#lyics

Listening to my Rolan playlist and it just hits me how much these lines in Caramel by Sleep Token remind me of how I see Rolan's internal thoughts in Act 3 while he is still an apprentice to Lorroakan. 😭

My cellmate, all he do is scream

Out loud how he wants to go home

That's funny, I'm here all alone

Locked, in a single cell

His back's bleeding, he's cold as hell

And I'm hoping they turn on some heat

I call the C.O. to bring some extra sheet

"Where'd he go?" he walk through walls

Run halls, I pray "Teach me"

They don't see him at the health they try to reach me

I said "Please see how he feels"They said,

so i wander through these nights

i prefer hiding in plain sight

my fourth drink in my hand

these desperate prayers of a cursed man

spilling out to you for free

but darling, darling, please

you wouldn't take my word for it