I HEAR THOSE SLEIGH BELLS JINGLING
RING TING TINGLING TOOOOOOOOOOOOO
COME ON ITāS LOVELY WEATHER
FOR A SLEIGH RIDE TOGETHER WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
ITāS STARTED
ITāS BEEN NOVEMBER JUST FOR FEW HOURS YOU ANIMALS
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@sansunderfell
I HEAR THOSE SLEIGH BELLS JINGLING
RING TING TINGLING TOOOOOOOOOOOOO
COME ON ITāS LOVELY WEATHER
FOR A SLEIGH RIDE TOGETHER WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
ITāS STARTED
ITāS BEEN NOVEMBER JUST FOR FEW HOURS YOU ANIMALS

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gentle reminder that i'm not here anymore.
if you want my new username, send me an ask off anon on my art blog ( @nottvarg ) and i will respond with it. don't take it personally if i don't reply.
gentle reminder that i'm not here anymore.
if you want my new username, send me an ask off anon on my art blog ( @nottvarg ) and i will respond with it. don't take it personally if i don't reply.
gentle reminder that i'm not here anymore.
if you want my new username, send me an ask off anon on my art blog ( @nottvarg ) and i will respond with it. don't take it personally if i don't reply.
i'm leaving this account.

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Me, in tears, halfway through writing a 300 word essay: I canāt do this anymore
Person on A03 whoās writing for fun:
Inconvenient Truth: these are the same person
Yeah, well, I canāt stretch out that review of 16th century economics by adding a gratuitous hand job.
#not with that attitude you canāt
doctor: so have you noticed any side effects?
me: youāre assuming that i DONT spend every waking minute actively ignoring everything to do with my fucky body
teachers calling roll 15 years from now: john, samantha, julio (deep sigh)⦠sasuke
When you see a really good post but thereās some form of guilt tripping to reblog it added on at the end
(ID: A screenshot of Marge from the Simpsons looking dismally at the camera with one arm raised. A caption underneath her readsĀ āItās true, but Iām not reblogging it.ā End ID)

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you've only got half the story. i wasn't "taking my anger out on jean", i was trying to get them from demonising my partner on their public blog. idc what they say about me; literally couldn't care less lmao, i'm fully aware i'm a shit person // sansunderfell
you: jean having delusions makes them BAD FOREVER even though iām TOTALLY INNOCENT and holding me accountable IS illegal
also you: *puts this guilt trippy shit in my inbox*
@sansunderfellĀ
thatās literally not what i said. i never said these things.
y'all are spreading misinformation about me and the server, including out of context screenshots. iām not saying that i canāt be held accountable for my actions.
i have never implied that jeans delusions make them ābad foreverā, their posts were causing other people to have delusions and breakdowns.
i donāt think jean is bad.
okay im replying on charas blog to keep this shit off my main. sooo the fact that multiple ppl from that server have voiced how uncomfortable you made them is worthless ig? i saw the recontextualized screenshots and i agree that jean also fucked up, but making that many ppl uncomfortable and Not Apologizing⦠wack. they literally used their blog where they can post their own content to vent about delusuons they were having. and u blocked them anyways!! u cant use ur mental illness as an excuse. āhaving a bad dayā doesnt justify lashing out. side note: i love that u dont acknowledge the fact that u put guilt trip shit in my inbox. really makes me put a lot of faith in you. -logan
i never said that either! i have never tried to justify lashing out.
i do genuinely believe that iām a shitty person, so it wasnāt guilt tripping. itās a genuine belief.
i blocked jean because i was scared of being on the recieving end of this again. iāve already had anons who know where i live make threats on my life and my animals. iām fucking terrified of popular bloggers calling me out.
i donāt apologise in the conventional way because i was forced to so much that i literally cannot stand it anymore. i try to apologise in other ways but when shit keeps happening to trigger me i literally canāt keep on a high.
iām seriously so tired of being the enemy in these situations and not being given a chance to defend myself before thereās a new wave of people out to get me.
you can hate me, thatās fucking fine. im just so tired.
im notĀ āout to get youā and i literally do not hate you. i couldnt if i tried. and even if its a genuine belief like⦠keep that shit out of conflicts like this?? i hate myself too, but i dont bring that up when people get pissed when i fuck up.
im really, really sorry youāre dealing with those creeps. i really am. i honestly hope you can seek legal action without repercussions, or do anything else to protect yourself. i am not bullshitting, i promise. i do not particularly like you, but seriously, u dont deserve that.
i understand the apology thing, too. sort of. online i dont apologize as much but irl is a different story, so i guess its the opposite side of the coin? apologies are a sore point with many trauma survivors regardless. but u still need to openly acknowledge ur actions when they hurt others.
but.Ā maybe⦠if u often find urself as The Enemyā¦ā¦ u should consider Why people feel that way without defaulting toĀ āiām a shit personā. theres a reason why people are genuinely upset w ur actions. ur allowed to fuck up without being a bad person, but sayingĀ āwell im just a shit personā instead of working to improve yourself isnt gonna help u, the people u talk to, or anyone.Ā
i genuinely dont know what 2 say here other than that i hope u can see a good therapist, i dont hate you, i dont see u as evil, andĀ i hope to god that ur staying safe.Ā
-logan
iām trying to do all of these things.
the police did nothing about the anon because, although the harassment had been going on for years, there had been no threats to my life made in four months. they refused to investigate, i still get messages from them occasionally.
iāve been trying to seek mental help since i was 14, and still have not managed to get through the system. i am seriously trying to better myself and fix the way that i react to and think about things, but thereās only so much i can do when people label me as āhigh functioningā and ānot a dangerā and then push me off.
iāve been waiting on a referral for a pd diagnosis since february, i have heard nothing since i went through days of calling different numbers because i was referred to a clinic that doesnāt exist.
i am trying.
good god, im so sorry ur dealing with all of this. i genuinely am. i want u to get help and feel better. do u have insurance, or obamacare? again, i dont agree w what u did, but if u have a paypal, i can help. nobody deserves to suffer like this. even though i resent u for how u hurt jean, u deserve help and happiness.
i dont discuss this much bc i dont want to seem like imĀ āflexingā or w/e but trust me when i say any donation will not impact my quality of life. something that helped me when i was waiting on a bullshit beauracracy to actually help me was being up front and threatening a lawsuit. if youve documented evidence, compile it, and report that shit to the fuckin fbi.Ā
do you have insurance?Ā
-logan
im,,,, a uk citizen. i rely on the nhs
you've only got half the story. i wasn't "taking my anger out on jean", i was trying to get them from demonising my partner on their public blog. idc what they say about me; literally couldn't care less lmao, i'm fully aware i'm a shit person // sansunderfell
you: jean having delusions makes them BAD FOREVER even though iām TOTALLY INNOCENT and holding me accountable IS illegal
also you: *puts this guilt trippy shit in my inbox*
@sansunderfellĀ
thatās literally not what i said. i never said these things.
y'all are spreading misinformation about me and the server, including out of context screenshots. iām not saying that i canāt be held accountable for my actions.
i have never implied that jeans delusions make them ābad foreverā, their posts were causing other people to have delusions and breakdowns.
i donāt think jean is bad.
okay im replying on charas blog to keep this shit off my main. sooo the fact that multiple ppl from that server have voiced how uncomfortable you made them is worthless ig? i saw the recontextualized screenshots and i agree that jean also fucked up, but making that many ppl uncomfortable and Not Apologizing⦠wack. they literally used their blog where they can post their own content to vent about delusuons they were having. and u blocked them anyways!! u cant use ur mental illness as an excuse. āhaving a bad dayā doesnt justify lashing out. side note: i love that u dont acknowledge the fact that u put guilt trip shit in my inbox. really makes me put a lot of faith in you. -logan
i never said that either! i have never tried to justify lashing out.
i do genuinely believe that iām a shitty person, so it wasnāt guilt tripping. itās a genuine belief.
i blocked jean because i was scared of being on the recieving end of this again. iāve already had anons who know where i live make threats on my life and my animals. iām fucking terrified of popular bloggers calling me out.
i donāt apologise in the conventional way because i was forced to so much that i literally cannot stand it anymore. i try to apologise in other ways but when shit keeps happening to trigger me i literally canāt keep on a high.
iām seriously so tired of being the enemy in these situations and not being given a chance to defend myself before thereās a new wave of people out to get me.
you can hate me, thatās fucking fine. im just so tired.
im notĀ āout to get youā and i literally do not hate you. i couldnt if i tried. and even if its a genuine belief like⦠keep that shit out of conflicts like this?? i hate myself too, but i dont bring that up when people get pissed when i fuck up.
im really, really sorry youāre dealing with those creeps. i really am. i honestly hope you can seek legal action without repercussions, or do anything else to protect yourself. i am not bullshitting, i promise. i do not particularly like you, but seriously, u dont deserve that.
i understand the apology thing, too. sort of. online i dont apologize as much but irl is a different story, so i guess its the opposite side of the coin? apologies are a sore point with many trauma survivors regardless. but u still need to openly acknowledge ur actions when they hurt others.
but.Ā maybe⦠if u often find urself as The Enemyā¦ā¦ u should consider Why people feel that way without defaulting toĀ āiām a shit personā. theres a reason why people are genuinely upset w ur actions. ur allowed to fuck up without being a bad person, but sayingĀ āwell im just a shit personā instead of working to improve yourself isnt gonna help u, the people u talk to, or anyone.Ā
i genuinely dont know what 2 say here other than that i hope u can see a good therapist, i dont hate you, i dont see u as evil, andĀ i hope to god that ur staying safe.Ā
-logan
i'm trying to do all of these things.
the police did nothing about the anon because, although the harassment had been going on for years, there had been no threats to my life made in four months. they refused to investigate, i still get messages from them occasionally.
i've been trying to seek mental help since i was 14, and still have not managed to get through the system. i am seriously trying to better myself and fix the way that i react to and think about things, but there's only so much i can do when people label me as "high functioning" and "not a danger" and then push me off.
i've been waiting on a referral for a pd diagnosis since february, i have heard nothing since i went through days of calling different numbers because i was referred to a clinic that doesn't exist.
i am trying.
if u have pets, reblog this what u call them besides their name

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u ever think something like "oh im the same age as this character thats so neat omg!!!!" and then 3 years later u think back to that moment and how much time has passed since and how much older u are now and the character now seems like a baby to u and u just sit there like