I Can Make Deals With the Devil

“the kim and jesse scene was fanservice” idc i want to see my two battered wives share a cold cigarette on a rainy night while mourning the loss of the men they once loved and CRY WHILST DOING SO GODDAMNIT

Please let there be a ton of Jesse/Kim fics because the chemistry in that one scene 🔥

look I know we all seem to understand on a deep level that Jesse absolutely deserves a happy, healthy life with his new identity in Alaska buuuut idk!! sometimes I also want a post canon Jesse who is still being eaten alive by his past lol. like give me a Jesse who can't sleep without leaving on every single light in his house. Jesse who can't stand even the jingling sound his car keys make bc it reminds him of the clink of a chain. Jesse who catches whiffs of Mr. White's aftershave and pencil shavings in random places and is momentarily paralyzed with fear (and probably some other less accessible more complicated emotions as well let's be real.) Jesse who still wretches at the sight of any kind of harness. Jesse who doesn't even drink alcohol anymore bc he doesn't want to let any of his defenses down even for a moment. Jesse who still secretly feels like he's being hunted and pursued by dangerous men. the way he tenses when any man over a certain age makes small talk with him at the hardware store. idk. post canon jesse is such an interesting area to explore, I always love hearing everyone's ideas about him