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Dating someone as a person with ASPD sucks ass. Probably won’t do it again just because it’s ended so awfully the last two times. Like I really want to care for a person but all they do is irritate me. I’ve always preferred to be alone anyway so it’s not a huge deal that I won’t date again. But it would still be nice to have someone who’s on that level of trust and closeness that understands me and my behavior. But it always feels more like I’m keeping a pet that I hate to deal with more than anything.

Conmigo no juegues, cuando mi orgullo toma el control mis sentimientos pasan a segundo plano

youre weirdly obsessed with finding meaning

what do you mean by this

I hate how obsessive I get. It isn’t normal, it isn’t healthy. And it does me more harm than good. You’d think though, really, that being obsessed would make someone flattered. Apparently not.

“trauma made me funny” “trauma made me kind” trauma made me want to kill everyone

Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again