Reason to Live #3896

me: hi-

do i hate making myself throw up?

“A few months ago, I could never have imagined finding someone who made all my past heartbreaks feel worth it. Someone who makes my heart swell up despite all the holes and whose hands fit mine so perfectly and hold mine so tightly. I didn’t know that anyone else could give me something to lose again and have me be over-the-moon happy about it.”

“You were always beautiful to me, you were always enough for me, you were always the one I was so certain about.”

Our universe grants every soul a twin–a reflection of themselves– the kindred spirit –And no matter where they are or how far away they are from each other – even if they are in different dimensions, they will always find one another. This is destiny ; this is love.

I've spent hours obsessing over why I'm not good enough. Hours lost, standing in front of the mirror, studying my face and wondering if it's because I'm not pretty enough. Reading back old conversations and wondering if I'm annoying, too needy, too much. Will anyone ever stick around? I try so hard, but I'm just never worth it in the end.

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