just multiple mental illnesses in one person

i love being at uni bc i can just not eat all day and no one notices or cares if they do so now i’m coming for that ugw

when eating only 900 cals or less a day stopped working for weight loss so i switched to eating 500 or less

lmao talking to people pretending to be in recovery really boosts my ego bc i fr went my whole day thinking i was recovered until i got home and bc everything in my house is over 100 cals i just didn’t eat

when i binge i hate coming on tumblr bc i feel like everything i’ve posted has all the sudden become a lie just bc i ate closer to the necessary amount of calories for an adult

why is a red bull enough some days but then like 50 million snacks and 20 meals aren’t enough other days