🌹Rose🌹

I just watched the Birdcage. And oh. My. Goodness! It was amazing! They really don't make movies like they used to anymore! 🤣

Hey, does anyone have any advice for someone who has 2B to 2C curls? Because I am so done with my hair! I have tried so many different products and routines, and nothing works! It either dries my hair out, makes it oily, or it ruins my hair completely. No one in my family has curly hair. Everyone has straight hair! I am the ONLY ONE! And I am so sick and tired and really upset that everyone in my family keeps trying to tell me how to fix MY HAIR! Believe me, I have done what they said, and every single product has only damaged my hair more and more. I can't take it anymore! So can someone please please help me. A routine, products, anything. I am on my knees, begging and crying. Please 🙏

Guys. So, I was out at the farmers market today. And as my family and I were going home, we saw these two boys running a lemonade stand! Of course we bought some and it was good. They were selling lemonade, and their dad's were sitting in the back of their trucks watching them. Like that is peak childhood. I remember my lemonade stand

When I watch Bob's Burgers and see Bob and Linda. I get so fucking sad at times. Because it reminds me of what I can never have. I will never have what they have. I go to bed holding my own hand to make myself believe someone else is there. I will never have that kind of relationship. One of unconditional love and support. Like Bob and Linda.

I keep seeing videos of babies and cute toddlers on my feed. I can't take it! I can feel my ovaries bleed, and I want a baby so bad! Oh, to have that new baby smell and snuggles. Having a baby is a lot of work. Blood sweat and tears kind of work. I want it eventually. Not now, even though I do want it. But eventually.

I am having a good day. I got Chinese take out, a new bra, the weather is perfect, and I washed my hair which I always love doing, and now I am watching Bob's Burgers. I'm having a good day and i hope you guys are too

You know what. I am admitting it. I have issues. I have daddy issues. I want to be held, pampered, kissed, and just curl up in bed with someone and just hear their snores. I want it specifically to be a man who has some years on me. I am 16, and I think about being 20 and being in a home that I decorated with my husband. I dream about it so much that when I wake up from that dream, I cry at how lonely and empty I feel. This is not normal for someone my age, but hell. I don't care. Everyone has their weird and at times sad fantasies.