a formless blob (aka ryan)

I actually think it's fine to put your own twist of a story that is literally nearly 3000 years old and been told and retold countless times

because first they're gonna hear about Bruce Wayne's adopted son getting blown up halfway across the world, after being in Bruce's care for at most maybe a year or two

but then imagine turning on the news again a few days later, just to see somehow The Joker has become the Iranian ambassador to the UN

pronouns and gender be confusing me, because I have so much conflicting sides going on in my brain

between being raised a "man", coming from a family and area where gender roles were enforced, but also feeling most myself when I am doing so gender fuckery, but also what if I'm actually a poser

so I'm always in a constant flux of how non-binary vs man I actually am, and it's all just a chaotic soup of thoughts in my head

and there's the constant thought of how much would I be holding onto "manhood" if I wasn't raised the circumstances I was, or wasn't often terrified of how people may perceive me, even though most times the people who's opinions I'd care about on some sort of level literally do not care

I do think the "he" in my pronouns is likely holding on for dear life but I'm never sure if I want it gone fr or just toned down

so I have come to what I believe to be an obvious conclusion

but...

"JARONA"