qianyuzhu2

i just want to stop feeling like a bad person for literally everything

I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

I don’t want you sweet. I don’t want you whole. I want you real. I want your broken, I want your rage, I want the guilt you carry like a sword. I want to kiss the parts of you that scream. I want to be the place you fall when the war is over and your body finally remembers it’s tired.

it's so crazy how you actually have to live through everything

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

why is it the second i'm left alone i feel like i have nothing left to live for.

Please go easy on me. I wasn't expecting to live this long.