life goes on

hooked up with a random man at a party this weekend and i can barley remember the situation and i cant tell if that means its bad or not

its hard to feel like anyone cares when you make it so obvious that you need help and no one helps you

im starting to not recognize the person i see when i look in the mirror anymore and its scary

i started college last week and have made no friends yet, my best friend left for college and my boyfriend is always busy. i officially have no one to talk to anymore and im going insane

every day keeps genuinely getting more difficult and it is so hard to just keep waking up and living the same exact day over. and over.

i havent been on here in a couple months and i need more people to follow so if youre an active ed blog in 2021 reblog so i can follow you :)

ive become so dependent on weed that when i dont smoke i just dont end up eating anything, i weighed myself this morning out of curiosity and ive literally dropped like five pounds since i last weighed myself and im so happy