅い海 Subete wa kinku no asai umi All of this is a shallow ocean of taboo words

鮮やかと見間違える程　汚れ Azayaka to mimachigaeru hodo kegare It's as seemingly dirty as it is seemingly clear

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さようなら　無法の闇に堕ちてゆく Sayounara muhou no yami ni ochite yuku Goodbye, I'll fall into this boundless darkness

さようなら　これで終わり Sayounara kore de owari Goodbye, it ends with this

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涙　慟哭の雨　 Namida doukoku no ame Tears... The rain of lamentation

虚無と向き合う度溢れ Kyomu to mukiau tabi afure Every time I face nothingness, it overflows

綴る言葉が滲む Tsuzuru kotoba ga nijimu The written words are blurring

涙　いつかは涸れ　 Namida itsuka wa kare Tears.. Someday they'll dry

静寂に殺される Seijaku ni korosareru The silence will kill me

影踏みの終わりに血迷い Kagefumi no owari ni chimayoi After the last of the walking shadows, I'll lose my mind.

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歪むように廻る歯車 Yugamu you ni mawaru haguruma Cogwheels are turning as if they're affected by a distortion

軋む音に耳を傾ける Kishimu ne ni mi wo katamukeru I'm listening carefully to the creaking sounds

軋む音に身を投げ気付いた Kishimu ne ni mi wo nage kizuita I noticed my body was heading for the creaking sounds,

ソレと似ている事に気付いた Sore to nite iru koto ni kizuita I noticed something similar to that feeling

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さようなら　無法の闇に堕ちてゆく Sayounara muhou no yami ni ochite yuku Goodbye, I'll fall into this boundless darkness

さようなら　これで終わり Sayounara kore de owari Goodbye, it ends with this

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涙　慟哭の雨　 Namida doukoku no ame Tears... The rain of lamentation

虚無と向き合う度溢れ Kyomu to mukiau tabi afure Every time I face nothingness, it overflows

綴る言葉が滲む Tsuzuru kotoba ga nijimu The written words are blurring

涙　孤独と散る　 Namida kodoku to chiru Tears... They scatter with the loneliness

静寂に生きるなら Seijaku ni ikiru nara Living in silence,

二度と笑えぬ様に刻んで Nidoto waraenu you ni kizande engraved in the fact that I'll never be able to smile again.

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貴方を愛した私がいる Anata wo aishita watashi ga iru There is me who loved you

貴方を見つめた私がいる Anata wo mitsumeta watashi ga iru There is me who stared at you

貴方を求めた私がいる Anata wo motometa watashi ga iru There is me who wanted you

貴方を失くした私がいる Anata wo nakushita watashi ga iru There is me who lost you

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私を愛した貴方がいる Watashi wo aishita anata ga iru There is you who loved me

私を見つめる貴方がいる Watashi wo mitsumeru anata ga iru There is you who stares at me

私を壊した貴方がいる Watashi wo kowashita anata ga iru There is you who destroyed me

私を奪った貴方がいる Watashi wo ubatta anata ga iru There is you who took me away

The possibility that I make a mistake You go mad in this strong possibility My word and deed, it has been input into your brain After malfunction Inevitable bugs

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Discomfort of the waking and dizziness The possibility that I make a mistake Predictable... 2 minutes later... After malfunction Inevitable bugs

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You are my [instability] I'm your enormous virus Sometimes freeze without mixing Repeated contact damage

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But...there is not the hatred here Flip side of affection Gentle deadfall All is honeytrap Now, dive into the hill of repose

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The scenery which you wish for In the other side of this dream To the world where nobody is Falling while embraced you deeply

The scenery which you wish for In the other side of this dream To the world where nobody is Falling while embraced you deeply

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偽り無きその無邪気さに Itsuwarinaki sono mujaki sa ni To an innocence with no falsehood,

汚れ無き歌を送ろう Kegarenaki uta wo okurou let's send an untainted song

その傷を飲み込むように Sono kizu wo nomikomu you ni so you can swallow these wounds

さぁ目を開いてご覧 Saa me wo hiraite goran Now, please open your eyes

孤独の価値が咲いている Kodoku no kachi ga saiteiru The value of loneliness is blooming

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You are my [instability] I'm your enormous virus Sometimes freeze without mixing Repeated contact damage

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But...there is not the hatred here Flip side of affection Gentle deadfall All is honeytrap

[Instability] that you gave Because you are always here, I can advance before

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The scenery which you wish for In the other side of this dream To the world where nobody is Falling while embraced you deeply

The scenery which you wish for In the other side of this dream To the world where nobody is Falling while embraced you deeply

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To the world where nobody is... Falling while embraced you deeply Because you are always here, I can advance before

二度と消せないくらいに Nidoto kesenai kurai ni So they can't be erased a second time,

傷を深めていくMalice Kizu wo fukameteiku Malice the malice continues to deepen the wounds.

イキ過ぎた頭を抉り Iki sugita atama wo eguri Hollow out the head with too many tones

飛び交うBugにNoiseを Tobikau Bug ni Noise wo to make noise for bugs flying past each other.

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使い捨ての愛と知って Tsukaisute no ai to shitte Disposable love and knowingly-sold trickery

売られたカラクリ Urareta karakuri To put it simply,

「単純明快　無様な明日だ」って "Tanjun meikai buzamana ashita da" tte "Clearly tomorrow is uncertain."

理解してる時点で終わってる Rikai shiteru jiten de owatteru It ends at a point of understanding.

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歪み回るVortex of beats Yugami mawaru Vortex of beats A distortion spinning in a vortex of beats

吐き気の中で踊る Hakike no naka de odoru Dancing in nausea

Right before my eyes The world that decayed Right before my eyes You murder somebody

Too tragic to stay with you

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ぐるぐると回るLoopの中で Guru guru to mawaru Loop no naka de Spinning round and round in a loop

機械仕掛けの空に消えてゆく Kikai shikake no sora ni kiete yuku Disappearing into a mechanical sky

[COUNTLESS BUG]

ざらついた舌で欲をなぞって Zaratsuita shita de yoku wo nazotte Tracing greed with a harsh tongue

StolidなDummyに夢を見せれば Stolid na Dummy ni yume wo misereba If I showed the dream within a stolid dummy,

苦だろうが悦に変わるさ Kudarouga etsu ni kawaru sa pain would turn into self-satisfaction.

I don't wanna become the fuckin' garbage like you

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Vortex of industry Shut the fuck up Jack off

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The only thing you really know about me is... You can't take my soul away from me The only thing you really know about me is... I can't answer your silly wish

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歪み回るVortex of beats Yugami mawaru Vortex of beats A distortion spinning in a vortex of beats

吐き気の中で踊る Hakike no naka de odoru Dancing in nausea

Right before my eyes The world that decayed Right before my eyes You murder somebody

暗い暗い闇に落ちてゆく Kurai kurai yami ni ochite yuku Falling into a dark, dark darkness

[COUNTLESS BUG]

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汚れ無き声も泥に塗れ Yogore naki koe mo doro ni mamire Even a voice without dirt stains in mud

今じゃその嘘に身を投げる Ima ja sono uso ni mi wo nageru Now, throw yourself into those lies

[COUNTLESS BUG]

Scrapになれば価値は消える Scrap ni nareba kachi wa kieru If you become a scrap, your value will disappear

寸劇の涙はその胸に届かない Sungeki no namida wa sono mune ni todokanai The tears from an action won't reach that heart

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ぐるぐると回るLoopの中で Guru guru to mawaru Loop no naka de Spinning round and round in a loop

機械仕掛けの空に消えてゆく Kikai shikake no sora ni kiete yuku Disappearing into a mechanical sky

[COUNTLESS BUG]

ざらついた舌で欲をなぞって Zaratsuita shita de yoku wo nazotte Tracing greed with a harsh tongue

StolidなDummyに夢を見せれば Stolid na Dummy ni yume wo misereba If I showed the dream within a stolid dummy,

苦だろうが悦に変わるさ Kudarouga etsu ni kawaru sa pain would turn into self-satisfaction.

[Give me your beast inside] Please choose whatever you like from these [Eeny,meeny,miny,moe...] Die or Suck my beast

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MR. ABNORMAL My feeling is not cheap at all You don't know it You will turn your fang on me someday with a borrowed fang

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Bite off my skin and cell But you cannot eat my deep inside You kneel down and beg to me [Give me your beast...]

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GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY GAGAGAGAGA SEXY GARBAGE GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY [Give me your beast...]

GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY GAGAGAGAGA SEXY GARBAGE GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY GAGAGAGAGA SEXY GARBAGE

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愛しきサイケデリック Itoshiki saikederikku My dearest psychedelic

黒く塗りつぶした目蓋の奥に Kuroku nuritsubu shita mabuta no oku ni Beneath those eyelids covered in black,

疑心など無いと掲げてくれ Gishin na do nai to kakagetekure convince them there are no fake feelings.

This song's the beast inside of me [Show your beast...]

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I have a headache I'm about to go crazy Is this self-hate? Erase my dirty beast inside I have a headache I'm about to go crazy Nobody helps me Erase my dirty beast inside

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Don't give the secret away to anyone no matter what This ugly feelings wanna be hide by anyone [Ugly inside top secret]

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My feeling is not cheap at all You don't know it You will turn your fang on me someday with a borrowed fang

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Bite off my skin and cell But you cannot eat my deep inside You kneel down and beg to me [Give me your...]

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GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY GAGAGAGAGA SEXY GARBAGE GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY [Give me your beast...]

GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY GAGAGAGAGA SEXY GARBAGE GET OUT. NOTORIOUS BABY GAGAGAGAGA SEXY GARBAGE

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愛しきサイケデリック Itoshiki saikederikku My dearest psychedelic

黒く塗りつぶした目蓋の奥に Kuroku nuritsubu shita mabuta no oku ni Beneath those eyelids covered in black,

疑心など無いと掲げてくれ Gishin na do nai to kakagetekure convince them there are no fake feelings.

This song's the beast inside of me [Show your beast...]

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I have a headache I'm about to go crazy Is this self-hate? Erase my dirty beast inside I have a headache I'm about to go crazy Nobody helps me Erase my dirty beast inside

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ずっと繰り返してた Zutto kurikaeshiteta Always, over and over again

ずっと悲しませてばかりだった Zutto kanashimasete bakari datta I always caused your grief.

きっとあなたさえも傷付けて　僕は動けぬまま Kitto anata ni sae mo kidzutsukete boku wa ugokenu mama I must of hurt you badly; I find myself unable to move

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あなたに触れる事が　 Anata ni fureru koto ga Is that the reason why

何故　こんなに苦しいのですか？ Naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka? it hurts so much when I touch you?

きっと　同じ事を繰り返しあなたを　 Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshi anata wo Surely, it's because I'm afraid of history repeating itself

失ってしまうのが怖かったから Ushinatte shimau no ka kowakatta kara and I'll lose you entirely.

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寄り添う事で拭おうとした　 Yorisou koto de nuguou to shita Nestled close together, those things were wiped away

忘れ切れなかった日を Wasure kirenakatta hi wo and those days completely forgotten.

あなたは何も聞かずに　 anata wa nani mi kikazu ni You naturally, without hesitation,

この手を握ってくれたね Kono te wo nigittekureta ne took hold of my hand.

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明日あなたの気持ちが離れても Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo Even if tomorrow your feelings for me grow distant,

きっと変わらず愛している Kitto kawarazu aishiteiru my love for you will never change.

明日あなたに僕が見えなくても Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo Even if tomorrow you can no longer see me,

きっと変わらず愛している。 Kitto kawarazu aishiteiru. my love for you will never change.

I will walk together, the future not promised It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

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辛い事さえ　忘れるくらい Tsurai koto sae wasureru kurai Even under these painful circumstances, please forget

あなたを想っている Anata wo omotteiru your thoughts of despair.

会えない夜を数える度に Aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni When I count the nights when we couldn't meet,

焦がれる胸 Kogareru mune my yearning for you grows in my chest.

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かけ違いの寂しさ募る Kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru Despite your growing loneliness,

どうか一人きりで泣かないで Douka hitorikiri de nakanai de please don't cry all alone by yourself.

どんなに離れていても Donna ni hanareteite mo No matter how far apart we may be,

信じ合える二人でいよう Shinjiaeru futari de iyou we should keep believeing in each other, together.

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どうかこのまま笑っていたい Douka konomama waratteitai I want us to somehow keep smiling like this.

あなたを傷付けさせないで Anata wo kidzutsuke sasenai de I don't want to hurt you anymore.

時が経つ度　薄れて行った Toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta With the passing of time, these feelings finally start to fade,

あんな想い　繰り返したくない Anna omoi kurikaeshitaku nai so I don't want to experience them again.

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明日あなたの気持ちが離れても Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo Even if tomorrow your feelings for me grow distant,

きっと変わらず愛している Kitto kawarazu aishiteiru my love for you will never change.

明日あなたに僕が見えなくても Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo Even if tomorrow you can no longer see me,

きっと変わらず愛している。 Kitto kawarazu aishiteiru. my love for you will never change.

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どうか　僕だけを　見つめていて Douka boku dake wo mitsumeteite Please, look only at me.

どうか　この手が　解けぬよう Douka kono te ga hodokenu you Please, don't let go of my hand.

床下の High society 寸劇の狂喜は美しい Yukashita no High Society sungeki no kyouki wa utsukushii High society under the floor; the delirium of joy caused by the small sketch is beautiful

Abnormal culture = Modern normal

自滅的で美しい Jimetsuteki de utsukushii It's self-destruction makes it beautiful

A sense of beauty... Supply and demand

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酷く高価な Masquerade 麻痺してゆく快感に溺れる Hodoku houkana Masquerade mahi shite yuku kaikan ni oboreru Paralyzed by an extremely costly masquerade and drowning in this orgasm

Abnormal beauty = Modern beauty

引き攣った笑みは綺麗 Hikitsutta emi wa kirei That harsh smile is beautiful

目の前で手招いて巧みに羽粉を撒く Me no mae de temaneite takumi ni hane ko wo maku You wave your hands in front of your eyes to skillfully scatter the powder of your wings.

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Fakeに悦楽 Alcohol じゃ溶けぬART Fake ni etsuraku Alcohol ja tokenu ART Fake amusement in alcohol is the solidifying ART

表面だけじゃ Without a doubt Hyoumen dake ja Without a doubt Only the facade is without a doubt

Freedom of expression 良く出来てる Freedom of expression yoku dekiteru Freedom of expression is what we achieved

The product of the sense of beauty

Orange のHead Orange no Head An orange head

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You resemble a butterfly It is only a pretense You forget to have been called a moth sometime… A sense of beauty

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Fake に悦楽 Alcohol じゃ溶けぬART Fake ni etsuraku Alcohol ja tokenu ART Fake amusement in alcohol is the solidifying ART

表面だけじゃ Without a doubt Hyoumen dake ja Without a doubt Only the facade is without a doubt

Freedom of expression 良く出来てる Freedom of expression yoku dekiteru Freedom of expression is what we achieved

The product of the sense of beauty

OrangeのHead Orange no Head An orange head

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A sense of beauty... Supply and demand

他者が作った表情でも Tasha ga tsukutta hyoujou de mo Even when recreated by others,

A sense of beauty... Supply and demand

唯一の存在 Yuuitsu no sonzai it's a unique expression.

レイラ・・・ Reila...

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出会ってからどれだけ同じ傷を負い Deatte kara dore dake onaji kizu wo oi How many similar wounds have we suffered since we met?

どれだけ支え合った？ Dore dake sasaeatta How long have we supported each other?

君が辛いときは他の誰より僕だけに教えて欲しかった Kimi ga tsurai toki wa hoka no dare yori boku dake ni oshiete hoshikatta When you were hurting, I wanted to be the only one you'd come to

事実が目に焼き付く　無言で不動の Jijitsu ga me ni yakitsuku mugon de mudou no Reality burns in the eye, silent and unmoving.

君は何を思う Kimi wo nani wo omou What's on your mind?

理由などいらないさ　 Ryuu na do iranai sa There doesn't need to be a reason

ただ僕の君を返してくれれば Tada boku no kimi wo kaeshite kurereba if you could come back to me, where you belong.

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残された僕より無になった君は Nokosareta boku yori mu ni natta kimi wa More than myself who was left behind, you whose become nothingness

どれほど辛いだろうか Dore hodo tsurai darou ka I wonder how painful it must be

まだ何も始まってないのに Mada nani mo hajimattenai no ni Even if nothing has started yet,

まだ君にこの言葉伝えてないのに Mada kimi ni kono kotoba ietenai no ni even thought I still have yet to say these words,

何処へ Doko he Where can I go?

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レイラ・・・ Reila...

君の名を呼んでみても Kimi no na wo younde mite mo Even if I try to call out your name,

(This voice does not reach you...)

レイラ・・・ Reila...

目を開けて　嘘だと笑ってみせてよ・・・ Me wo akete uso da to waratte misete yo... Open your eyes, and with a smile tell me none of this is real.

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明日は何処へ行こう Ashita wa doko he yukou Where should I go tomorrow?

君が望むなら何処へでも行くよ Kimi ga nazomu nara doko he demo iku yo I would go anywhere, if you so wished it.

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君はいつもそう　僕が思う程 Kimi wa itsumo sou boku ga omou hodo You were always like this, for as long as I can remember.

何処かへ行ってしまう Dokoka he itte shimau Where have you gone?

また僕を残し一人で走って行くんだね Mata boku wo nokoshi hitotsu de hashitte ikunda ne Once again you've left me to walk alone, haven't you?

もう届かない　もう届かない Mou todokanai mou todokanai I can't reach you, I can't reach you

やっと君に会えたのに Yatto kimi ni aeta no ni I've finally met you, but

我慢してたものが全て溢れて Gaman shiteta mo no ga subete afurete everything I've endured so far is flooding over

涙になって零れた Namida ni natte koboreta and falling as tears.

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レイラ・・・ Reila...

言えなかったこの言葉を Ienakatta kono kotoba wo Those words that I couldn't say

レイラ・・・ Reila...

今　此処で君に歌うよ Ima doko de kimi ni utau yo Now, I'll sing them to you here

レイラ・・・ Reila...

誰よりも君を愛している Dare yori mo kimi wo aishiteiru I love you more than anyone else

レイラ・・・ Reila...

愛している。愛している。 Aishiteiru. Aishiteiru. I love you. I love you.

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二人が居た部屋　今もそのまま Futari ga ita heya ima mo sono mama The room in which we once stayed is the same even now

鍵もかけずに　いつでも君が帰って来れる様に Kagi mo kakezu ni itsudemo kimi ga kaette kureru you ni The doors aren't locked in the hope that maybe someday you'll return.

ずっと待ってるよ　理解ってるけど Zutto matteru yo wakatteru kedo I'll always wait for you. I understand, but

今でも君がドアを開ける姿が見えるんだ Ima demo kimi ga doa wo akeru sugata ga mierunda Even now I can see you opening the door.

混ざり合う色に見た孤独の絵が Mazari au iro ni mita kodoku no e ga You saw an image of loneliness mixing its colors.

目の前で溶けてゆく　 Me no mae de tokete yuku It melted before your eyes,

器用に殻を脱いで Kiyou ni kara wo nuide skillfully shedding itself of its cover.

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垂れ流しの理想狂に踊らされる Tarenagashi no risou kyou ni odorasaseru A uncontrollable ideal is making you dance in madness.

頭蓋の中バランスも取れず Zugai no naka baransu mo torezu You can’t even keep your balance within the walls of your skull.

「何かが笑って」 “Nani ka ga waratte” “Something is laughing”

歪んでゆく　無くしながら Yugande yuku nakushi nagara You’re distorting, and while you lose touch,

絡まる意図に首を預ける Karamaru ito ni kubi wo azukeru you surrender your neck, wrapped in intentions.

Affection on the surface. Peel off pretense!

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剥がした羞恥心によって Hagashita shuuchisin ni yotte That clean face is weakening

悶絶するその素顔は真相に歪む Monzetsu suru sono sugao wa shinsou ni yugamu because of its shame that has been ripped off and twisted in the truth.

「何かが笑って」 “Nani ka ga waratte” “Something is laughing”

飾りあげる　その悲哀情 Kazari ageru sono hiaijou You embellish that sorrow.

吐き気を誘う不快な存在 Hakike wo sasou fukainai sonzai Your disgusting existence makes you sick.

Affection on the surface. Peel off pretense!

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伸ばす手を掴みきれず　 Nobasu te wo tsukami kirezu You can’t reach the hand extended to you.

想いが散り混ざり合うの Omoi ga chiri mazarai au no The mixed thoughts fall.

褪せた日はその絵を眺め枯れて逝く Aseta hi wa sono e wo nagame karete yuku The brightened day withers as it looks at that image.

掲げた夢さえ脱ぎ去る　君よ Kakageta yume sae nugi saru kimi yo You give up on even the dreams you achieved.

You are in a part of the gear.

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やがて　喉に詰まる何かに震え出す Yagate nodo ni tsumaru nani ka ni furuedasu Soon, that something blocking your throat makes you stumble.

与えられた光を影だと知る Ataerareta hikari wo kage da to shiru You know that the light you’ve been given is a shadow.

砕け散った青きあの日々　深く背負い眠り Kudakechitta aoki ano hibi fukaku seoi nemuri That broken blue day carries deep sleep with it.

何も救えぬと知り乱れる Nani mo sukuenu to shiri midareru You’re worried that nothing can save you.

Affection on the surface. Peel off pretense!

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不意に流されてゆく　夢を見て Fui ni nagasarete yuku yume wo mite Suddenly, you see that dream that you let flow.

押さえ続けてたのに Osae tsuzuketeta no ni You tried to suppress it, but

An error is deep…

今更溢れる涙では Imasara afureru namida de wa In the tears that are overflowing by now.

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伸ばす手を掴みきれず　 Nobasu te wo tsukami kirezu You can’t reach the hand extended to you.

想いが散り混ざり合うの Omoi ga chiri mazarai au no The mixed thoughts fall.

褪せた日はその絵を眺め枯れて逝く Aseta hi wa sono e wo nagame karete yuku The brightened day withers as it looks at that image.

剥がれる声さえ「もう」聞こえ無い Hagareru koe sae “mou” kikoenai Even the voice that’s been tear can “no longer” be heard.

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その痛み知る君はやがてまた此処に種を植えて Sono itami shiru kimi wa ygate mata koko ni tane wo uete You who knows that pain will soon plant a seed here again.

色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う Irodzuita hana ga saku itsuka ka wo negau You wish that someday a flower of a different color would bloom.

その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に Sono itami shiru kimi ga furuezu ni mizu wo sosogeta koro ni You who knows that pain, in the place where you fearlessly poured water,

見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う Mita koto no nai iro no hana ga mata kimi wo sasou a flower of a color you’ve never seen with invite you again.

いいわけを静かに聞き流してくれたのは… Iiwake wo shizuka ni kikinagashite kureta no wa... You quietly ignore all of my excuses...

「夢を見ていたよ　縋り付くだけのキミに」 "Yume mo miteita yo sugari tsuku dake no kimi ni" "I had a dream about you who would cling only to me."

ありふれた言葉並べて　 Arifureta kotoba narabete Aligning these mundane words;

隙間を埋めるのは簡単ね Sukima wo umeru no wa kantan ne It should be easy to fill the empty spaces with them.

許し合う事に疲れたのは　 Yurushiau koto ni tsukareta no wa I'm tired of things we always forgive each other for,

いつまでも変わらぬキミの嘘 Itsumademo kawaranu kimi no uso of your lies that never change.

ありふれた言葉並べて　 Arifureta kotoba narabete Aligning these mundane words;

隙間を埋めるのは簡単ね Sukima wo umeru no wa kantan ne It should be easy to fill the empty spaces with them.

許し合う事に疲れたのは　 Yurushiau koto ni tsukareta no wa I'm tired of things we always forgive each other for,

いつまでも変わらぬキミの嘘 Itsumademo kawaranu kimi no uso of your lies that never change.

Why do I repeat myself again?

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悲しませる「癖」に Kanashimaseru "kuse" ni In this "habit" of making you sad,

また一つ言葉を失くす Mata hitotsu kotoba wo nakusu I lose yet another word.

その涙の理由さえも Sono namida no wake sae mo If I'm the cause of these tears,

何故僕は壊すのだろう？ Naze boku wa kowasu no darou? why am I the one falling apart?

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俯き床をなぞる　 Utsumuki yuka wo nazoru I hang my head in shame and trace the floor.

交わさぬこの目を見つめ Kawasanu kono me wo mitsume I'm staring into these eyes that won't turn away.

問いかける声に Toikakeru koe ni I hear a questioning voice

まだ膝を抱えたままで Mada hiza wo kakaeta mama de still holding onto my lap.

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ありふれた言葉並べて　 Arifureta kotoba narabete Aligning these mundane words;

隙間を埋めるのは簡単ね Sukima wo umeru no wa kantan ne It should be easy to fill the empty spaces with them.

許し合う事に疲れたのは　 Yurushiau koto ni tsukareta no wa I'm tired of things we always forgive each other for,

いつまでも変わらぬキミの嘘 Itsumademo kawaranu kimi no uso of your lies that never change.

ありふれた言葉並べて　 Arifureta kotoba narabete Aligning these mundane words;

隙間を埋めるのは簡単ね Sukima wo umeru no wa kantan ne It should be easy to fill the empty spaces with them.

許し合う事に疲れたのは　 Yurushiau koto ni tsukareta no wa I'm tired of things we always forgive each other for,

いつまでも変わらぬキミの嘘 Itsumademo kawaranu kimi no uso of your lies that never change.

Why do I repeat myself again?

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悲しませる「癖」に Kanashimaseru "kuse" ni In this "habit" of making you sad,

また一つ言葉を失くす Mata hitotsu kotoba wo nakusu I lose yet another word.

その涙の理由さえも Sono namida no wake sae mo If I'm the cause of these tears,

何故僕は壊すのだろう？ Naze boku wa kowasu no darou? why am I the one falling apart?

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いつかの君が言っていた Itsuka no kimi ga itte ita One day, you had said

最期が見えた気がして Saigo ga mieta kigashite you felt as if you saw your end.

少しずつ消えてゆく Sukoshi zutsu kiete yuku Little by little, you're fading away

変わらない君の笑みに Kawaranai kimi no emi ni in this smile of you who still hasn't changed.

少しずつ離れてゆく Sukoshi zutsu hanarete yuku Little by little, I felt like

心に触れた気がした Kokoro ni fureta kigashita I'd touched your fading heart.

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そう…悲しみがこれ以上 Sou...kanashimi ga kore ijou And so I hope this sadness

聞こえぬように Kikoenu you ni won't be heard any further.

そっと耳を塞ぐように Sotto mimi wo fusagu you ni I hope that I can quietly close my ears.