#insecurties

Are you the one? I didn’t like you at first, but I admired you. Your..... persistence was intriguing. I gave in. I’m giving you a chance. Fighting my own insecurities and anxiety for you. You’ve been hurt the same ways as I have. Our vibe is undeniable. But there is still that voice. That little voice in my head. 

“You’re not good enough.”

“You don’t deserve them.”

“They are out of your league.”

But every time we hold a conversation, every time I hear your voice, my body feels with joy. I already care for you. And I can already feel myself slowly falling for you. You already have a piece of my heart. But it’s just that voice that keeps me from giving you my whole heart.....

When I find you. When you're at arms length.. I won't let you go..

  Not My Idea

                STORY-LINE NOT MY IDEA BY BETHANY SWAFFORD:

In Not My Idea, set in 1814 Regency England, the reader finds Lucas Bywood returning home from touring of the continent. Receiving a note from his father stating he must return home, he rushes back to England.  He returns to find his father and their neighbor, Mr. Ramsey, had betrothedhim as a child to his daughter,…