~ NEVER GIVE UP ~

I actually get fascinated easily specially with people who put a goal and actually stay determined until they achieve it.

well first of all i changed a LOT!

from being a total wreck to a decent happy human being.

i learned to have some confidence in my decisions even if they came with a very bad outcome, in the end what happened has already been done and regretting or self cursing wouldn't make it any better, so what then? i choose to move on.

i'm now living without regret, knowing that i shouldn't cling my dear life to something/someone that's already slipped my hands and try to make it better next time.

I learned how be completely happy while being alone.

i don't depend on anybody to give me comfort or happiness that i need (or even don't) not anymore.

i'm actually appreciating time spent with my friends more often compared to before.

i'd say that i have a clearer view of what i want to do or be in 1-6 years at least from now, i'm trying to take life seriously.

absolutely no.

i know i personally might not be the perfect obedient kid to my parents but i never thought that raising my voice or disrespecting them on purpose was any good, and if i ever do it by accident or without realizing that my actions could hurt them I'd feel guilt eating me alive.

ok so i don't think my life had much events in the first place but yeah let's see,

I was given temporarily some responsibilities that I though were more than I could fulfill which made me worry, although the pressure at the time was killing thankfully it ended in peace, and I learned that I should actually try not to cower from big tasks or such.

I got separated from a bunch of the closest friends to me, not because something happened between us but mostly because they need to move on with their lives (graduation, moving away...etc) and that's actually really depressing seeing they were the people i literally lived with and grew attached to, but hopefully this will be a step to a better life for them so please wish them luck in that!

I got disappointed with many things specially things that I actually anticipated and had hope for but in the end it didn't work the way I wanted but then no use in mourning now i guess.

i'm trying to work hard in order to be successful in the things I do and actually make a spot for me in the environment i'm living in and although it's like a huge step for me i'll still try to make it happen.

i've changed my mentality and way of thinking to something more positive that will not give myself a hard time through life.

I had the chance to go to Paris for a week - yay - which was amazing and that made my summer full of rainbows and unicorns  (not really since it was raining heavily and i actually got sick) nevertheless it was awesome!

I  had really the time of my life getting close to people and knowing I meant something to them, even changing them slowly.. it means the world to me when someone says i changed an unwanted part of their life or made them even a tiny bit happy, seriously it does.

This's the most random list i'll ever do

 people should help each other if they're capable of, if they wont then at least not make it harder for the other person

friendship isn't by how much you have in common or how much time is spent together, it's when you know that there's this person you can always rely on no matter how much time passed by since you last talked

if you work for something, you can do it just don't give up right at the begenning or after few fail attempts

people can fight whatever, be it their feelings of sadness, hate and even attachment, as long as they can be patient and suffer a little bit

every and each person that feels so lonely and hated and like the world will be ending upon them are either too weak to stand up or too scared to do so, so people.. just breath in some courage and live on! like seriously! there are a lot of people who'd be happy for you so why live in pain and misery while you can be happy?

every one has the right to be happy only if they allow themselves to be

every one is special, every one has their own qualities and cannot be replaced

judging a person by whatever is stupid

with a little push, anyone can do anything, and you don't need another person to give you the push

you can be your own hero and savior, don't wait for someone to bring you back to life

don't bash on others or their likes and beliefs just because you cant accept it, it wont hurt you so don't go hurting them

I LOVE MUSIC! be it what everyone like or hates, at some point I think i enjoy all types of music, although right now I enjoy different types of K-pop mainly (although some might sound the same but gotta admit that some artists are too creative not to be appreciated)

well since i'm still considered new to tumblr I don't think there are such a thing to me.

but these are some of the ones I would recommend if you're bored (my case)

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