"Que Sera,Sera"

@samehelldifferentdevils14

SW:188 CW:180 GW1: 150 GW2:135 UGW:120 Please don't tell me I'm beautiful because there's nothing beautiful about the thoughts in my head or the emptiness in my chest. There's nothing beautiful about feeling numb, feeling nothing and everything all at once. It's not beautiful sitting in the darkest corner of the room rolling back and forth with my knees close to my chest, with my stomach full of pills and blood spilling from my wrist. There's nothing beautiful about waking up everyday wishing I was dead or wishing I had cut more or deeper. There's nothing beautiful about caring so much about everyone and so little about myself. This is me and it's not beautiful.

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kawuom

I feel guilty for the food I haven’t even eaten.

I feel guilty for thinking about even eating anything.

I need control.

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y2kaee

"I was looked at,

but I wasn't seen."

Albert Camus, The misunderstanding.

lucidloving

@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

fromdarzaitoleeza

{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}

what-iz-life

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

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tryhard-bethin-deactivated20251

And that’s the tea, sis

bpdohwhatajoy

Trauma took years away from me and then continued to take away more by the lingering effects.

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chasingokay

Damn I feel that.

xxlunaheartxx

Where my ED started

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mple-selhnhh

frozen-vein

saa-33

i’m actually tired bro, like from the bottom of my heart. i am tired

unwelcome-ozian

perfectfeelings

“Be the love you never received.”

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chessys

i dont know what im feeling but there is a lot of it

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