anxiety manifests as vomit
and my throat burns with the taste of us
and i cannot eat the same
but i am hungry for your attention
it is worth it to be with you
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
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anxiety manifests as vomit
and my throat burns with the taste of us
and i cannot eat the same
but i am hungry for your attention
it is worth it to be with you

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I’m such a fucking fraud. I sit here and tell everyone around me that it’s okay to miss them (I feel ashamed) to be angry at them (I feel guilty) that it’s okay to feel that hurt (I feel embarrassed) to cry, to scream (I feel sick) you just gotta feel the pain to get through it and it’ll get better, and here I lay months later, shaking to my fucking core, in such gruesome emotional pain, that I can’t breathe. Trigger Warning: It doesn’t get better.
I fucking miss you and it’s literally destroying me.
BPD culture is not feeling worthy of talking to your FP because they’re perfect but also screaming sobbing dying at not being with them
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Loving me must be so fucking hard and I'm so fucking sorry
Eventually you are gonna leave me too because I'm unloveable

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maybe my brain just isn’t cut out to be in a relationship. maybe it wants to be alone, and that’s why i always feel like i am.
Sometimes I'm tired of being a toxic person, with toxic thoughts and ideas that intrude at the worst of times...
Why does my “self compassion” only come after I’ve exhausted all my energy screaming and crying about how much my heart hurts that I want to die
The poor little cat I want to help him with his little tasks (I heavily relate to the cat and am learning to be soft with myself)
i am tired
i wish to undo my years of progress just to rest
because you are my home
but the lights are off and the driveway is empty
i press the doorbell and you answer
but it is a recording
and i cannot crawl into bed with you tonight

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and suddenly i am in the shower with no door,
the bathroom with soaked hand towels on the tile,
cups with shampoo and conditioner on the floor,
and i am wishing for the water to boil me,
i am not seeking relaxation in the heat, i am pleading for answers to the questions that do not have them
i have outlived my desire for betterment
and it has been four years,
but the heat is still calling me
grief seed
“When I think about you in huge doses, I drown in despair, in longing, in guilt. I learned to think of you in tiny rations like meals delivered to my plate, three times a day. Each time enough to nourish me, to make me hope, to keep my heart alive.”
— Dawn Lanuza
i am never going to not be obsessed w modoka magica holy fuck i love these little gay girls
moral of madoka magica:
- sorrow is powerful
- hope is more powerful
- gay love is the most powerful

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“I like myself better when I’m with you.”
— Mitch Albom, Tuesdays with Morrie
Been rewatching yandere high school (because why not)