Something New.

Over the week was great. Got to spend time with family, eat some good food, and celebrate Chinese New Years. It's always nice going back home because I can spend some time and escape from all my other problems. 

I've thought about the problem from 1 or 2 weeks ago and I've decided there's no point  to it. Just going to move on, let it go, and ignore the past. No point in dwelling upon it.  Apologies at this point are also meaningless. I'm not going in depth with my reason why, when anyone can just read my old posts on here. 

I'm usually a forgiving person but at this point I've been bitter since this year. Thank you. 

I've been so frustrated lately. Something I just want to fill in the void in my life. Finding the other half to fill it in. Even if it's just for a while, I wouldn't mind. I learned that we can't be happy for the rest of our lives because at some point we wouldn't be happy with our lives. Knowing that we live in a "perfect" lifestyle can be mundane.