Ruf (she/her) || lvl 17 || SFW only || very hyperfixated on Murder Drones atm || apologies in advance for my sailor mouth o7
(please read all of pinned for important informashionay🗣️ /ref) ***PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DO NOT MAKE SEX JOKES HERE - I AM ASEXUAL AND IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE. I AM FINE WITH ROMANCE BUT IF IT IS ANYTHING THAT IS EXPLICIT/SUGGESTIVE/SPICY, PLEASE KEEP IT AWAY FROM ME***
hello there, person, welcome to my silly little blog 🗣️🗣️🗣️
basic stuffs:
random artist
the name’s Ruf — im gonna try (and still trying😭) to think of things other than “Ruf” to call me by eventually
white ass American BOOOO👎👎👎👎 (i live up in the northeast of the US so the time is always based off EST)
she/her (no idea what gender i am but i def ain’t a cis female lmao)
17 yrs old
birthday’s July 23rd
Christian (but that doesn’t mean im a queerphobe/transphobe/homophobe)
other interests besides Murder Drones
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DO NOT MAKE SEX JOKES HERE - I AM ASEXUAL AND IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE. I AM FINE WITH ROMANCE BUT IF IT IS ANYTHING THAT IS EXPLICIT/SUGGESTIVE/SPICY, PLEASE KEEP IT AWAY FROM ME
quick little update section cos shore:
MURDER DRONES ART REQUESTS ARE CLOSED FOR NOW UNTIL ART FIGHT ENDS! pls read these rules before sending something in
im still very much questioning so take all of this with a pinch of salt: i am bisexual and believe it or not, both aro and ace! specifically apothisexual (sex repulsed) and maybe demi-romantic??? idk we’ll see /silly
no one asked, but fun fact, i most definitely have ADHD—specifically ADD (basically ADHD without the “Hyperactive” part).
i mostly write and draw angst so expect a fuggin lot of it 💀 (i just really like phycology and exploring different mental health topics cos im a nerd okay?? /silly)
i post whatever and whenever
i am cringe, but i am free >:3
im extremely awkward when it comes to interaction- pls bear with me- 💀🙏🙏
the person who created the #murder drones khan angst tag if u care
normal ass joe despite being on the quirky, infamous-for-being-horny hellsite that is Tumblr 💀
very boring and consumes media casually BOOOO👎👎👎 /silly the only exception is when the hyperfixation chooses me /silly
school exists so that could get in the way of art makin
i ain’t chronically online like the rest of y’all, sorry 😔✌️ /silly
i have other socials but i don’t post either at all or not anymore on them. here’s the links if u wanna see them anyway: YouTube || DeviantArt || Pinterest || TikTok
and also my Ao3 acc that currently has nothing uploaded but hopefully will at some point: Ao3
custom tags:
#ruf rambles - me yappin + random shiz that isn’t art
#ruf responds - me answering an ask
#ruf reblogs - reblog tag
#ruf self reblogs - self-reblog tag
#ruf draws - stuff i drew
#ruf writes - stuff i wrote
#ruf’s recordings - a video that i made
#ruf's oc Rex - oc tag
#ruf's oc Zair - oc tag
rules and boundaries:
my blog is intended as 13+ because there may be some stuff such as swearing and cartoon violence. you have been warned
i do not actively engage in fandom discourse or discourse in general, i don’t care about it (unless it’s about something that is morally unjustifiable and can cause serious damage—racism, sexism, ableism, queerphobia/transphobia/homophobia, rape, sexual assault, ect.). Worrying about discourse and thinking about how mad the fandom is gonna be about a certain element in a media sucks out all of my joy of consuming the media in the first place. so i just ignore it. i simply block it and move on. the button exists for a reason.
i refuse to identify as “pro or antiship.” im not participating in online “activism” please go outside 💀
i do not condone toxic relationships and i still don’t even in fiction. i am specifically taking about the relationships that are romanticized and treated as any other relationship that you can root for. that makes me very uncomfortable and i don’t like seeing it. please keep it away from me.
NO. POLITICS.
im cool with adults following me but just no NSFW. that doesn’t mean that if you are an account that doesn’t want minors interacting with u or if you actively engage in NSFW or create it, that doesn’t mean you can’t interact, ofc. im just saying don’t physically show the NSFW here on this blog.
i don’t mind at all if you are extremely freaky/horny, i just don’t wanna see the freaky/horny stuff itself. if u are either of them, or both! i don’t judge! :3, you can absolutely interact, just make sure to not do/say the freaky/horny things around me lol.
swearing’s allowed unless it’s intended to be hurtful.
please for the love of God, NO SPAM. no repeating asks, no sending multiple asks back to back, no self promo, no giving me random ass links.
the only spam that’s allowed is spam liking and reblogging.
please don’t compare my art/artstyle with other things
i don’t care about ships unless it is a canon relationship or unless i specify otherwise. i like to stick to canon and don’t typically like to change things unless a certain element in the canon really bothers me that i feel the need to change it. i don’t typically make aus either.
i don’t have an extremely specific DNI list bc i can just block ppl cos it’s the internet. but the kinds of ppl that i don’t want interacting are the obvious ones like:
ppl that enjoy consuming, and are also romanticizing, taboo relationships such as pedophilia, underage, non-con, zoophilia, ect. including those that are actual pedos, rapists, zoophiles, ect.
fetish/kink blogs. (nothing against the blog creators, that stuff just makes me uncomfy :/)
if ur intentionally gonna be a dick, just leave, please 💀
don’t be scared or shy to interact! <3
self-shippers and/or yume-shippers are always welcome here
be as cringe and as free as you want. there’s no such thing as a “dumb interest”
my art
i pretty much do only fan art atp-💀 if not fan work, it’s oc stuff
i don’t do commissions and I don’t typically do requests
constructive criticism is appreciated
please no tracing, stealing, copying, or reposting my art. i will not tolerate reposting even with credit. do not use my art to train AI (or literally ANYTHING related to Artificial Intelligence for that matter).
fan work of my stuff is allowed. i would love to see it! just no NSFW pls
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only did three attacks in total of the whole fight, unfortunately :(
^attack for rottennchimera
^attack for sillysillyspider (@sillylilteackiiey)
^attack for Ravensong
this was fun but it definitely burnt me out a little lol- even just three attacks wore me out lmao 💀🙏 i don’t think i will be participating in af next year tho, sorry :(
Listen, during the final battle, if we think about it, Khan is literally the reason N is still alive. Cyn was going to eat N’s core and then, Khan closed the door behind Cyn with a switch which startled her and that’s the reason N could go back to his body.
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A/N: long story short I decided to give the au a very rocky, insense start. Lots of drama, everyone is going thru it, so be prepared. anyway here- take my au slop- /silly
Here It Begins
The battle just ended. Cyn is finally defeated. The world was saved, but Uzi could not save herself. Khan, Uzi’s father, now knows that Uzi is dead. In his blind rage, who else to blame than the murder drone?
Contents + Trigger warnings: strong language, angst, hurt/comfort, PTSD, trauma, anxiety, emotional distress, aggression, violence, basically blood but it’s oil and black in color, arguing, weapons, injury, major character death, grief, mourning, betrayal of trust, drama (lots of it /silly), messy/complicated relationships
——
Khan stayed silent over his daughter’s lifeless body.
N cautiously reached out.
Khan suddenly tensed up his shoulders.
“You MONSTER!!”
Khan turned around in a fury and lunged towards N.
N dodged the attack effortlessly by rolling out of the way.
N looked up. He flinched; Khan apparently had a gun on him.
Khan had fired and N dodged the bullet with a quick swing of his blade.
“YOU’RE GONNA FUCKING PAY FOR THIS, DEMON!!!” Khan yelled.
N scampered up with a small yelp. He kept avoiding each shot Khan fired—dodging them by either destroying them or swinging his blade.
V had to cut her moment of mourning short and quickly intervened. But before she took a step..
“V, WAIT-!! D-DON’T HURT HIM-!! J-JUST STAY OUT IF THIS-!! I-I’LL TAKE CARE OF IT-!!” N screamed.
N hollered in a panic while in midair.
V was obviously reluctant to just stand down and watch a rouge worker drone try to kill him.
She scoffed. “WHAT- WHY??!”
“JUST TRUST ME-!!” N shouted.
V’s expression faltered. She thought hard for a moment—really hard. With an anxious bite of her lip, she put away her blades.
~~
N flew around frantically. Khan continued to attack, and N continued to dodge.
“I KNOW YOU’RE MAD, BUDDY, BUT CAN WE JUST TALK THIS OUT??!”
Khan growled. “YOU RUINED MY LIFE, AND YOU EXPECT ME TO JUST ‘TALK THIS OUT???!!’”
“I-I’M SORRY-!!” N yelped at nearly missing a bullet. “PLEASE, WE CAN GET ALONG INSTEAD, I-I PROMISE!!”
Khan snarled. “FUCK YOU!!”
Khan finally caught N off guard and knocked him out of the sky.
N tumbled ungracefully to the ground. Khan pinned him down.
Khan chuckled derangedly.
“You have…no idea…how long I’ve wanted to do this…to you freaks…”
N braced for the final blow…
Instead… a loud bang went into Khan’s abdomen.
Khan felt the bloodied area. It was at that moment he finally realized.
He messed up.
Big time.
His digital eyes glossed over. He fell forward. Lifeless.
V was revealed behind him—gun pointed forward—X on her display.
“V!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU???!!” N snapped.
A crooked smile appeared on V’s face. “N- you cannot be serious- DID YOU NOT SEE HIM??!!? HE WAS ABOUT TO FUCKING KILL YOU, YOU DIPSHIT!!!!”
“I told you not to HURT HIM-!!!!” N pushed V backwards.
V’s harsh scowl faltered into a weak wrinkle of her brows.
“I literally TOLD YOU to back down, and you didn’t even do that!!” N barked.
V felt a fierce pang in her chest—the damage had already been done. There’s no going back now.
V’s voice wavered—the confidence in her words clearly fading.
“I did…what was right.”
N tensed his shoulders. “You did what you wanted.”
V’s defensive expression faded. She made a mistake. A huge mistake.
“I told you to do something in a crucial moment and even then- you still didn’t listen.” N sneered.
V’s eyes hollowed. Regret of her choice sinking in. “W-Wait- N-No- Please- N-”
“Why don’t you trust me??! Do you think I’m stupid???!!!” N fumed, completely ignoring V’s words.
She stammered. “…I’m sorry-”
“A ‘sorry’ is not gonna fix this, V!!” N huffed, “…and it’s not gonna fix anything.”
V faltered. “I…”
N’s eyes narrowed. His lip quivered. “Fuck you.”
They both had tears in their eyes.
N picked Khan up gently.
N stared V straight in the eyes before he took off.
~~
Back at the outpost.. N anxiously waited.
He hoped for good news, but honestly, deep down, he wasn't feeling very hopeful.
N was sitting quietly on a chair in a hallway that is basically the robo-equivalent to a waiting area directly outside of a hospital room.
In the corner of his eye, N saw someone walk adjacent to him and sit down in another chair—leaving a gap between him and them.
N looked up.
“Hey..” V said awkwardly—like she never met him.
N forced a smile. “Hi..”
V crossed her arms against her midriff. She struggled to form words.
“I’m sorry.. about earlier..”
N didn’t respond.
Fair.
V fidgeted. “I-I don’t think I’ve ever seen you that mad before..”
N sighed. “I wasn’t really mad, I was just.. frustrated.”
V meanwhile anxiously tapped her finger.
“I hate when you just… refuse to listen.. I— hate when you’re so- so stubborn-”
V bit her lip. “I know…”
Silence fell between the two.
“…God dammit- I’m so sorry- I hate that I do this to you.. I can’t protect you no matter how much I try…”
V huffed. “I always just end up hurting you.”
N raised his head. He thought deeply for a moment.
“…I.. I don’t think I forgive you just yet… and I don’t think we could ever go back to some kind of normalcy between us…”
V looked down. She frowned.
“But I’m open to try again.”
V looked back up.
“I know we don’t have the most.. healthy dynamic… but I don’t wanna give up on us. I’m okay to start again—I just need to know if you’re ready.”
V’s optics were hollow. She chuckled softly—tears formed in her eyes.
“I don’t deserve a forgiving person like you, y'know that, right..?”
N smiled—genuinely this time. “Well, It’s ‘cause I love you.”
V sniffed. “I love you too.”
N teared up too while his smile grew bigger.
~~
Meanwhile, large text that said “REBOOTING…” was plastered across Khan’s visor. He was laying in what was technically a robo-hospital bed.
A small ding could be heard. A pair of neon gray-ish blue eyes blipped back on to Khan’s display. He let out a small groan of discomfort.
Another drone in the room, probably a nurse or something, got up from their seat as soon as they saw Khan finish rebooting.
“Oh-! Thank goodness- you’re awake! Don’t move, okay? I’ll be right back!” The drone said.
After that, Khan looked down and examined the bandages wrapped around his body.
Khan cringed. “Fucking idiot…” He thought—scolding himself.
Khan looked to his left—a little drone-heart was asleep beside him.
“…Nori..?”
Nori perked up as soon as she heard Khan’s voice call her name. Nori swiftly turned her “head.”
“KHAN!” Nori leaped forward and threw her arms around Khan’s neck. “Jesus fuckin’ Christ- you’re alive!!”
Nori let out a deep sigh. “I thought I lost you…” She held Khan’s face in her claws.
Khan processed. “Wait- is Uzi…—”
Nori looked at him with a guilty look in her eye. She looked away.
Khan faltered. “Oh.. that’s right she’s…—gone..”
Khan started breathing heavily. Every breath began to hitch..until each exhale became a pained, deep cry coming from the back of his throat.
“It's all my fault.. I should’ve done something- I should’ve helped her- I-I should’ve just been there-” Khan sobbed.
Nori’s single eye frowned. “Khan…”
Khan had himself curled up so tightly that his head was almost touching his chest. “I failed you- I failed the colony- a-and now I failed Uzi..”
“Hey, hey, hey- Lookit me, baby… You’re okay.. Calm down…” Nori tried to soothe him.
“I’m sorry…” Khan croaked.
“No.. sweetie… It’s okay.. just…” Nori sighed. “—breathe.. okay…?”
Khan at that point had completely exhausted himself from all the tears—he couldn’t keep crying even though he wanted to.
He hiccuped. “Okay…”
Nori tried her best to hug Khan despite her current form. Her tiny body disappeared into Khan’s much larger embrace.
Nori mumbled softly. “It’ll be okay..”
~~
Meanwhile, outside of the room…
The same nurse from before approached N. “Um.. mister.. N.. sir? Mr. Doorman is awake- he’s okay.”
“OH, THANK GOD!!” N exclaimed in relief into his hands. V was just sitting there silently…
N stood up quickly. “C-Can I see him..?!”
~~
The nurse quickly popped in just to make sure it was okay that someone else entered.
Khan nodded, but Nori answered verbally for him—since his voice was barely presentable now.
Both saw a murder drone walk in.
“Oh. It’s you.” Nori said in a very un-impressed tone.
Also fair.
“H-Hey, dude.. how’re you doing..?” N asked tensely.
“Could be better..” Khan replied with a tired voice.
N paused..
“So uh.. I guess I’ll just leave then since you’re both doing alright in here..” N chuckled awkwardly.
N walked towards the door—his teeth ahold of his lower lip.
Khan felt his bandages again…
“Wait.”
N stopped. He turned his head.
“Thanks, by the way… for saving my life..” Khan said.
N’s expression finally brightened.
“You’re welcome.”
N and Khan locked eye contact before the door of the room cut off their gaze.
…After that day.. after that moment.. things changed. Something changed. Like a new hope—means of a new beginning—a breath of fresh air…
Uzi might be gone, but he at least now he has V—and possibly more…
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shaving isn’t even like remotely close to the biggest issue feminism needs to tackle but it’s just astonishing to me how the most lukewarm bare minimum of normalizing natural body hair on women is met with such pushback from “progressives” on here. like that’s why i keep bringing it up. like if you fucks can’t get behind “women shouldn’t feel like they have to shave and shouldn’t be groomed into shaving” then what the hell can you be counted on for? nothing, clearly
not now sweetie, mommy is watching how the massive girlbossification of female characters has led to the belief that weak and vulnerable female characters are badly written characters because apparently every woman needs to be outspoken and witty and snarky and brave in order to be considered “complex” and have any value in a piece of media!!
[ID: a screenshot of a comic speech bubble. The black text in it reads "No matter how open-minded, socially conscious, anti-racist I think I am, I still have old learned hidden biases that I need to examine. It is my responsibility to check myself daily for my stereotypes, prejudices and, ultimately, discrimination." /ID end]
antiracism is a constant process. i was raised in a racist village and it's not easy to get rid of it. i moved away over 10 years ago but those ideas are still haunting me.
True of all prejudice. We can't get rid of them entirely, the assumptions that prejudices are built on are part of our brains threat-assessment system.
What we can do is self-reflect, make ourselves aware of our biases and prejudices, including racism, and correct our thinking in the moment, so we don't act with discrimination.
It's not easy, and it needs to be done every day, all the time. Do it anyway.
i cannot with these self-deprecating statements bro- “I caused every horror in her life.” “Turns out, I’m not who either of you needed.” FUCKING STOPPPPP💔💔💔 /pos
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